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nothing in particular to rant about...

the current topic in singapore now is the sex video of the nyp student being distributed...many opinions have been voiced out...and i share some of the views..shall not repeat everything again..but i think i was quite mean..i was literally asking every friend who's on my MSN list... "DO YOU HAVE THE TAMMY'S VIDEO?" *laughs* very mean right? and did i get it in the end.... SSSSSHHHHHHH

then, the superhost has emerged..it's this lady..not very sure of her name..but i quite like her...although i didnt watch a single episode of the superhost..but i remembered her from the commercials and all..think she has the style and charisma...watched the finals...hate the judges' hot favorite...so irritating that guy... but the questions quite lame...if cloning is legal, how many of yourself would you clone...the man answered none and then the judge said must have one..than he went on to rattle some senseless rubbish..i would have answered this: i would either not clone any of myself or clone many of myself...because it's either i only have an unique me or everyone else is just like me...*laughs* but then again, i'm not in the compeition, easy for me to comment...*smilez*

talking about these "super" series..i think they are a good way to discover talent..but i dont quite like the idea of the super school star...somehow, i think it might give the kids the wrong impressions and all...but then again, times have changed...so my views are already auntified!! *gasps* anyway, i have never caught a single episodes!! *laughs*

have been in training for the past 3 weeks...this week is the last week..started off with my product training..and my trainer flew in from sdyney...he's a nice guy...has a very unique and sincer laughter...i likeee...and then it's the new hire training which i get to learn about different aspects of my department...very interesting...learnt a lot...and we have a mini exam this coming thursday...hope that i can do well..and a presentation on friday...*laughs* reminds me of university days...tutorials and lectures...and then exams and presentation... gosh, memories memories...

ooh..went ladies night to MOS last wednesday..and OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME...i saw aunties and uncles dancing cha-cha at the dance floor... *shocked* went with a korean colleague and she's equally shocked and she told me this will not happen in korea because there's an age limit of 35!! clubs banned aunties and uncles!! *laughs* anyway, drinks at MOS are really expensive..and guess who i saw... SYLVESTER SIM!! he looked the same as he is on tv....we had eye contact..but i wasnt mesmerized by him...*grins* ooh...one guy, whom i suspect is a gay told me that the cage at 54 is bouncy...and another guy asked me where's the gents...*laughs* do i look like i work in MOS? tsk tsk tsk...

need to start making intelligent entries... *laughs*

O-A-S-I-S

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you... By now you should've somehow realized what you gotta do... I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now...And all the roads that lead to you were winding... And all the lights that light the way are blinding... There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how... I said maybe... You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all... You're my wonderwall...



yeah....i have the ticket to OASIS LIVE IN SINGPORE!!! and i got the premiere tickets...free standing and it cost a freaking amount of S$162!! and the best part is....i got it for FREE!!! *laughs* courtesy of my uncle who got it from his broker....*grins*

basically, am not a big fan of oasis...but i do know some simple facts about them...which i think most people are aware of.....*laughs* (1) Liam Gallagher is the lead singer and well-known for his bad temper, (2) Noel Gallagher is the brother and he's the guitarist and he composes songs for the band, (3) Peter Gallagher is their elder brother who acts in The O.C. as Sandy Cohen and (4) they hailed from Manchester City, i think...and also, i am only aware of some of their songs: wonderwall, morning glory, dont look back in anger, champagne supernova and lyla...and they sang all these songs...hee hee hee...

actually, i think oasis has a serious attitude problem..thoughout the 1 hour plus show...they didnt say a single word...and didnt even say " hi singapore" and even if Liam did say something into the mike...i cant hear and understand....but i did understand a sentence he said :" this is for the ladies, wonderwall" *laughs* but then again...this is the band's trademark..i would think it's weird if they actually shouted " good evening singapore!!!" haha! but anyhow, Liam did applaud the crowd after a few songs....and he did came forward and stood quite near the stage for us to take a picture of him...this is what i took with my mobile:

Liam near the stage...*drools*

Liam's singing position...seemed to be slightly constipated...*laughs*

talented Noel...

quite pathetic....but this is the best i can do....anyway, my uncle did take some really nice pictures of them..but it's in his camera..and that would have to wait because am sure he will not send the pictures to me till like end of the year??? *laughs*
well...apparently, Liam threw a tambourine but i didnt see it or catch it obviously...and Liam invited a lucky malay girl up the stage towards the end...BUT he's kind rude..he just left the girl at the stage...and he just went off the stage..and Noel didnt even bother to look at her...and she was like...trying to enjoy herself..man, it's kinda weird....but i think she's lucky because she hugged and kiseed Liam...whom i thought was rather suave that night....hee hee

actually, 50% of the crowd were caucasians...and they seemed to be pretty high and drunk...30% were malays...and only 20% were chinese...the place where i stood..i'm surrounded by ang-mohs and malays...with like 2 chinese around me...basically, i'm not exactly very excited or high because i really have no idea what are some of the songs..but my brother and i basically, just jumped and screamed with the rest...*laughs* to fit into the surrounding..but it was rather fun...but very tiring...and the caucasians are so bloody tall that i have to wriggle my way to some funny spot so that my vision is not a bunch of blond hair...

well, all in all..i think it's a good concert...i enjoyed myself..and oasis can sing live...hopefully, eminem will come to singapore..i will DEFINITELY attend it!!! by hook or by crook....*grins*

7 things i want to do when i have a boyfriend

am never a koren drama-ian...never once watched any korean dramas...although i did catch like 50% of "Full-House" and fell in love with Rain...how can i not fall in love with him when he's so cute....see:



anyway, as i was saying...i dont really watch korean dramas but i somehow watched 2 episodes of this comedy which am not sure of the name..but goes something like wo(3) ai(4) jin(1) san(1) shun(4)... very hillarious show..all the characters are really cute and interesting..and i must say i love the way the korean guys dressed...they are so lanky and their shirts and pants are always so nice.....and the korean ladies are so pretty too...



well, in the episodes that i watched, the main lady was this plump and unattractive 29 year old girl who had a handsome, charming and rich 27 year old boyfriend...and she was forcing him to do the 7 things she wanted to do when she had a boyfriend..and this is the list if i didnt remember wrongly:

1. To put the boyfriend's picture as the wallpaper of the cellphone - will not do this..not my style..would rather put the picture of my boyfriend's bmw as the wallpaper!! *laughs*
2. To smooch in the cinema while watching a horror movie - not sure why but not my style as well as i love to watch horror movie!!
3. To hold the boyfriend's hands tightly and go shopping
4. To take a train from dont know where to dont know where and drink beer
5. To shout " I LOVE YOU XXX" in the public - this is so embarassing...*gish*
6. To bring the boyfriend home
7. cannot remember the 7th one...

thought it was rather cute to have a list of to-do when one got attached...and so it inspired me to get my own list of to-dos as well...here goes:

1. To go grocery shopping - always thought it's very romantic to do this...*laughs*
2. To go house-riding - as if we were in the medievel times...*laughs*
3. To cuddle together on the sofa and watched a game of soccer - think it's a nice feeling to be in the arms of a loved one
4. To go on a overseas holiday trip together, all expenses paid by him - haha!
5. To watch sunrise or sunset together - quite lame but had never done that before sia
6. To smooch in the rain- romantic sia..like spiderman and mary jane*grins*
7. To wear a tie for him - very intimate gesture if you ask me..*giggles*

not easy to come up with that list but i think it's even more diffcult to find a guy to do those things with me...anyhow, think i will not be getting married...think i will be alone all my life...cannot imagine myself sharing my life with another person...

if the guy turned out to be a good husband...caring, responsible, blah blah blah..then it's not a bad idea..but if the guy turned out to be a jerk, a useless piece of junk, blah blah...then how am i supposed to live with him...there's always a 50% chance of finding either type of guys...and i think i am not willing to take that risk...dont know why but i think i have lost faith in marriage and guys...or rather i am afraid..i dont want to end up with someone who cant take care of me...think i will be better off alone taking care of myself...this is kinda sad for me because i dare to say..i have NEVER loved or be loved...

how i spend my valentine's day

yesterday was valentine's day...as usual..it's a dateless one for me..has been like that for the past 25 years...*sighz* quite sad right..but somehow, i dont feel that sad..maybe i am used to the feeling of being dateless!!! *gasps*

actually, strictly speaking..i do have a date..but it's a date with my uncle...hahahaha..he called me in the afternoon and date me out to watch a play....to watch this play:

Confessions of 300 Unmarried Men

basically, this play is quite funny..quite enjoyable...quite interesting...but there were certain parts which i thought are too abstract...maybe i am not that arty-farty enough to appreciate..but i seriously cannot appreciate that sort of abstract protrayal of ideas of unmarried men...thought the language was rather singlish..wonder if the foreigners in the audience understood them...*grins* there's this joke which i remembered from the play:

if your wife is at the front door asking you to let her in and your dog is at the back dog barking you to let him in..who should you let in first? your dog..because after you let him in, he will shut up..the wife will not...*laughs*

actually, i thought there isnt much hype about valentine's day this year....it seemed like no one is really concerned about this day already...maybe like what the taxi driver told me...everyone made reservations and so everything is "hidden" in some ways...not publicly shown...but i think the worst gift to recieve is flowers...i HATE flowers...they are so useless...i cant eat them, i cant keep them, i cannot do anything about them...so impractical...what is the best gift? i have no freaking idea at all!!

ooh...just watched channel U just now...got bored of American Idol...then was watching the show where brian wong and kym ng tried to find partners for the main lead...and lo and behold..i saw my JC CLASSMATE!! hahahaha...so so so so so so shocked...not that he has changed to become very handsome and attractive..but was shocked that kym ng actually approached him..hahahaha..he's quite alright-looking..quite a nice guy..but have always thought he reminds me of some hong kong triad's chief...*laughs* anyway, yuan(2) lai(2) bu(4) shi(4) ni(3)!! *giggles*

the last day of chinese new year

today's the last day of the chinese new year....this chinese new year for me has been rather uneventful..nothing much happen..and i did nothing much as well...*laughs*

for this year's chinese new year...i had 2 lion dances to enjoy...one is at my office..and the other's at home...*grins* 2 lions were invited to my office to prance around for good luck...i was pretty excited although i have no ideas why...anyway, the 2 lions were pretty mischievious and they were flirting with the humans around them...and one of them was actually handled by a girl...kudos to that strong girl!!! and i noticed something interesting....these "lions" wore NIKE shoes!!! *laughs* the other lion was invited by my mum to come prance around in my living room...there's only 1...and this lion is pretty fierce..came in with an attitude...very solemn and fierce..and my mum said this is to drive away the bad spirits in our house...*laughs* this "lion" has real "paws" and didnt endorse any brands...*laughs*

this year's chingay came to the neighborhood and it was pretty neat...there were floats along the neighborhood streets and i managed to catch some of them near my granny's house...nothing much actually...many traffic police...many kids...very noisy...but kinda interesting to see them appearing in neighborhoods...

ooh..my red packets collection for this year seemed to be pretty good...i think i collected about 800 bucks this year...would say this is the most that i have collected thus far!!!! *smilez* well happy chinese year!!!

i am getting older..*gasps*

you know you are old when.....

(1) the standard question is always asked when you go for CNY visiting....DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND? *laughs* this is the most-asked question for me for this CNY...and my answer has been pretty standard... DONT HAVE LEH, YOU WANNA INTRO? *grins* frankly speaking, i also dont know why i dont have but most said my expectations are too high...*shrugs* today, granny told me..." it's time for you to find a boyfriend..not asking you to marry him immediately...date for a year or 2 then it's about time to get married " this is bad...real bad....*laughs*

(2) you feel PAISEH to collect red packets when you go for CNY visiting...previously, i have NEVER felt paiseh to take the red packets from my relatives or anything... but this year, i kinda feel paiseh...*laughs* not sure why but somehow felt that i'm too old to take them from friends and relatives...but all of them said " aiyah, not married, still can take...still young lah " hahahahaha..it's worse when my students' parents gave me and my students ask from me and i cannot give them...*laughs*

(3) all the friends around you are either married or happily and steadily attached... this is what is happening to me right now..most of my friends are either married or they are in the getting married mood....while i am still looking around for a potential guy to be the one for me....*laughs* actually quite excited if my friends are getting married..it would be even more exciting if they are close and old friends...really cannot wait to see my close friends getting married...was telling another friend that i think i will cry if i were to attend another common friend's ROM...tears of joy of course....

(4) you are not afraid to lunch or dine alone already....*laughs* not sure if it's the same for others...but when i was much younger, i would NEVER EVER eat alone..no matter how hungry i was..i would rather starve then to buy a meal and eat alone....if i were to eat alone..i MUST have a book or magazine to read and would only dine at fast-food restaurants...now, bochup, as long as i'm hungry..i can just go anywhere to buy a bowl of anything and eat like as if i'm with everybody....*grins*

(5) you begin to act more auntified/unclefied...*laughs* this is certainly true for me..every morning on my way to work...i will be eyeing all those potential passengers whom i think will alight soon so that i could get their seats and sleep...*laughs* and every morning, i would have to do this and fight with the aunties and uncles of the trains...and i must say, i win some and i lose some...*laughs* also, on the way home, i would make sure i'm right in front of the door so that when the train doors open, i can jolly well rush in and get a seat and sleep all the way back home too...*laughs* so kiasur right?

(6) you need lesser and lesser sleep..somehow i felt that i dont need that much sleep anymore..in fact the more i sleep...the more tired i get...and am not sure why is this so....*shrugs* once heard that the older you get...the lesser sleep you need..which is why, older folks are always waking up early not because they are not tired...but simply because they cannot sleep anymore....*sighz*

(7) you think that you are the oldest person in the club when you go mambo night...*laughs* i felt like an auntie when i went mambo on wednesday...everyone around me seems so young and innocent...*laughs* okay, maybe not innocent..but frankly speaking, i really really felt old that night...maybe i was surrounded by really young people and my stamina doesnt seemed to be as good as last year....*laughs* guess it's time to exercise....*laughs*

*sighz* am really getting older...when i was 16..i hope to be 18...when i was 18.. i hope to be 21...when i was 21..i hope to be 18...and now i'm 25..i hope to be 15...*laughs*

short trip to malacca

just got back from malaysia last night...very tired...the moment i reached home..i hit the sack..hahahahaha...lucky i have bathed before setting off from malaysia...but anyhow, felt kinda dirty..but lucky i didnt have to work today..which is why i woke up at around 11 plus...*grins*

this trip back was quite alright..although it's short..but i met up with relatives i didnt meet for years...saw all my aunties and uncles...and all the distant relatives whom i have never met in my whole life...but i guess it's the same for them...it's basically "gong xi fa cai xxxx" then we sat down...drank a cup of soft drinks..ate some snacks..recieved a red packet and then it's bye-bye...basically, we did this from 3pm to 7pm...it's so tiring...then we had dinner at my granny's house..and then chit-chatted with everyone...hee hee hee...

then i broke my rehab..hahahahaha...my cousins brought me to their most happening club in melaka..hahahaha..it's called "PURE" ...reached that place around 11 plus...and it's damn crowded...so crowded that every inch of the club there's a pair of feet...everyone's dancing and drinking...the club played mostly hip hop and everyone seemed to be drinking carlsberg...my cousin had a group of friends with her...only 1 is not bad-looking..am asking her to go for it..*laughs* another cousin was with his girlfriend and gang...young punks...not interested...*grins*

i must say..the people there have extreme dress sense...there were girls who wore t-shirts, bermudas and sports shoes and there were girls who wore funny looking tops, with creative skirts and boots...*laughs* for the guys..most of them in shirts and pants..which is rather normal..but there were some with weird looking pants and dance moves...*laughs*

ooh...the most exciting thing that happened was...i saw..... LIM MING SHUN aka CHRISTOPHER LEE..hahahaha...he was in the same club as i was..with his gang of friends and brother...quite good-looking...not very tall but looked rather big-sized..he basically smiled at everyone who recognized him...including me...hahahahaha...didnt ask for picture or autograph as i think rather dorky..hahahaha...then my cousin's handsome friend told me that he used to hang out with them...*laughs* no comments on this....

went shopping at the only shopping mall of malacca..bought 2 pairs of shoes..hee hee hee..and then it's time to head back to singapore....not much clothes to buy...there were many shoe shops...really wonder why..but the shoes i bought..very cheap...only 38 ringgits..and so it's only about SGD20....cheap cheap..happy happy happy....

since i have broken my "vow"...am going mambo tonight...*laughs*