the time of the month...

yes..it's the time of the month again....well..if you are thinking that i'm talking about my menses...YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG!! *laughs* what i meant was...it's the last day of the month again... ha ha ha...dont bother to hide your embarassment...yes...i'm talking about you..yes..you...the one reading this now....i know you must have thought i'm going to complain about the cramps and pains i have been suffering...*grins* anyway.... think women are great...why? WE BLEED EVERY MONTH AND WE ARE STILL ALIVE !!! *laughs*

mmm...let me do a general conclusion of my 2 months of 2005....actually nothing much to conclude..but i still want to conclude...because...i think it's good to make a conclusion..ha ha ha ha..i think i am trying to be funny..but not funny..but then again...it's okay....i dont really care....not as if you would care...but then if you dont care..you wouldnt be reading this...*laughs*

Conclusion #1: Friends are getting hitched this year...thus far...i have 4 friends..who are getting married..either the legal way or the traditional way...*grins* 1 of them will be getting married in June...the other 3 should be registered with the Registry of Marriage...think it's about time i seriously consider going on a strict diet to look nice..but then again..it's not MY marriage...*laughs* "O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?"

Conclusion #2: the temp girls who worked in my office are getting uglier... *laughs* dont be mistaken..i am not jealous..i am proud of myself...*laughs* but seriously..they are getting uglier...well..there were 2 girls who just joined us...and all the guys are drooling over them..upon close inspection...they are indeed not bad looking..but as the time passes by..they started to fade in comparison to me...*laughs* mmm...guess they are lucky in some sense... "Having nothing, nothing can he lose"

Conclusion #3: I have been a good girl... for the whole of February...i have been a good girl..i have been following my new year resolution...i have been attending church regularly...and i love it!! PRAISE THE LORD!!

Conclusion #4: I'm getting prettier... *laughs* mmm...quite a few people has commented that i looked prettier or better than last time....mmm...do they mean i used to suck big time? *laughs* "what 's done is done" anyway...some commented that my complexion is better..some said it's attributed to my hair..some said i have slimmed down...*grins* very nice..all good compliments..i like...to all who have praised me... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! and to those who havent.... WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?????

party party party....

mmm...does my title give you the sense that i am a party animal? *laughs* i am not ah....i'm not an active clubber...just like to go occassionally...say a monthly event? *laughs*

anyway...arranged with a group of friend to party...it's wednesday and it's ladies' night...which means....EVERYTHING is FREE for the LADIES!! and you know what... I AM A LADY!! *laughs* we decided to go to a club that is famous for its cheap drinks...but to me..it doesnt matter at all because EVERYTHING is FREE for the LADIES on LADIES' NIGHT!!!

Here's the details:

Club Name: Double O

Location: Mohommad Sultan Road

Friends: Princess Mel, Ms Mah, Mr Mun, Mr Tan and Mr Tan's friend

Let's see what can i remember....

(1) i had 7 tequila shots!!! all within the first half hour...*grins* got really high...

(2) i vomitted 4 times.... *gross* didnt have dinner...so when i vomitted...nothing seemed to come out..but watery stuffs... *gross* (i think i have to build up my drinking skills...must train to become a good drinker!)

(3) called mr mun "fucking bastard" many times...think he's offended....went home suddenly...and when i called him...never answer my call... (i think he's living up to this new nickname!) anyway..he said to me several seductive and dodgy things...to which my replies were "HA HA HA!" (trust me..he's a talk-only-no-action guy...DUHZ...waste time!! *laughs*)

(4) had cravings for fish and roti prata...

(5) asked Mr Tan about his sex skills and how big is his dick!! (totally lose it!!mmm...so unglam...but anyhow...WTF)

(6) the music at double O sucks big time!!!

(7) thought i saw 2 cute guys...was going to approach them..but mr mun pulled me away.... (stupid idiot!!!)

it was an enjoyable night....enjoyed getting high...but hated the vomitting part...mmm...must really train my drinking skills.... *grins*

woman caught barefooted in shenton way!!

today was an embarrassing day for me....*giggles* met up with an old friend for lunch...we decided to eat at this organic restaurant which is like 5 mins walk from Amoy Food Center...the food was unique...not too bad...quite tasty....*yum yum* it was a good lunch..we had a good talk....anyway...on our way back...the MOST embarrasing thing happen to me....while crossing the road....MY SHOE GAVE WAY!!!!!

can you believe it? right in the middle of the road, while i was crossing the traffic light, my shoe just gave way and i had to pick it up right from the middle of the road... SO PAISEH!!! then i had to wobble to the nearest chair..to try to "save" my broken shoe so that i can wear it to somewhere to either repair of buy a new pair...after many attempts...i gave up...it's simply DAMAGED...so i was stuck in the middle of shenton way with no shoes... my friend gave me 2 choices: (1) to wobble to the nearest cobbler to have the shoes fixed, (2) he would go on my behalf to repair the shoes, (3) i would go barefooted to the nearest shopping center to buy a pair of new shoes, (4) he would buy a pair of shoes for me or (5) i would borrow his shoes to buy a pair of shoes while he waited at some corner ... *sighz*

well...all the choices seemed so bad to me...and so out of all the bad choices...i chose to go barefooted to buy a new pair of shoes... and so i walked barefooted along Shenton way....a place where everyone was in powersuit and there i was...wobbling barefooted towards the shopping center... SO PAISEH!!! as i walked along the crowded street as it was during lunchtime...i tried to look cool and act cool... *laughs* and pray and hope that no one will notice a barefooted woman along the street...

however, along the way, one woman saw me and gave me a smile..she realized that my shoe broke...and i could see that she's trying very hard not to laugh...and so she gave me a smile...and i smiled back...must be polite although at that very moment..i was very unglam... SO PAISEH!!! finally reached the nearest shopping center and shoe shop...and my mission was to choose the most affordable and prettiest shoe...in the end i bought a pair that cost me 26 bucks...not very cheap..but okay..still affordable and quite pretty....*satisfied* but it's still SO PAISEH!!!

anyway..must really thank my friend....he has been very helpful and very considerate..... he didnt forsake me in times of embarrasment...and he was very nice to help me all the way... this is what i call... A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED... but then again..i think any friend would help me right? *laughs* still must thank this friend anyhow....

told a colleague what happened...and she was even funnier....here's our conversation after i told her about my embarrasing moment:

C: hey..imagine this...what if one day you met this handsome guy and this guy actually said:" hey...aren't you the girl who walked barefooted in shenton?"

H: ha ha ha ha..you very funny leh....

C: what would you say ah??

H: mmm...let's see..i would go..."was i cute?" ha ha ha

C: ha ha ha ha..your answer very good ah...you can join Ms Universe!!

*BIG LAUGHS*

thank God for a good weekend! *chuckles*

mmm...was lamenting on Friday that i had a lousy week...and lo and behold...God gave me a GREAT, TOTALLY AWESOME weekend! PRAISE THE LORD!! *smilez* actually my weekend was just a normal one.. but i still think it's totally awesome!!

anyway...like any other weekend...i spent half of my saturday on lessons...nothing special... mmm...but my teacher did told me to enrol for my exams this year....and my exams fees will cost me $467!!! eh..this figure may not be accurate..but somewhere there...*grins* mmm..if i were to enrol in the exams..i really got to spend a lot of effort practicing.....DISCIPLINE is the word!!!

then went shopping in town...it's totally cool...because...it's not CROWDED ON A SATURDAY!!! mmm...bought a pair of pants at Zara...mmmm..it's striped black pants...cost me $52 with alternation...sad to say..i am not tall....i have to alter my pants by 5 inches!! *laughs* actually wanted to buy denim skirt and interesting shirts...but couldnt find any and ended up buying pants.... mmm...i think this is why and how my money disappears wihout a trace every month....*shrugs* anyway..my friend bought a pair of shoes...mmm...the way he shop is interesting....(1) this is the 3rd time he has visited the same shoe department to look at the shoes...(2) he did his research on the shoes that he wanted to buy...(3) it took him almost an hour decide on the shoes that he wanted to get...black?brown?(4) his ankle is weird...shoes are always rubbing against it....*laughs*

went church on sunday.... very glad that i am keeping my new year resolution.... *PRAISE THE LORD!!* supposed to go with 2 friends...but one of them "fly my kite"... was supposed to meet them at 130pm outside church....was late so i messaged both of them to inform them...and one of them..replied that he's sick and was at home...and the first thought that came to mind was: SICK? ARE YOU SURE? WHY DIDNT YOU BOTHER TO TELL ME? IF I DIDNT MESSAGE YOU, ARE YOU GOING TO JUST NOT TURN UP? anyway...giving him the benefit of doubt...after which went to the esplanade library to borrow books!! if you are going "huh? hannah goes library?" yes yes..i do go to the library to borrow things..but of course..not often..hey..i can be arty-farty at times!! *grins* mmm..not too bad..manage to find all the things i wanted to find...with the help of my friend of course....

mmm...this weekend was an "eye-opening" weekend for me...got to talk about some very interesting stuffs and got to know some interesting facts about a friend... all in all..it's basically interesting...well....if you are wondering what interesting stuffs were shared between me and friend.... IT'S FOR ME TO KNOW AND FOR YOU TO FIND OUT!!! *giggles* but my friend commented that i was EASY .... is that true? *shrugs* kinda of sad to hear that...because I AM NOT AN EASY GAL!!!!!!

what a bad week....*sighz*

all bad things happen together....as i quote Shakespeare in Hamlet... "when sorrows come, they come not single spies, but in battalions" this is really a bad week...but it's okay... let's rejoice in the presence of God... *laughs*

let's see....this whole week...i was reprimanded by my boss THREE times...can you believe it...in just 5 days..i was scolded 3 times..that's like 3/5 of the week!!! that's really really BAD !!! the 3 times i was scolded were for the following reasons:

(1) I sent a note to the top management and omitted one of the customer's name. Another customer sent a note to query on why did we miss this person out when we have been informed of this newbie. Hence, boss got irritated and sent a note to say it's totally unprofessional and embarrassing to be reminded by the customer again that our distribution list is not updated.... *SIGHZ*

(2) I sent out another note to all our internal people without my boss's review, without coordinating well with the management's time and without coordinating weel with the Hong Kong team.... *SIGHZ*

(3) I screwed up the coordination of an internal event.... *SIGHZ*

and just before the day ends today...boss has to call me and another colleague to a room...and scold us...she said..she appreciate initiatives..but also appreciates instructions-taking...she said...she is tired of apologizing to minor things which we shouldnt have done wrongly...she said...the whole team is looking at us, the support function, for value-add support...and we have not been doing our job well...boss wanted us to reflect on how we can improve...and after this whole harsh speech..she just left the room!!

SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE SHOCKED LOOK ON MY COLLEAGUE'S FACE! she seemed so lost....*shrugs* to me...i feel so much better after boss's scoldings... at least i know why she is so pissed off about...and everything...heh heh heh...not that i like to be scolded but i know it's my fault....i totally screw up everything!!! *grins*

on second thoughts....i thought boss was going to break down as she spoke to us....*SHOCKED*

fair is foul and foul is fair...hover through the filthy air...

mmm...today is the 16 February 2005...what about this date? let's see...NOTHING....*giggles* just trying to be funny...not sure if funny or not...but i think not that funny...quite lame...but then again....it's okay...like i have said..just trying... *laughs*

have been reaching office earlier than usual for the for the past few days....so proud of myself...ha ha ha...let's see my "achievements":

Monday - - - - - reached office at 845am...

Tuesday - - - - - reached office at 855am...

Wednesday - - - - - reached office at 840am...

I AM SO DAMN COOL!!! *winks* actually to most people...this should be the normal time to reach office...but for me...normally, i would reach office at 915am...*laughs*

suddenly have the urge to go shopping....have a very strong urge to buy pants and shirts...told a friend that and he said:" IT'S NORMAL" *laughs* am i such a shopaholic? okay....i admit....YES I AM!!! i think as the day passes by..i get more lame....*laughs*

if you are a singaporean...you would have notice that the government always come up with wonderful slogans...slogans that i like...recently...am in love with the slogans from THE ARMY ... but given my failing memory...couldnt remember any of them...shall aim to remember them when i next see the slogans...trust me..they are GOOD !!! anyway....recently "stumbled" upon this slogan from the ministry of education.... " I HEAR AND I FORGET... I SEE AND I BELIEVE... I DO AND I UNDERSTAND" good right? thought it was pretty amazing....

think i have crapped enough..shall end it with a quote from Shakespeare.... "I WILL SPEAK DAGGERS TO HER, BUT USE NONE" - HAMLET ACT III SCENE III

My Philippines Trip in December 2004

mmm...many people may not know..but i actually made a trip to the Philippines in December 2004...09 Dec 04 to 13 Dec 04...the main reason for going was to attend Carl's wedding....on 12 Dec 04..actually have been wanting to blog about this but have always slipped my mind...*grins*

anyway...took the flight on 09 Dec 04 afternoon to Philippines....took Singapore Airlines...eh...sad to say...this is my FIRST time taking a SQ flight...was very very excited..wanted to watch movies....heh heh heh....if i didnt remember wrongly..it was a 3 hours plus flight...NO HANDSOME STEWARD AND PRETTY STEWARDESS!! anyway...there were a lot of movies...but i couldnt make up my mind to watch which one...because...most of them i had caught it and those that i had not..wasn't really interested....ended up watching "Moulin Rouge"...although had watched it before....loved the singing!! *smilez* and on the way back...watched "What Woman Wants"...quite funny....however..didnt manage to finish the show..as SQ stopped the movie before i could finished....*mutter mutter* ooh....one thing awfully cool was that for dessert...we were served ICE-CREAM!!!! *slurp slurp*

anyway....arrived safely at the airport...it was rather easy at Philippines airport...in Singapore, we have to opened up all our luggage for thorough checking...so shy...all the police officers saw my underwears..*grins* in Philippines, dont think there's much checks...and very interestingly, pick-up points were arranged in alphabetic order...Carl came with the wife-to-be, Emily, to pick us up in 2 cars...stayed in Mandarin Hotel....nice room...not too bad....went for some food as all of us were hungry after we settled down in our rooms....shared a room with princess mel and ms mah...arranged to meet in the lobby at 10am the next morning....

well...expectedly...woke up late...didnt had breakfast...Carl drove us around the main city of Manila...showing us some interesting places...from what i can remember...there's a place called "the old monies" and a place called "the new monies" where the richer people of Manila live....mmm...very very attracted to "the new monies"...and he told us about some Philippines fashion brands and some famous shopping malls...knowing that girls are shopaholics!!! *smilez* anyway..had lunch and Carl drove off to prepare for his wedding..while the 5 girls went on a shopping spree!!! *laughs* didnt do much sight-seeing as Carl was busy with his wedding preparation and the bosses were interested in shopping and so we spend most of our time shopping....*laughs*

mmm...the Filipinos are very very polite...the will go "yes mam, no mam, sorry mam, welcome mam etc" wherever you go....and before you enter a shopping mall..there will be security checks on the things you have in your bags....Levi's is very cheap over there..i bought a pair of jeans for myself...SGD 30 only...and a pair for my brother....SGD60 and it's selling SGD100+ in Singapore...*grins* other than that...the prices are pretty much the same.... ooh...and they sell pretty and cheap kids' clothings too...just too bad i dont have any kids....*laughs* but somehow..i managed to buy a skirt from there that fits me!! *laughs* i think Filipinos kids are fat....*grins* anyway...all in all...i bought for myself...2 skirts, 1 pair of jeans, 1 top and 1 cardigan... ooh..bought dried mangoes too...very cheap....

joke to share: This should be funny...enjoy!!

took a cab from this shopping mall and told the taxi driver..."mandarin oriental hotel please" and so the taxi drove off...however..the more he drove...the further he seemed to be driving away from our hotel...panicked and thought we had gotten up a pirate cab....suddenly the cab driver turned into Intercontinental Hotel and stopped for us...we were shocked....and said..."no no..we going to mandarin hotel" and he looked damn blur...and then suddenly...princess mel said " we need to go to mun-de-rin hotel" and the taxi driver finally understood us!!!

let's talk about the wedding...there's a church ceremony in the afternoon...very very grand..very very nice....the whole entourage was in fuchia....very nice and grand...the bride very pretty...the bridegroom very happy....it's a catholic wedding..held in a catholic church...very very nice....I LIKE...but i want my wedding to be a castle wedding...so i will be going to Scotland...*laughs* at night...there's a dinner at Mandarin hotel...very nice...the food is not like our normal Chinese dinner...it's a 8 course western meal....interesting and delicious...just a very simple wedding day..but it's very interesting and joyous event...anyway..was so happy for carl that i actually shed tears of joy...*shy*

Left to Right: Sharon, Cheryl, Me, Emily, Carl, Jill, Se Wai and Melissa

oh...carl's a very considerate person..he got his friends to ferry us to and fro from the hotel to the church....and knowing that i'm single and very available and loves BMW...he actually arranged for a single, available guy who drives a BMW to ferry me, melissa and jill...not in his BMW but in his Opel!! AMAZING!!!! and he has a chauffeur!! *drools*

mmm...seemed to have left out whom did i go with....let's see...there were 6 of us in the photos...and we are all bosses and subordinates...here's how it is:Sharon is my boss.....Cheryl is Jill's boss and Se Wai is Melissa's boss!!! AMAZING!!!

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Eh a bit late right?? but then...better late than never!!! *smilez* anyway...i didnt have any dates on Valentine's day...or rather..i didnt accept any? *laughs* mmm...but a friend/colleague gave me flowers!!



mmm....i never celebrate valentine's day...but funnily...i am not exactly looking forward to celebrating it...*laughs* mmm...am i in a state of denial? well....maybe i am...but if you ask me..personally and definitely..i dont think i am!!! *grins*

talking about flowers...let's see...4 guys have given me flowers before....
1. this JC friend gave me hand-made flowers on friendship day
2. this guy gave me a stalk of sunflower
3. my uncle gave me roses on my 21st birthday
4. this friend/colleague

but seriously speaking..i dont really fancy flowers...if given a choice...a BMW will be a better gift!! *smilez*

3rd, 4th and 5th Day of Chinese New Year...

mmm...was lazy to post 3 entries for the 3rd, 4th and 5th day of Chinese new year...shall do it all in one entry....*grins*

3rd Day of Chinese New Year...

mmm...let's see..according to my schedule...i should be meeting my secondary school friend for dinner...well...i didnt...in the end..i met up with my university friends for dinner and coffee at serangoon gardens...quite an awesome outing..havent seen the both of them for quite some time....did a bit of catching up on each other worklife and lovelife...talked about interesting stuffs like flings, brazilian wax,makeover (not that interesting to me though), flings, oral sex, penis...*laughs*

4th Day of Chinese New Year...

mmm...according to my schedule...supposed to visit a boss in the afternoon..went to her house...in dunearn road...a condominium...quite nice...not that difficult to find...(guess it's all due to my good sense of direction!) took a "tour" around her house..and realized that her daughters love drawing and art....there are work of arts everywhere....*smilez* stayed at her house for like 2 hours...watched the animated mr bean, ate some snacks and chat a bit here and there... but sadly...didnt manage to go clubbing...cannot find anyone to go with....damn sad....WHY? WHY? WHY? i badly wanted to go..but cannot find anyone to go with...*sob sob* anyway..i went home..and slept really early....1030pm!!

5th Day of Chinese New Year...

again..according to my schedule...supposed to visit another boss....went to her house along marine parade road...very big condominium...very spacious...she had a very cute daughter and a very cute dog...funnily...both are interested to play with me..and so i entertained both the daughter and dog...*laughs* afterwhich i went to church....(Yeah baby...am keeping my new year resolution!!)today pastor prince taught us that we are the prisoner of HOPE...and that this year would be a good year...all good things will come in two-fold!! *PRAISE THE LORD* and then went home for dinner...my cousin opened my cupboard and messed up all my things..i was so so so pissed..that i scolded him...and his father, my uncle, got angry too..and gave him quite a few hard slaps..and everyone was so damn concerned about him.... HEY WHAT ABOUT MY TOYS??? THOSE WERE MY PRECIOUS BARBIE TOYS WHICH I HAVE MAINTAINED SINCE YOUNG..AND NOW...THERE ARE PIECES MISSING!!! anyway...since my cousin had been punished...i shall not rambled on anymore...*mutter mutter*

basically this is how i spend my long holidays....not too bad...quite fruitful...enjoyed it quite a bit....anyway...Thank God for the wonderful times I have!!!

BMW

MY FAVORITE CAR

those who know me long enough or those who doenst know me long enough but talked to me enough...will know that i am in love with BMW!!! i simply love BMW....especially the bronze-colored BMW!!! dont ask me why...but i simply love BMW....

anyway...i learnt something new from my brother...if one look closely at this picture...one will see that there's a "tail-fin" at the back of the car...i used to think that that is for design purpose...thought the designer thought it look nice on cars...but i was terribly wrong....my brother enlightened me that that "tail-fin" has a functional purpose....it is actually a electronice road directory...not sure of the correct term....but that thing can actually serve as a road directory..telling the driver to turn right or left....etc etc...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2nd Day of Chinese New Year...

mmm...second day of Chinese New year...according to my "schedule"...i am supposed to have a birthday treat from my auntie...and yes...i did have that treat from my auntie... *smilez* we went to Jurong Point...which is at the other side of Singapore...all the way to the west....to have dinner at Swensen's....ha ha ha..to think that i live in the north-east...and we travel all the way to the west to have dinner at Swensen's... AMAZING

well...according to my "schedule"..i would have nothing to do during the daytime...but hey...2 things happen....

(1) My brother's girlfriend came to my house.... and she even joined us for dinner...mm...this is the first time...my mum saw the girlfriend....quite interesting...not much reactions from her...haha!! everyone was nice to her...trying to make her feel at ease...she's quite nice also....held my granny's hand and walk...mmm...not too bad....getting into the good looks of everyone....

(2) A lion dance troupe came to my house for a lion dance performance...mmm...the lion dance troupe came at around 12 plus...was prancing and dancing around my house..managed to get a snapshot of it:

The Chinese Lion...

anyway....the lion danced around my house for half and hour..and apparently it is supposed to bring in good luck..actually i dont really know...but i guess good luck must be involved..if not....i cannot think of any reason why my mum would invite them to my house....have to prepared a red packet of 128 bucks!! anyway..after dancing around..they will form some auspicious words with some oranges....

"Wang Fa" = prosperity!!

well...after dinner....my whole family went to my uncle's house...which is at the north-eastern side of singapore... (AMAZING...ALL THE WAY FROM THE NORTHEAST TO THE WEST AND BACK TO THE NORTHEAST!!!) to GAMBLE!!! ha ha ha..this year..the "theme" in our family is BLACKJACK!! we all settled down in a circle and played the game till 1 plus... *sighz* i am on a losing streak...all in all..i have lost about 25 BUCKS!!!

ooh..went to watch "Constantine"...a show by Keanu Reeves....mmm..dont really quite understand that movie...there's no subtitles and all the actors and actresses are mumbling...*mutter mutter* ...yes..i know the show is dark....and eerie...and about devils and demons...but do they have to mumble to get that feel... but the effects are great..some scenes are nice.....anyway...am trying to find out more about this movie and hopefully i can get some "inspirations" out of it...but before any inspirations can inspire me..... I NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT MOVIE !!!! *laughs*

1st Day of Chinese New Year...

today is the first day of chinese new year... according to my "schedule"... i would have gone to my granny's house and collected all the red packets from everyone... well..that's exactly what i did...as per my schedule... *smilez*

well...was just saying that i dont feel like gambling and all the crap...mmm...today i have already become an "auntie" !!! *laughs* was really bored in granny's house in the afternoon...and so all my relatives decided to play BlackJack and i joined in... it was quite fun actually...we even continued the game in my house after dinner...*laughs* but i lost money...i lost about $17!!

mmm...watched american idols today...doesnt seemed to be as nice as the previous seasons...wonder why...anyway...got quite pissed off to know that it will be shown on wednesday 830pm and thursday 10pm which are the new timeslots...previously it was thursday 10pm and friday 10pm...they changed the time slots because mediacorp wants to telecast the show on the same day as America...was pissed because i have lesson on wednesday from 630pm to 930pm... HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO CATCH THE SHOW ON WEDNESDAY?? WHO CARES WHEN THE AMERICANS ARE TELECASTING THE SHOW? I AM A SINGAPOREAN AND NOT AN AMERICAN!!! eh..come to think of it...if i am not an American..why do i bother to watch American Idols? aiyoh..nice to watch ah....*grins*

someone must piss me off on the 1st day of chinese new year... he called me at around 9 plus...saying that he's sianz...and asked me to go out with him..and i was like.."you want me to go out now? where?" and he said he's not sure where to go and asked me to go to the other side of singapore to pick him up...and i said NO WAY!!! loud and clear and he had the cheek to say.."please???" DUHZ...WHICH PART OF "NO" DID HE NOT UNDERSTAND?? IS IT THE "N" OR THE "O"????? and he pissed me off even more by asking why not and it's not as if i just got back from there...and to which i replied... FYI I AM NOT A TAXI DRIVER!!! and he asked me why am i so angry... at that point i almost wanted to shout FUCK OFF YOU BLOODY BASTARD!!! but i kept my cool and said..okay..bye bye!!

seriously...i do not understand...okay..i have a driving license...and i have a family car which i have the freedom to use it whenever it's available....but in what ways should i be considered the "taxi driver" among friends??? although not all friends are like that...but i can say i have SOME friends who literally treated me as their chauffeur...who only asked me out because i have the usage of a car... irritatingly stupid idiotic human beings!!!!! *argh* WHICH PART OF "NO DO THEY NOT UNDERSTAND?? IS IT THE "N" OR THE "O"?????

mmm...Friday was an off-day given by my company...and i naively thought that it's a priviledge....but after asking around...i realized that MOST companies are not operating on Friday.... CHEY!!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Wan Shi Ru Yi!! Xin Xiang Shi Cheng!! Sheng Ti Jian Kang!! Happy New Year!!!!

oh before i've forgotten...for those who have been "faithfully" following my blog...*grins* YEAH! you have not stumble into other's blogpage but mine...well..thought my previous template was not striking enough for me...so i have decided to change! new year needs new "clothes"!! *laughs*

well....as usual...every year...my family will go for reunion dinner at some restaurant...this year we had ours at the Mount Faber Safra club....well..it's people mountain people sea...so crowded!!! there are like 100 over tables in the restaurant...really pity the waiters and waitresses..but the service provided was not bad...quite efficient...food was okay...quite large servings...was so damn full when i reached the 5th dish of the 8-course meal...anyway...the dinner costs S$735!!! mmm...if you asked me...it's quite okay..because there are 16 of us!! *grins* ooh...one difference this year...we went straight home after our dinner as my granny just recovered and she's tired...normally in previous year, we would find other entertainment...like KTV, chilling out at coffee joints...etc etc...

well..this year's chinese new year...would be a good long break for me....only worked till 12pm on Tuesday...and will be on break from Wednesday till Sunday!! *smilez* normally my routine would be like that....

1st Day = visit grandma and collect all red packets from everyone

2nd Day = dont know

3rd Day = dont know

4th Day = dont know

5th Day = dont know

All the way to the 15th Day = dont know!!

sad right....every Chinese new year...i really dont know what to do...i mean i dont have much relatives to visit.. my friends dont seemed to like to invite me to their house *BIG HINT* so normally i dont know what to do at all....but this year....slightly different....here's my routine for this year....

1st Day = visit grandman and collect all red packets from everyone (remains the same every year...)

2nd Day = daytime dont know...night-time auntie giving a birthday treat at swensens...

3rd Day = meeting up with secondary school friend for dinner...

4th Day = visiting my boss in the daytime..night-time going clubbing!!!

5th Day = visiting another boss....

All the way to the 15th Day = dont know!!!

if you ask me..frankly speaking..i think my routine has gotten better....*laughs*

mmm...this year..my brother keeps asking me to play mahjong with him...but i refused because i dont know how to play...sighz..why does everyone likes to gamble?? mmm...maybe it's just for entertainment....but well..i just dont feel like gambling....mmm...i think ...i have not reached that age to be classified as "uncles" and "aunties" *laughs* in my opinions...only "uncles" and "aunties" love to gamble!! but who knows..within these few days...i may have become one....you never know....

a cauldron of thinkings, feelings and dreams...

mmm....many thoughts, feelings and dreams recently...very weird thoughts, feelings and dreams...also..many things to do....many things happening around me...come to think of it..not that many afterall...see what i mean when i said i have many thoughts and feelings recently.... *shrugs*

shall start with dreams...only got 1 weird dream actually...the rest of my dreams..cannot really remember..but this particular one still vivid in my mind..neither a nightmare nor a sweet dreams..just werid..plain weird...here's the dream: I was walking towards a bus-stop to take a bus home...when my bus arrived..i went up and saw my secondary school friend and one of the popular guys from secondary school as a couple..got a big shock and was shy to say hi to them...when i reached my stop i alighted and my friend and that guy alight too...we were walking in the same direction and finally my friend called out to me...and we started talking...then somehow the guy asked for my number and i gave...then we started chatting about where i live...what i like to do... (eh this guy is part of a twin...and i used to have a crush on his twin but thought both of them were handsome) and then i asked how was his brother...and that guy actually told me...that his brother was gay and had become a model!!! basically..that's all i can remembered...what is weird is (1) the brother was rumored to be a gay in real-life! (2) my friend never thought that guy was cute! (3) i have always dreamt about being friends with this guy! *laughs*

mmm..was driving to my piano lesson today...a big truck was behind me...well..we were at a junction when the left-turn arrow turned green...i saw it and was about to move on..and this stupid irritating truck behind me got to sound his horn at me...i can swear that the left-turn arrow just turned green like 1s ago...a car needed at least 1s to move on right? STUPID FUCKING TRUCK!! then i move on...and i reach another junction when i have to turn right...and when the turn-right arrow turned green and when i was about to move on...the same big truck sounded his horn at me AGAIN!! WHAT THE FUCK??? singaporeans drivers are so impatient and rude....so what if i am a lady driver? so what if i am not an experienced driver? WHY THE FUCK DOES HE HAVE TO SOUND HIS HORN AT ME TWICE?? CANT HE SEE THAT I AM MOVING OFF?? DIDNT HE REALIZE THAT THE TRAFFIC LIGHT JUST TURNED GREEN ONE SECONDS AGO?? *fucking pissed*

mmm...was not feeling very good recently..felt very lost...very troubled...and i think have made princess mel angry... (princess mel..sorry ah..guess i woke up on the wrong side of the bed...am just feeling down..dotn know what to say to you...dont know what to do....so i guess....anyway...maybe "someone" is coming..my symptons back to normal??) just feel very down...like everything doesnt seemed to be right..but yet..nothing seemed to be wrong...anyway...am feeling much better as i typed...*shrugs*

ooh...went shopping today with uncle....and i bought 3 pairs of shoes!!! actually i bought 1 pair of slippers...the other 2 pairs are gifts from my uncle...chinese new year gift...*grins* because my uncle is not married...he cant give me ang bows...so he said the shoes shall be the chinese new year gift and valentine's day gift!! *smilez*

mmm...talking about valentine's day... think am going to spend it alone AGAIN... no boyfriends..no dates.. POOR ME... ha ha ha...is my hint big enough? hopefully tom cruise gets to read this blog and would date me out!! jude law will do...*laughs* were talking to mum, uncle and granny today...talking about buying auspicious objects to put in the rooms for good luck during the new year...and my mum commented that she would buy "tao hua" and put in my room... eh...cannot remember what is the english name for "tao hua"...anyway..it's a species of flowers...believed to bring love!! *laughs* my mum is getting worried that i'm unattached!!!

mmm...was talking to 2 CSM (client services managers) from office....let me share 2 interesting facts:

(1) westerners do not have the habit of using the world "uncle".. in singapore...the kids are always instructed to call the friends of parents "uncle" or "auntie"...in the west, the words "uncle" and "auntie" are family terms...used only for family members or closed friends...

(2) one of the CSMs used to drive a BMW Z3 8 years ago...if only i knew him 8 years ago..but we both agreed that i would be too young for him 8 years ago....*laughs* was expressing my love for BMW and he told me this interesting fact!! *smilez*

had macdonald's big breakfast this morning....for those who doesnt know what is macdonald's big breakfast... (for those who are saying or thinking:"kaoz...who doenst know what is big breakfast!!" well..you can never be too sure!!) well..there will be scrambled eggs, 2 pieces of bread, 1 meat patty and 1 hashbrown...while eating the meat patty..i suddenly realized that i am unsure what meat is this meat patty made of...when i was younger..i thought it was pork..but later realized that the food at mac is halal...then i thought it was chicken..but people told me it wasnt...then i thought it was beef...but it doesnt taste like one...some said it's turkey ham...so i really wonder...what is it???!!!!

a funny thought :p

had a very funny thought yesterday.... was talking to a kid...5 years old kid... a very cute one...pretty little girl...was doing some stickers-pasting activities with her... the stickers basically have the following colors: pink blue green yellow orange purple and while pasting the stickers...this kid was telling me... "did you know pink likes to be with blue? and yellow loves purple...while green and purple should always go together..." mmm....interesting...and it suddenly dawned on me...when i was young..i used to think like that... i will never put pink and blue together because i like the latter and not the former... i will always put yellow blue and green together because these are my favorites.. orange and purple dont really matters to me...and i will always put pink with all the other dark and ugly colors!! *laughs* come to think of it...AREN'T I CUTE??? *laughs*

my 6 hours in the hospital

took leave today... went to the hospital to accompany my granny...who just had her operation on monday...now resting in normal room... i need to "relief" my mum so that she had some time to do her spring cleaning...

anyway...reached the hospital around 12 noon..overslept...*grins*... granny looked okay...she's sleeping...my brother came along too..so i had company...then was feeling hungry...went to buy lunch for me and bro...granny couldnt eat but was allowed to drink...bought noodles for both of us...which my brother finished half of mine..*laughs* luckily i smart..i buy sandwiches and chicken pies...so i had them to fill my stomach as well...and for tea...

then one nurse came in (not pretty by the way) to give my granny a cup of milo...my brother helped my granny up and she drank it herself...after which she watched "ah-cheng"(which is repeated on channel U and it's a boring show) and fell asleep occasionally....then another nurse came in (not pretty also) and asked my granny to sit on the chair for a while...and not lied down always...so we helped her out and she sat and talked to me...

then my uncle dropped by around 1 plus...and we all talked...then a doctor came in...(not handsome..sighz) and was asking my granny if she's in pain..if she felt like vomitting or if she had shitted...my granny said it's only painful if she moved...and she didnt feel like vomitting and she had shitted in the morning...and the doctor said those were good signs...he also said that my granny was recovering fine and should be able to be discharged by this weekend...HALLELUJAH!!! and the tumor was still undergoing some tests to find out if any of the cancer cells had spread...but from sight and touch, the doctor said that no cancer spells seemed to have spread... HALLELUJAH!!! but he cannot be 100% sure..anyway...he said normally there are chances of recurrence... *sighz*

anyway....after the doctor left...my granny suddenly said that she needed to SHIT!! wow..i panicked!! i was like..huh? what was i supposed to do...then my granny said...you pressed the bell for the nurse and helped me to the toilet...and so i did exactly....and so a nurse came (not pretty again) and helped my granny to the toilet...and then i waited outside for her..and could hear her shit coming out real loud and fast!! *laughs* then me and nurse helped her back to her bed...and she started to feel drowsy...me too....*yawnz*

then my uncle left...and auntie came...talked to my granny...and i fell asleep!! ha ha ha....after which i thought i heard my auntie and brother talking...and my granny snoring...and so zzz land...i went...suddenly i thought i heard my granny complaining about pain...but i just couldnt get up....*excuses excuses* but somehow my auntie and brother called the nurse and the nurse helped my granny and then everything seemed okay...and so zzz land i continued to stay....

then at around 4 plus...my auntie and brother left...and so i woke up...but was dozing off every other minute...*yawnz*...but my granny was sleeping most of the time...so it's okay that i dozed off..and then suddenly another doctor came in...(not handsome...sighz) and asked my granny the same questions..which the previous doctor had asked...and then my granny went back to sleep...me too by the way....and so...zzz zzz zzz zzz...

woke up at 530pm...need to leave the hospital for lesson at 630pm..called my uncle to ask if he's coming to take over...and yes..he's on his way..but may reached about 630pm but told me to go first...shouldnt be a problem...so i waited for my dad to call....and when he called...i woke my granny up and told her i need to go...and asked her to take care and that my uncle would be coming soon...and so i left the hospital at 6pm...

mmm...3 conclusions:

(1) i slept while my granny slept...

(2) i ate while my granny slept...

(3) there are no handsome doctors or nurses in Singapore General Hospital!! *sighz*

mmm....was taking the lift..and this guy came in...not cute...but quite okay...but still not handsome...should be a young doctor...thought he smiled at me *laughs* anyway...i was going to the 8th storey..and he going to the 9th storey...which is the lecture hall for doctors-to-be...which sets me to think that he's a young doctor....anyway he was staring at the floor most of the time... and i was sort of like "scrutinizaing" him...*grins* and then i reached my floor..and so i smiled at him *grins*...thought he looked shocked!! *laughs* and i thought he actually followed me out of the lift...and i was thinking..i thought he's going to the 9th floor...and then i thought i saw him walked back into the lift..looking embarassed!! *laughs*

mmm...by the way....my throat is feeling dry and my nose is about to run....*sighz*

The defination of marriage

recieve something quite interesting about marriage from a colleague.... enjoy!! *smilez*

Marriage:

Marriage is not word..It's a sentence...A life sentence

Marriage is blind...Love is blind...so marriage is an institution for the blind...

Marriage is an institution where a man loses his bachelor's degree and a woman gets her masters...

A married life is full of excitment and frustrations...In the first year, man speaks and the woman listens...In the second year, woman speaks and the man listens...In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen...

Getting married is like going restaurant with your friend...You ordered what you want and when you see what the other fellow had...you wished you had ordered that instead...

There was this man who muttered a few words in church and he got married...A few years later, he muttered a few words while sleeping and got divorced...

Love is one long sweet dream and marriage is the alarm clock

When a newly married man looks happy...We know why...But when a 10-year married man looks happy...We wonder why...

When a man steals your wife...There's no better revenge than to let him keep her...

Marriage is when a man and a woman becomes one...The trouble starts when they cannot decide which one...

At a cocktail party, one woman asked another:" Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" The woman replied:"Yes...I am but to the wrong man!"

A man is incomplete until he's married...Then he's finished...

When a man opened the car for his wife...You can be sure of 2 things...Either the car of the wife is new...

happy new month!!

happy new month!! *smilez* today is the first day of february...and i have decided to change my font... shall do it monthly...so that there's something new every month... (",) thought of changing the template of my blog too...but realized..that would be too troublesome...

mmm...recieved something cute today...from a colleague... as i am an idiot in computers...am just the end-user..unable to post that comic strip into my blog... but i can illustrate the comic strip in words:

The Plan for Today:

9:00am -------- switch on computer

9:05am -------- check email

9:10am -------- download virus

9:30am -------- call helpdesk

9:45 am to 5:30pm -------- spend rest the day relaxing while computer man fixes the computer

thought this was very funny...it reflects my exact sentiments!! *laughs* maybe should put this plan into action and see if it works! *laughs*

a friend commented that when i'm serious...i make a lot of sense...is that a compliment or an insult? i really wonder... i guess i am a girl with many faces.... i show different versions of myself to different people at different times... i guess this is just me... i guess i am just feeling insecure if somone can totally understand me...although i know this is impossible...but one never knows....that's why i would always show different versions to different people at different times... *smilez*

mmm...did anyone realize....whenver one wants to sign up for some community or dating thingy or whatsoever crap thing...they will always ask for the interests, favorite movies, favorite books and favorite songs....and i always have difficulties filling them up...and to make matters worse... they always ask you to describe yourself or to describe the people you want to meet...*sighz* if i know..i wouldnt have to join such communities right??

basically...i have many interests, many favorites, many personalities and many people i want to meet!! *laughs* anyway...i have so many favorites that i cannot list them out at all...*laughs* eh...like no one ask me about my interests or favorites....mmm....*shy*