5 weird things i've done in this week!

yesterday, just before a client's meeting, i just decided to name my blackberry "Peter". and i demanded my colleague to say "hi" to "Peter". she didnt. she said im freaky. haha

recently, i have been asking guys a very interesting question. " have you ever wonder if you like men instead of women? " 90% was " No, what are you talking about? ", 5% was " Are you crazy? " and the last 5% went " Are you a lesbian? " HAHA. seriously, i did wonder if i like girls in that manner, i tried, but i couldnt. sorry.

throughout the movie " Transformers", i kept telling myself: Optimus Prime is sooo handsome that I wanna marry him!!! to be honest, this kinda freaked myself out. but then again, is Optimus Prime a man or a woman? looking at his pictures, i think it's a "she". why? apparently he has boobs and no dick! haha! so maybe i am a lesbian afterall. look:



been asking for help to fulfil one of my fantasies - to direct a pornography. yes, i really want to direct a porn movie. i want to watch it live and to see how it goes. havent really found anyone who is willing to partner with me on that. but then again, i dont think this might even happen. haha

im actually flirting with one of our IT guys in Singapore. super weird. it all started when i messaged him to ask him some work-related questions. he asked when will i be back as he wants to bring me out for dinner ( so weird. we've never even gone out for lunch!! ). i said august as i got a wedding to attend. he asked me when is it my turn. typical me replied " whenever you're ready to marry me " and then he started his ideals about not getting married but having committed fun and typical me go " im cool with that arrangement " and it went on and on and on and now, we're actually chatting quite regularly. mmm, i do think he's kinda cute. *grins*

Today is Father's Day...

in my family, Father's Day is not as celebrated as much as Mother's Day. I guess the reason is because my grandfathers are no longer around. in fact, i have never met my grandfathers but i was told by my maternal grandmother that my grandfather doted on me like crazy. i would love to meet him, seriously. and i've also heard stories of my grandfather via my uncles. i think he's a really cool grandfather!

as for my own father, thinking back, i havent seen him since October 2008. Before i moved to HK, he moved to South Africa to work. he didnt even managed to go back to Singapore during CNY. i wonder if he missed us. i know he does call home quite often as my mum will tell me about it. i only recieved his sms once or twice. and i only managed to talk to him once. the thought of calling him to wish him " happy father's day " didnt cross my mind until my friend asked me just now " so have you wish your father? " darn. im not a very good daughter ya? to be honest, i wont say i miss him but i wont say i dont miss him. it's a mixed feeling. i do miss him. my father really dotes on me too. ever since young, i know he treats me better than he treats my brothers. guess that's why the term " daddy's girl " is actaually reflective of reality. however, my father has some very bad habits which i really hates. i've scolded him before with regards to that and i did quite a fierce job, even my brothers were surprised. *grins* anyway, no matter what, i still love my dad because no matter how horrible he is, he's still my dad.

if i was asked how would i define a "perfect" dad, i would say i want my dad to...



as handsome as George Clooney *drools*



as smart as Warren Buffet *snickers*



as rich as Bill Gates *laughs*



as kind as Jesus Christ *smilez*

ook i think im dreaming but well this is why it's called a "Perfect Dad". no one in the world is perfect, no one. so i think it's fair enough for me to dream about having a father like that, nothing more, nothing less, just perfect.

oh well, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

Family Time!

my semi-extended family visted me 2 weeks ago. i was very happy to have them here but yet i was also very tired bringing them around to places im not very familiar with. HAHA. yes im not a very good guide lah. there are many places which i myeslf havent even visited. but anyhow, i believe they still managed to have a good holiday - eat, shop, sleep, eat, shop, sleep, eat, shop, sleep!

for accommodation, it is impossible to house all 7 of them in my tiny house. if they were to stay with me, we can only stand, no other movements is possible! but they did visit my small and cosy house. so i rented a service apartment for them in Sham Shui Po but it's still too small. HAHA. it stated on the website that it has 3 bedrooms. well, considering the fact that 5 of them are going to stay in that house, we all assume that it's enough. unfortunately, we forgot that it's hong kong. the house was decent but the beds were sooooo small. my brother had to sleep on the sofa and he was complaining that he paid $388 to fly to hong kong to sleep on the sofa and demanded that i give him back his money. HAHA. like i will.

but because they were here, i managed to visit Lantau Island and also Disneyland. i have always wanted to visit Lantau Island but was always too lazy. but finally managed to do it. it's pretty and nice. one could feel a sense a peace when one's there. not sure if it's because there arent tall buildings and the air is fresher up on the hill or because it's a buddhist place. anyhow, it was pretty pretty.

took the cable car up. pretty scary at some areas. wind was pretty strong too. the cable car shook. mum was scared. grandma was excited. haha



Grandma doesnt have the strength to climb up the stairs. so she could only take a picture from the bottom. a very pretty picture of my grandma. wonder if i would look as pretty as her when im old.



not sure if im allowed to take pictures but i snapped this while a group of ang mohs were busy snapping. i guess i was hoping no one realized that i took one too.



the BIG BUDDHA.

the big Buddha closed-up. basically at the bottom of the Buddha is like a resting place for the dead. Anita Mui's ashes were there and there were soo many offerings at her picture. cant take a picture though.

had another good day at DisneyLand. it's really small. you can finish the whole park in one day. as compared to the Anaheim, it's really very very tiny. but i like the fact that it's tiny. so i can finish everything in one day and wont have to make a 2nd trip. but it's a little bit tooo expensive. the entry ticket cost HKD 350 bucks!!! too much for such a small park.



pretty right??



that's me jumping. this was my 2nd or 3rd try. it was soo hard to capture a nice jump shot. but somehow, i managed to do it. haha my mum attempted too but failed. so funny. but seriously, it's very tiring.



i have to share this picture because i thought i look quite pretty here. HAHAHA. but i think the credit has to go to my brother's gf who took this picture for me. hee hee



family portrait!! very pretty right. everyone's looking happy and good!!!



they actually have this HSM thingy going on. i was pretty excited and forced my family to wait for them to come out. however i was utterly disappointed. i mean i know they are not the real cast but seriously, the hk cast is ANNOYING. the girl on the left has the MOST annoying voice ever and she kept sprouting in cantonsese " go wildcats" argh. i feel like telling her to shuddup and go home and sleep. and i think they should have learnt the dance steps of HSM instead of dancing their own ugly ones. *puke* but i still stayed for the whole show as i really like HSM. so lame right?

anyway, next time when my family is here again, we can go to the outskirts of Hong Kong or maybe Macau. didnt manage to visit Macau this time ( although it's in the plan ) because my grandma is kinda too old to walk so much. oh wells, maybe next time, we can just do a Macau trip and so it wont be so tiring.

Stressssssss

ever felt like this? i believe everyone has their stressful moments every now and then. stress is something which is inevitable. it is something that we have a love-hate relationship with. something we would not want to have but yet we cannot live without. i am not exactly feeling stressed now but yet i am stressed. not physically but mentally, emotionally and financially. HAHA.

i believe everyone's always financially stressed. even when you have 1 billion in your account, you will be stressed about when will you make your next billion. and when you made that next billion, you will be stressed over the next billion. vicious cycle. it will go on and on and on and on. i think the only time is when you're almost dying. HAHA. personally, im financially stressed as usual and as always. i always say i need to save and etc etc but the next moment, i'll book myself a tour to Bali or buy myself clothes and bags. HAHA this is bad, really bad.

physically stressed to me is when someone or something was physically by your side to stressed you. i am not exactly experiencing this stress although at work, i am sitting next to my boss. he doesnt strees me physically. sometimes, but rarely, he would be at my side, looking over my shoulders and watching what im doing or asking me to do something. very seldom i get such stress. ( thank God for that ) although at times, he would ask me where i am going or what im doing but usually he just let me go after that question. think he's just kaypoh. haha.

BUT...my boss is very very good at giving me mental stress. i dont know how he does it. but when he's stressed, im naturally stressed. it's like he need not even turn to me and say " i need this, i need that, i blah blah blah " seriously, i have no idea how he did that. and when i said to him " STOP STRESSING ME OUT " and he would go " i didnt. you give that stress to yourself " . come to think of it, he's right in some sense. either he's very influential or im very impressionable. hmmm, i wonder.

unfortunately, i havent gotten the chance to be emotionally stressed. my love life is still ONE PIECE OF WHITE PLAIN PAPER. everyone asked me why and i really have no idea. everyone said im choosy but i really dont think so. maybe i am emotionally stressed when the person i like is not liking me back? but then, the person i like is usually NOT going to like me in return. haha how can i expect Tom Cruise to love me in return? sigh. and in reality, i dont know if it's because im not ready or im really choosy but i always seems to give out the " im not interested " signal when actually, im kinda interested. maybe im really choosy. maybe im shy. maybe im not really. i dont know lah. my grandma is forever hinting to me to get married. aah, actually i am feeling the emotional stress! yay! haha.

i think im so stressed that im kinda mad. my colleague always say im mad. but i really dont think im mad. im just normal. very very normal. seriously.

The Boys Are Back!

i think many people know i looooove boys. yes, boys, not men. not that i am a pheodophile but i really wonder why are they soooo good-looking and if i see them along the road, would they even look at me and think " wah, this auntie is hot! " actually i doubt so. besides, dont think i would even meet them in person. ha!

well, ZAC EFRON. yes, many said he's gay. many said he's ugly. but to me, he's oh-so-charming. look at this. those eyes, the hair, the face, everything. slurrrrrrrps! and not to forget, he can sing and dance pretty well too. sooo talented. if i have a son next time, i would want him to look like this. if not, i dont know if i still want my son. *gasps* im so shallow. haha! i've watched almost everything that has him in it. HSM, Hairspray, 17 Again. i think i watched everything that has him. and i can watch and re-watch and re-watch these shows over and over and over and over again! i think im just 5 cm away from being obesessed.

now, guess who is this?

this is Cedric Diggory in "Harry Potter - Globets of Fire". does he look familiar to you? or does he not? when i found this picture, i couldnt believe that it's him.

seriously, stark difference. Rob Pattinson has grown up and is now oh-so-charming and sexy. sluuuuurrrrp. he's not exactly a pretty face nor does he has exceptionally nice features but he exudes sexiness. he's like Johnny Depp, oh-so-sexy. however, i hated the movie. am reading the book now, much better. but still, too much loveeee and too little fighting and blood and vampires. but then again, it's supposed to be read by teenagers. but i hope it gets darker. only at the first book now.

and not to forget, my all-time favorite boy - Daniel Radcliffe. I really like him. sooo cute and soooo charming. he has really grown. even had a post just on him. Read THIS. if i were to run a search for the words " harry potter " in my archive, i think i can easily find at least 10 entries on that. that is how much i love harry potter. cant wait for the Half-Blood Prince in July. anticipating anxiously. and again, he has grown. actually, to be honest, he's not good-looking. but somehow, he is attractive in his own way.

these boys are sooo cute. i really wish my sons, if i have any, will look like them. then i'll be a very very proud mother. mmm, i think it means i have to marry an ang-moh? and do i have to marry a handsome ang-moh to get such handsome sons? what if i give birth to a daughter and she looks like one of them.*yucks* okay, i think im thinking wayyyy too much.