It started and ended with "L"

L U N C H - that's how it started.

she didnt know how, when and why he started talking to her. she couldnt remember and she didnt bother to. it all started with lunch. he talked to her, she responded. he asked her out for lunch, she said yes. one lunch led to another. another lunch led to dinner. somehow, she and he started hanging out together more and more.

one day, she and he went for dinner. she didnt feel like going home early. he didnt feel like going home early too. hung around and chatted. she and he getting bored. he suggested going to his house to chill as he had some dvds. she said "ok" because she didnt want to go home. on the way to his house, he tried to hold her hands. she didnt let him. reached his house. she picked up "Juno". he agreed with that. he put the dvd into the player and went to the couch. he sat extremely close to her. she felt strange but didnt care. he started to hold her hand and inched closer. she wondered if she should let that happen. she's feeling a little excited. he started to come closer. she didnt move away. then he kissed her. she kissed back. one kiss led to another. another kiss led to more kisses. she made out with him. she enjoyed it and he enjoyed it. she asked him " why? " he said " no idea. " she asked " you like me? " he replied " yeah, if not why are we doing this? " she smiled and he smiled. the next day, she and he went shopping. he held her hand. her heart beat really fast as she's shy. she wondered if that meant anything. he didnt say anything.

first quarrel happened when she told him that she wanted to hang out with a friend when she had promised to catch a movie with him. she told him " i want to go out with friend after our movie. " he went "oh, just go ahead with your friend. we can watch the movie another day. " she replied " no, we can watch it today and i can go out wtih my friend after that. im going for my holiday this weekend, the movie would be gone by the time im back." he argued " no, just go out with your friend. i dont want to watch the movie anymore. " she's baffled and asked " why? why are you pissed off? " he just said " im not. just go with your friend. " she was a little sad and replied " fine, if that's what you want. " so she went out with friend.

while out with friend, he texted her " didnt have a chance to say bye to you today. have fun and enjoy your trip. " she ignored him. just before she left for her trip, he called her to say " goodbye and take care. " she said " goodbye and take care " too. during the trip, she texted her once. he texted her back. she totally enjoyed the trip and was looking forward to share with him all the experiences.

however, he seemed to have changed when she's back. he's no longer interested in her. he stopped chatting with her. he stopped having lunches with her. he stopped walking her to the bus stations. she's feeling sad. she wondered why. she asked " hey, what happen? " he went " nothing. what could have happened? " she's very very confused. she couldnt figure out why the change in attitude. then she realized. he's now interested in friend. he was having lunches and dinners with friend. she's shocked. all it took was 1 week for him to have a change in attitude and heart. they told her to let go. they told her he's a jerk. they told her that she should just ignore him. but she wanted to find out why. she just wanted to know the truth. she asked him " are you dating friend? " he replied " no,why do you ask? " she asked again " then why did your attitude change towards me? " he said coldly " it didnt change. " she asked again " yes it did. now you're not spending time with me " he didnt reply. she gave up.

2 weeks later friend told her " im dating him. " she went " really? when did it start? " friend said " we started hanging out 3 weeks ago. " she realized he had actually asked her out the day she left for her trip. she felt disgusted. she's wondering if she should tell friend about she and he. she didnt want to be the shit stirrer. she thought he would be man enough to tell friend. so she left it as it was. she still talk to him but he's not that friendly anymore. she still keep in touch with friend. they told her to hate him. she told them she didnt want to spend time hating someone who was not worth her time. she told them she had move on and they didnt have to worry. she even hung out with him and friend. a little awkward but she could still handle that.

he and friend dated for 10 months. broke up because friend was extremely unhappy with him. she talked to friend to make sure friend's alright. friend was fine. during conversations, she mentioned about she and he. friend was shocked. friend didnt know. friend asked her why didnt she told friend. she told friend that she thought he would have told her and so she didnt. besides, she didnt want to be the shit stirrer. friend was extremely shocked. friend confronted him. he told friend " OMG, i forgot! " friend told her. she felt nauseous. was she that forgetable? it meant nothing to him at all? she wanted to kill him badly. she felt so unworthy and cheap. he texted " sorry, im truly sorry, i forgot to tell friend about us. " she told him " your sorry came too late. " he said " im really sorry. " she told him " it doesnt matter now. " he said " im truly sorry. i can explain. let's meet and talk . " she wondered what kind of excuses would he come up with. she agreed to meet him for the talk.

she and he met. she could see that he was trying very hard to start the conversation. she felt that he's pathetic and so she said " so, why didnt you tell friend? " he said " i was confused. " she probed. he said " everything happened too fast and i was confused. " she demanded a better explanation. he said " i kinda started talking to friend and realized that we can connect at a certain level. so i started to fall in love with her. but i wasnt sure if friend felt the same. i was really confused. so when friend agreed to be my gf, i put in everything for her as i really want us to work out. " she questioned " why didnt you speak to me earlier? i tried talking to you. you ignored me. " he paused. he said " im sorry, i should have spoken to you earlier. i was really confused and didnt know what to do. im sorry. i didnt know you were trying to talk to me. i was sooo confused. " she asked " what's so confusing? " he paused for 1 minute and said " anyway, nothing will come out between us. we're too different. after that night, i was feeling confused and bad. i didnt know what to do. so sorry. " she replied " fine. but why didnt you tell friend? i thought you would be truthful to her. " he said " i forgot. we only talked about our past once and i was so shocked about hers that i forgot to tell her. " she rolled her eyes at this answer " what the hell? was it that unforgetable? and why should you be shocked about friend's past. from our conversations, you know about her. doesnt make sense at all ." he just kept quiet. had no more explanation. she told him coldly " you should be thankful that i handled this whole thing in a very calm and mature manner. if i had kick up a big fuss, would you even have the chance with friend? besides, they told me to hate you. i told them i am not going to because i dont think it's worth the trouble at all. " he kept quiet. then he said " im really sorry. i was sooo confused that i didnt know what to do! " "DUDE! what was soooo confusing? " she shouted. he kept quiet. she went on " you know, let's forget about it. we're good now. so let's move on. although i do not accept your explanations, i do not want to pursue further either. let's move on. dont be so childish. " he nodded. she walked away.

L A M E - that's how it ended.

Cars & Horses

finally manage to watch what i wanna watch on Sunday. it was an impromptu decision. was surfing the internet at 420pm and decided to catch F&F4 at 540pm. although i havent heard good reviews about this show but it's a MUST-WATCH for me. i love the cars used in this show. not that i know a lot about cars but they are sooo pretty and so fast. and i simply love the ways the drivers drove at full speed even when reversing and all the drifting and shit. in this movie, there are a lot more other cars than the usual fast cars. and a lot more american muscle. some of them looked really nice and sexy but some simply looked ugly. yes i only care about the looks and not the engines and what-nots of the cars. however, i am EXTREMELY happy to see my skyline again and to see Vin Diesel. he's sooooooooooo macho and manly. in terms of storyline, it has none. haha! but im 200% sure they will be coming up with Fast & Furious 5! cant wait to watch that.

isnt the skyline chio???

sooo suave!!!

super cool mustang! love it to the max!

then on tuesday evening, i decided to "expose" the arty-farty side of me. i bought a ticket to watch the play "Equus". not sure if anyone has any impression but this is the play which Daniel Radcliffe (Harry Potter) went nude for. unfortunately, the play running in Hong Kong does not have him but still, i wanted to watch. it's at the Fringe Club and it's quite an arty-farty place. the theatre is really small and the props are minimum BUT the play is AMAZING. no wonder there were so much hpyed about it when Daniel Radcliffe took on this role. It's reallya very very good play. It explores religion, social status, passion, sexuality and zoophilia. as i watched the play, many many thoughts ran through my mind. it's like every single movement, every single act, definitely is more than what im seeing. i believe everything has a metaphor or a pun. it definitely meant to express another side of things and how the writer/producer or whatever you call him is trying to inform the audience. i believe it even has a stinge of homosexuality. i really really enjoy it a lot and i recommend EVERYONE to catch it if it's playing. on a sidenote, the boy who played the role which daniel radcliffe played looks a bit like daniel himself. HAHA. maybe i was imagining him to be daniel, but anyhow, please go watch it if possible. i would like to discuss this play with anyone who has watched it, i feel like going back to an english literature class! why didnt we study this during school time? sighz. not sure if it helps to rouse any interest but look at how toned harry potter has become! sexxxxxxxxxxy!

but i must say the play is rather disturbing. but still A W E S O M E!!!

Phuket!!!

see, i got tanned!!! yeah, just got back from another sun-filled holiday. hee hee. after i got back, many told me this " wah, you are very tanned now " and some told me this " i think you have enough sun for the next 3 months " and i have some who saw me and said " oh my god, you look ilke a farmer! " HAHAHA. anyhow, i am happy with my tan. i havent gotten a tan for a loooooooooong time. seriously. it's about time. i like it no matter how much people said i am wayyyy too tanned.

anyway, this trip is a mixture of fun and boredom. initially, this is a trip for 5 of us but 2 of my friends bailed out because their other halves dont allow them to go. SERIOUSLY, they are losers. we offered to ask the other halves to come along, they refused. i dont understand why would they disallow and one word from the other half and my friends just bailed out? i am speechless. and so i was stuck with a couple, in the honeymoon stage. was a little hestitant about this but what the heck, i paid almost SGD 700 for my tickets and so i am so going to go! anyway, i am pretty alright with this couple. both of them are my friends but seriously, i've never seen a couple who laughs SOOOO MUCH. they were laughing out loud EVERY OTHER 5 minutes. seriously, sometimes, i feel kinda left out and i just walked on my own. and this is where the boredom kicked in. i mean i wanna do activities and the couple didnt stop me BUT..it's boring to do it alone. and so for the whole trip, i literally parked my BIG FAT ASS on the beach. sighz. no diving, no snokelling, no clubbing or anything. at times, i feel so extra and just felt like going out to venture on my own but yet, i dont feel safe. sighz. anyway, it's not that bad because there were moments where the 3 of us can just chill over beers. hahaha. well, i wont say i wont go travelling with them again but if i were to go with them again, i MUST and i WILL bring my own partner! on a happier note, i've never seen my girlfriend so happy with a guy before and so i really feel the love that she's getting and all. so im all good!

not much pictures taken but here are some:

can you see the girls dancing? they basically only have 1 move. HAHA. but i kinda feel sad for them. i see many young and pretty girls ( or boys ) along the street picking up very old and sleazy ang-mohs. in fact, while i was getting my pedicure, i overheard one girl picking up her customer. she said to him " you can book a room. you, me, my friend, your friend can all stay together for 3 days but you have to pay for everything " never seen such a direct approach before. way to go! haha

supposedly one of the most happening (and sleazy) places in Phuket. wanted to club but the sleaze factor is so high that i lose all the interest to even step into any clubs. haha.

the place where i park my ass. HAHA. basically my hotel is like 10 m away from the beach. i only need like 5 seconds to walk from my hotel to the beach. hee hee. if only i have a house by the sea like that. BUT..just imagine, 2 years ago, the tsunami hit the town, RIGHT HERE. on an interesting note, there were many ang-mohs and not much asians along the beach. and many ang-mohs are actually nude tanning. and i spotted some old ladies doing that. the hilarious thing is...i couldnt differentiate their boobs from their tummies. HAHA. sorry i know im mean but the boobs are sooo saggy that they dont looks like boobs anymore. and i feel that Phuket has become more expensive. wanted to do parasailing and i offered 700 Baht. NONE of them wanted to do my business. they are asking 1000 Baht from the stupid ang-mohs who think that a price from 1200 baht to 1000 baht is a good bargain. ANNOYED.

anyway, i want to go back there. but this time, i wanna go diving and island hopping. no more parking. hee hee. anyone interested?

SANYA!!!

i went to Hainan-Sanya (China) for holiday last week. although it's ah tiong land, the beach is really good. and the weather is sooo good. it was soo sunny that i got burnt like hell. HAHA. but seriously, other than the fact that it's ah tiong land, it's really a good short getaway!! let me explain why it's so duhz.

(1) fashion sense sucks!!! seriously, i have no idea what is wrong. they have no fashion sense at all. on the beach, most people would wear nice bikinis (for girls) and board shorts (for guys). but when i was in Sanya, the girls are wearing tankini (nothing wrong) but they will have very very retro patterns, like HUGE flowers or polka-dots in the most obiang ways. HAHA. and to make matters worse, they will have a little skirt to cover their bottom. soooo old-school. as for the guys, they will wear swimming trunks! haha and it's the speedo kind. so it's quite duhz. one man was even wearing a white or rather translucent swimming trunks. friend and i dare not look when he got out of the water!

(2) the girls DO NOT SHAVE! yes, they do not shave AT ALL. looking at them, they're usually quite slim and fair. but the moment they raise their arms, OMG!! it's hairy and long. it's super disgusting. but like what my friend said " they are being natural. we shave and we're artificial. give them credit lah " but seriously, it's yucks and double yucks!

(3) everyone spits everywhere! seriously, what is their problem? do they always have to spit. they even spit on the beach. so i dare not walk around bare-foot, fearing that i will step on the disgusting spit. but some of them are better. after spitting, they will use the sand to cover up. haha so it's not that bad. some just ignore. yucks, yucks and triple yucks!

(4) public shower rooms have no doors! i was shocked actually. when i stepped into the shower rooms to rinse myself, i only see naked women! and the shower rooms have no doors. so while waiting for my turn to step into the shower, i have to stare at the naked woman showering in front of me. seriously, if the woman is sexy and all, it's kinda like free porn. but like i have said, they usually dont shave and they always spit, it's kinda disgusting. and if i dont look at them, it's super weird if i look at the other ladies who are equally naked and waiting in line. if i look down, it's weird as well. and i need to make sure no one cuts my queue. and so for 10 mins, i have to stare at this middle-age woman showering in front of me. quite an experience. haha!

(5) all taxi drivers are annoying! the moment you board the cab, they will start asking if you wanna do any touristy stuffs and they can give you special rates and etc. SUPER ANNOYING. i almost wanted to tell them to shuddup. i mean sometimes, i didnt respond and they keep on talking. i was pisssed a few times that i just told them " i already told you i am not going to do whatever you've suggested. just bring me to the place i wanna go. thanks" and then i started talking to my friend in english and ignored the driver. super disturbing.

ok, here's the plus points of Sanya!!!

look how beautiful the beach is!!!

so pretty right?

even the grass is greener!

went to visit an ethnic group and this is their storage huts!

this girl is soooo cute. she thought i was korean and spoke korean to me! hahaha

what a beautiful sunset!

me trying out fish therapy. it's soo itchy! *giggles*