what a flirt...

from the title...it seems like i'm going to bitch about another woman whom i hated and flirted with the guy whom i admired right? *laughs* WRONG ... this entry is dedicated to none other than ME, MYSELF and I... *laughs*

today is a happy day..my botak, who went back to australia a month ago, is in Singapore these few days...not because of me...if it's because of me...i would have married him and moved to sdyney....*laughs*anyway, here's our short but flirty conversation:

botak: hi hannah do u know the sg helpdesk number?
me: hi xxx...
me: yes...6418 9200...=)
botak: thanks mate
me:anytime..
me: you coming to changi?
botak: hope so still working out, will try for tomorrow
me: okay..hope to see you..
me: i shall dress to kill tomorrow for you...*laughs* joking...=)
botak: hehe can't wait::)

OH MY GOD...i cannot believe it....am actually *flirting* with my botak!!! but i likeeeeeee....*grins*

the season of giving...

inspired by another friend's blog about what she wants for christmas...gives me the desire to come up with a wish list as well...i have so many wishes..so many till i am not sure what i really want...

i think a digicam will be a good christmas present...i have always longed to have one..but i have never gotten down to getting one for myself...yeah..guess i'm cheapo...although digicam is sort of like "out of fashion" but am still hoping for someone to get me that as a present...but i think it's highly likely that i will get one this christmas from my uncle...*laughs*

then if possible, i wouldnt mind a diamond pendent as a gift...*laughs* am not asking for a one-carat one..but i think if someone's willing to give me that..i wouldnt really mind...actually i'm not really a jewellery person..but i thought it would be nice to have a diamond pendent...thought i would look good with it...*laughs* actually would prefer one from cartier or tiffany's...*grins*

well...if someone were to buy me a tag heur..that would be great...i always wanted an expensive watch...a branded and expensive watch...currently all my watches are from swatch..and the most expensive is a burberry's watch..last year's christmas present from my uncle..*smilez* i loooooove that watch but i wouldnt mind a tag heur, rolex, AP, etc...along that line ah...

ooh...perfume will make me happy...suddenly i loooooooove perfume...am not sure why..but i thought it's nice to smell nice...i think i like men with nice smell....especially the after-bath smell...makes me happy...i dotn like the flowery smell...too flowery for me..i prefer the citrus smell...nice and fresh...i think i like fresh perfume...not too strong....i hate this estee lauder perfume which my mum has...makes me puke...so i think it would be nice to recieve a perfume as a christmas present...

ooh...another item which i always wanted....i-desire...*laughs* the massage chair from OSIM...always asked princess mel to get one for me..but she simply refused..i think she hates me...*laughs* although i'm not really a massage person..but i thought it would be nice ot have a massage chair at home....to relax the muscles and to take away the fatigue...but i think it's not exactly cheap..but if someone were to buy for me..it will not only benefit me but my whole family..isnt that good...one item for everyone? *laughs*

looking back..i think i have just listed an impossible wish list...hahaha...as compared to my friend who only wanted a mirro, a portable radio and a partition...i think i am asking for the sky....*laughs* but then again....I DARE TO DREAM....who knows...some rich and handsome admirer or mine might just stumble onto my page and decided to fulfil my wishes during the season of giving....*laughs*

*pissed*

today's a rainy day...but i wasnt feeling gloomy...was not a bad day...everything seemed alright..not exactly good..but not exactly bad...i think it was a normal day...until a bitch spoilt it all...this is what happen:

bitch: eh..i need your help ah...
me: yes...what can i do for you?
bitch: i need to burn some documents into cds for the customers...
me: ooh...here's the cd-burner... (some of our machines do not have cd-writer..and so we bought a portable external cd-writer for people who needs to burn and doenst have a cd-writer)
bitch: eh..i dont want this..... (then she made a disgusted face)
me: (looking blur) huh? then what you want me to do?
bitch: eh..can you help me burn those documents?
me: of course cannot...you think i very free ah....

after the rejection, this bitch simply walked off...and went back to her seat....fucking hell sia...who does she think she is...puh-leese...she is just a financial analyst...and i am NOT her secretary.....so what if the portable cd-writer is with me? so what if i'm using the cd-writer to backup my data....who gives her the right to ask me to do such stuffs? so what if i'm in the backoffice team...does it mean that i have to help her to do ALL ADMIN stuffs? frankly speaking..i was EXTREMELY PISSED!!!

all along i never thought she was a nice lady..she always gave me this very arrogant look....as if she's damn bloody gorgeous..which in reality is not the case...she does have a s0-so figure and a nich height...but her complexion sucks and her face is not pleasant-looking....as for her working efficiency..i have no comment as i never worked with her...but all along i tried to be friendly and always crapped with her...but this is the FIRST AND LAST STRAW... piece of shit sia!!!

okay..maybe one might think i'm very petty..but the one thing that i hated most is being used by other people...i am willing to help but i hate it when one exploit my kindness for stupidity and take me for granted...this is something which i totally detest it....anyway, whatever! this is just me..either take it or leave...*smilez*

mmm...disappointing harry potter

this is the latest movie to catch recently...much hype has been built around this movie...and being an avid fan of harry..i was also extremely excited about this movie...and llike all the harry potter movies that i have caught...it's free plus free lunch @ marche and free arcade!! *laughs*

lunch at marche was really fufilling..because it's free...i tend to order the more expensive stuffs... if i were to go on my own, i would order a plate of plain rosti..but because it's free...i ordered rosti with sausages...*laughs* if i were to go on my own, i would have order a plate of banana crepe..but because it's free..i ordered banana crepe with ice-cream...if i were to go on my own, i might not have ordered any drinks..but because it's free..i ordered like 3 root beers and 2 barcadi breezers....*laughs* i'm such a cheapo..such a typical cheapo singaporean!!

anyway, after lunch, we proceeded to the theatre for the movie...and when we arrived..there were people sitting on our seats..and they claimed that others have claimed their seats and it's free seatings..and so we claimed other people's seats..and then when the movie has only started, another group of people approached us and said we claimed their seats..and so we went back to the group who claimed our seats..and while all these commotion was going on...the main culprits were asking us to quieten down because the show had started...WTF!!! by the way, the main culprits who first claimed other people's seats are a family of ang-mohs...fucking ang-mohs..they think they ang-mohs big fuck sia...they simply refused to move and even said that we were ridiculous...so the big group of us...8 of us simply sat at the steps and hence, given no choice, the fucking ang-mohs had to move back to their seats...and that was then we realized why they refused to take their original seats...they were given the 2nd row!!! *laughs* actually i wasnt really involved in this "arguement" as i was so damn engrossed in the movie...

but i must say...the movie is not as good as i thought it would be...not because everyone has grown up..but i thought the movie was not exactly correct...the main nitty-gritty was left out while some scenes were expanded unnecessary...like for example, i was hoping to see four duelling sessions with the dragons..but only harry's session was shown and it was totally way-off the book...and the dragons were supposed to be in four different colors...which was why i was excited to see them...but disappointed...and i dont know why...it seemed to me that hermione was in love with harry but in the book that's not the case....not sure why did the director protray it this way..kinda duhz....

as for the actors and characters..somehow, as the boys grow...all their hair grow..and they simply refused to cut...*yucks* all of them had messy and unkept hair...flap flap..very ah beng...and harry's hair was always messy in an ugly manner..but i must say...emma watson (herminone) has really blossomed into a pretty lass..reminds me of nicole kidman...*laughs* and harry's love interest cho chang was not bad..but i think i could do a better job....*laughs* and i hate the new dumbledore...he seemed smaller and not so dignified...unlike the the late richard harris ( hope i got the name right...*grins*) this dumbledore seemed like the grouchy old man from the cartoon "courage, the cowardly dog"...this dumbledore actually "screamed" at harry...so duhz...this dumbledore looked dumb and nitwitted...to me..dumbledore should be wise and kind...but anyhow, professor moody was not too bad...quite a good protrayal...

anyhow, am going to re-read the book again...*laughs* actually frankly speaking..i think the first movie was the best...not that the other 3 was lousy..but somehow, i guess the first movie satisfy my imagination the most...anyhow, i am still a big fan of harry potter and friends....daniel radcliffe was kinda cute...*winks*

my "first" accident

*grins* had my first accident on thursday night....motor accident..actually not exactly the first..and not exactly mine..i was in the car as a passenger not as a driver...so theoritcally it's not an accident caused by me but it's definitely the first accident i have been "involved"...

well, the accident happened at this filter lane...my brother was behind this honda...the car was slowing down but it didnt come to a stop...then my brother saw that there werent any cars, he simply let go of the brake and WHAM! my toyota kissed the backside of the honda....*sianz* in this kind of situation, the car behind is ALWAYS at fault...anyway, we stopped the car by the roadside and started to "negotiate"...actually frankly speaking..i was totally blurred..not shaken but blur..i didnt know what to do or what to say...it wasnt a big knock..just a slight bang..the honda's bumper was knocked slightly out of place..while our toyota only suffered a few scratches...think our toyota is damn bloody durable!! it shall be named as zhan(4) che(1)!! *laughs*

then the driver of the honda kept telling us to sign this accident form..which we had no bloody idea..and then i called my friend cum insurance advisor to ask him what to do....and he told me to try to get the man to repair the car at some workshop and we'll pay him back rather than to claim from the insurance companies....and so we tried but this unce simply refused..he kept saying he wanted to go back to the agent to get the job done...then simply at wits' end, i gave a call to my beloved uncle...*laughs* when i called him, he's in seng kang...and within 10 minutes, his BMW (wah..really performance motor sia) appeared...he got down from his car, talked to that uncle, wrote some things and then done..."problem" solved...*laughs* and the soluion is "make a report and claim from the insurance companies" *laughs* thinking back, i shouldnt have wasted my time and money on making calls to my friend cum insurance advisor and rather called my uncle..and i think this whole saga will be done in 5 minutes time...*laughs*

actually, this is a blessing in disguise...because cars are cheap now..and it's a good time to change cars..but my mum seemed hestitant...and now after this accident, the need to change the car has become much much higher...because it's really too expensive to support our old but steady toyota...the moment she told me she wanted to change the car....me and brother both had the same idea: SUBARU WRX! *laughs* but my mum's more interested in toyota altis ( this sucks...so ugly!) or the mitsubishi lancer ( this is better but mum said seemed small)... actually i would prefer the honda accord...the euro-r one...because it look like a bmw...*laughs*anyway, mum said to go test-drive the cars...YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

snail...

*laughs* frankly speaking...this is the first "snail" i have seen and encountered...unbelievable...this "snail" is so incredibily slow...i seriously wonder would he die if there's an emergency and everyone has to evacuated the building within 5 mins...

anyway, i know it's not a good idea to bitch about people at work or even about work..but seriously speaking...i CANNOT help it...*laughs* anyway, i didnt mention who this person is..i'm just doing some general bitching...hopefully i will not be sued for slandering...

basically, we have a new person joining...he's supposed to be a C&N manager...someone who will read through our contracts to ensure that all terms and conditions are okay..someone with a good command of english..someone who understands the contracts and the legal bindings behind each of them...blah blah...anyway, he's new to our project..he just came from india...previous C&N manager also an indian...anyway, that's besides the point...but i must say he's really a "unique" person...

well, if i didnt remember wrongly....he went on a 3 weeks leave after he came onboard this project..*laughs* i mean..if you asked me..it's kinda stupid and duhz....why would any manager let the staff go on leave right after he took on a new job? and for 3 weeks!!! it was so damn bloody long that even the customer started to ask....*laughs* anyhow..this is just the beginning...

then he was given this task of presenting some data at some forum....and he's supposed to have transition sessions with my botak...and because i was asked to do the collating of data...i was in most of the transition sessions...and i must say..it's such a CHORE to be in those sessions...basically, am not sure if he's deaf or he's plain stupid...he would ask the SAME question over and over and over and over again...and it's getting on my nerves because the questions he asked are very simple!! but he has to ask again and again and again and to make matters worse..he would ask DIFFERENT PEOPLE the SAME QUESTIONS again and again and again...and he would ask the SAME PERSON the SAME QUESTIONS again and again and again...frankly speaking....everyone's irritated with his endless and senseless questioning...

another common feedback from people is that he's damn bloody slow...so damn bloody slow that people are not getting fed-up....he walks slowly, talks slowly and i think he's basically s-l-o-w...without a doubt...one colleague even commented..." i've found a snail who's slower than me "...*laughs* am not sure if he's just being careful or he's simply slow...he's so slow that i started to wonder...is he senile? boy...i'm such a meanie!!! maybe he's old...maybe he's just being extra careful and so certain things will take longer to complete..maybe he's just acting slow so that he could show his boss that he couldnt handle and thus some tasks would be taken off him....*laughs*

everytime i talked to him...i would feel very very very very very fed-up...the more i talk to him..the louder my voice will get...and at times..i thought i sounded rude...but i dont care..he's really getting on my nerves...come to think of it..he's like one of the auntie in my office...i think both of them should talk to each other more..so that they can understand how we feel...*laughs* but then again..i reckon they would realize it...and also...DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE? *laughs*

*BIG GRINS*

*laughs* i'm in a very very very very very very very very very very very very good mood now...no one can spoil my mood...*laughs*

yes, i may have failed my diploma terribly...i may have failed to go on a diet...i may have failed to get a rich and handsome boyfriend....i may have failed to get a first-class honors...i may have failed in different areas...but currently, i've succeeded!! *yeah*

finally...yes finally..I'VE FOUND A NEW JOB!!! *laughs* it's a good company...good prospects...good pay...and i think good people are in that company...am so excited...no more mood to work in my current job...but i am a responsible person...actually come to think of it...even before i secured a new job...i am already feeling restless and demotivated to work...so i reckoned...not much difference...*laughs*

la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la....

i failed...

am such a BIG failure!!! went to collect my diploma results today from the ABRSM main office...was hoping that i can pass the exams...thought i did okay....but when i opened up the envelope...i saw the word..."UNSUCCESSFUL"....so depressing...as i walked along the singapore river..was wondering if i should just jump in and end my life...*sob sob sob*

frankly speaking..when i read the comments by the examiners...i didnt think i did that badly...they said in overall there was some musical insight but not enough...there was struggle...overpedalling...erratic rhythm..mmm...seriously speaking..i dont remembered all these...*laughs* anyhow, it wasnt a good failure..i really fail fail fail...*sighz* i only got 29% out of 100%...horrible right...and the passing mark is only 40%...there are 3 sections to pass and i barely passed 1 of them...

now am not sure if i should retake the exams..if i were to retake...i have to pay a hefty sum of $600!! goodness gracious me....i think they increase the price again....why do i feel like i'm buying a car? the COE is a piece of paper which i have to pay a hefty sum just to get the car...and now i've to pay a hefty sum just to get my certificate...*sighz* i really dont know what to do....shall consult my piano teacher...

it seemed rather meaningless for me to take teaching diploma if i cannot even pass the performing diploma...but then again..i'm not a born performer...*laughs* actually quite paiseh...imagine..my student ask about my results and i told them this: ooh, teacher hannah fail her exams...HOW HOW HOW? *sighz*

many friends are concerned about my results...and many friends have prayed hard for me...but somehow..i've failed and i'm sorry sia.... but it's really nice to know so many people care about me...*smilez*

another fun day

after the fun day with the old friend...we had another fun day on tuesday...wish everyday is just as fun...no need to work..just go out and have fun...*laughs*

anyway, the day start with serious matters...actually not exactly serious...but we both went for an interview for the same job at the same company...*smilez* although mine was 1 hour later..which is good as this means i can sleep longer and i wont be late...but anyhow, the interview went quite alright...but the lady was kinda fierce..she looked fierce and all...but anyhow, i thought everything went just a-okay...*smilez*

after the interview, it's time for fun under the sun....we went wakeboarding!! yeah!!! it's really life sia...went with an entrepreneur...a very nice guy...rich and nice...who owns a company and 2 of my favorite cars - nissan fairlady and bmw 5 series...*grins* seriously speaking...he's really a nice guy..although he seemed to be nice to EVERY girl..but then he's really nice...although he's fucking rich..but no airs...and he's crappy at times...when he ride, he's so damn bloody suave...*sighz* but i reckon God is kinda fair..as he's not very tall...*laughs*

this is the entrepreneur's fairlady...nice right??? how can i not fall in love with him....*laughs*

anyway...my friend's very very talented..this is her first time doing it and she could actually stand and ride and move left and move right...*claps claps* while the stupid me..still trying to use my hip to point to the direction i want to go...somehow, i just cannot do it...mmm...i think i cannot find my hip and i dont know where i want to go...and it's damn bloody tiring....the next day, i woke up feeling like all my bones were going to break anytime...anyway, i think i've improved since last time as i could stand without difficulty..and so now my next task is to find the direction!!! anyway, there was another guy...equally rich and all...and he's a good rider as well...and the driver of the boat is an ah beng with many tattoos but he seemed to be an expert in wakeboarding....mmm....but it's definitely an expensive sport...and these people are so damn fucking rich that they can spend 50% of them time wakeboarding....this is definitely the place for me to fish my rich turtle...*laughs*

after a tiring day, we went to meet up a senior for dinner at bugis...mm..this senior...really really very decent...so damn decent that i really wonder why did i thought that he was suave during jc times...*laughs* but he's a nice guy..we teased him, disturbed him, irritated him...because he's also a senior of cellulite...we were very naughty to keep asking him to date her...*laughs* although it's just a short dinner..but it's kinda fun...and my senior was gentleman enough to treat us...*laughs* mmmm....i'm kinda cheapskate sia...reminds me of cellulite!! *gasps*

seriously wished that everyday can be like that...spending my day having fun and not worrying about work at all...mmm..guess i have 2 choices - (1) to marry a really rich man who is willing to give me all his $$$ and (2) be an entrepreneur...*laughs* think i shall fulfil 2 of them...which is... MARRY THE ENTREPRENEUR!! *laughs*

monday blues

sighz...it's really blue today...very very blue...because it's a monday..and i just had a looooooooong break...*grins* and am going on leave again tomorrow....am going wakeboarding!! *laughs* talking about blue...was saying...monday will be dark blue...tuesday will be navy blue....wednesday will be blue...thursday will be light blue...friday will be pastel blue...saturday will be colorful and sunday will be purple as got to turn dark blue soon...*laughs*

went back to work today....and my inbox was flooded with mails...mails from boss...mails from customers..mails from team mates...123 mails in all..but of course..not all requires action from me...if all requires action from me...i can jolly well drown...*laughs* actually some of the mails are rather redundant...they simply copied me for the sake of copying me...some are very long and complicated..need some time to digest and action on...so many things to do...so little time and motivation...actually frankly spekaing..it's been a looooooooong time since i last recieved so many mails...*smilez*

ooh...the lady from ABRSM called to inform me that my diploma piano results are ready for collection...am supposed to go to the head office to collect...at victoria concert hall...damn scared sia...WHAT IF I FAIL? if i fail...i'm going into depression...shall not worry so much now...actually am having butterflies in my stomach...*grins*

actually this monday is not that blue....going to be on leave again the next day....*laughs*

a fun day!

spent a great day with my friend...a very old friend..not that she's old...but just that i think we've been friends 7 years... although we didnt spend all 7 years together...but we have been out and in contact during these 7 years...but somehow, everytime we meet up and all....the frequency is still there... we are still able to entertain each other...*laughs*

anyway....was supposed to go batam with her...but our plans got foiled up...and then was supposed to go sentosa but it was a rainy and cloudy day...and so we ended up shopping in town... in our beach wear...actually i wasnt not much of a beach wear*laughs* but she was as she's wearing this halter top with shorts and slippers...*laughs* but i thought she looked good because she's tall and lanky..i likeeeee....anyway, one of my aim is to buy a pair of board shorts to match my bikinis....*laughs* as we are going wakeboarding on tuesday!! *yeah*

so we went around town..looking for nice but affordable board shorts..my budget was only 20 bucks...*laughs* but seemed impossible and thus i raised to 30 bucks but still it seemed impossible...tried a few here and there...but was not willing to pay that price for a pair of board shorts..and so mission failed..i didnt manage to get any board shorts....*laughs* but it's alright..actually i do have existing board shorts..just that i thought i wanted to get one more to match my bikinis...*laughs* so damn bloody vain sia...

we went to several shops today...different ranges as well...we went from the high-class boutiques (LV & Gucci) to the normal boutiques found in Far East...it was fun...looking around..trying out different clothes for the sake of trying...we even took pictures in Zara's changing room because we both tried on the same skirts...*laughs*

the picture's very blur because we were giggling...*laughs*

and funnily, i think we have the same digestive system...after our dinner at NYDC at heeren...we both had to do big business in the toilet...*laughs* although the toilets were exactly clean..but we had no choice i guess...when the shit's knocking at the anus' door, the only way is to open it and let it flow...and hence, we have to go with the flow....*laughs*

and for the first time in dont know how many years...we proceeded to the "neoprint" machines session of Heeren...not sure if it's called "neoprint" but anyhow, we decided to take some snapshots from the machines...and i dare said...we were the OLDEST girls there...everyone seemed to be in their teens and we had already passsed that age...*sighz* and in the end, we decided on this machine because there's a poster that demonstrated the different poses one can do in front of the camera...lo and behold..after inserting 9 coins inside the machines...we had to figure our way through the japanese instructions...lo and behold...after figuring out the stupid instructions...we had to pose 21 times for the camera....no wonder there's a poster inside the machines to teach about different poses...*laughs*

very blur picture but i thought we looked cute! *laughs*

another very blur picture but i seriously thought we looked damn cute! =P

it was indeed a very very fun day....we were practically laughing all the way from the time we met till the time we part...talking about everything under the sun and the moon...looking at different things we we have really different tastes...enjoying our food...and we saw a few cute hunks too....*grins*

on a separate note....Kel, were you at Far East today? i thought i saw someone who looked like you....=)

it's not the club but it's the clubbers that matter

this was my first thought after partying on halloween night....as it was halloween...me and a group of secondary school friends decided to party together...this would be our very first time...despite the fact that we have been friends for 11 years...so damn bloody long...

anyway, our choice of destination - CLUB MOMO...*grins* been there several times... not a lot...but each time i went..it's with different people....

the very first time...it was with princess mel and gang...although we didnt have much drinks..but it was rather fun..the music was nice and we really did dance and enjoy ourselves till like 330am..before we managed to get out of the club...*smilez*

the second time... it was with cellulite and merlion...that was my worst momo experience... cellulite is so ah lian and she hates hip hop...merlion was only interested when the house music was playing...they simply hates hip hop...and they were not interested to get any drinks at all....in conclusion, cellulite looked bored..i guess she felt intimidated by the pretty and young lassess...*laughs* but then again...she was never popular...

the third time... i went with the clubbing virgins...it was not a bad experience..but i thought we went home a little wee bit early...but still quite enjoyable..maybe because i was late...and so i thought it was early for me...*laughs*

the fourth time... it was with some colleagues...it was a ladies' night...so it's free drinks and free entry and so we had a 2 or 3 glasses...danced a little..and one of my colleauge got tired..and the rest simply didnt seem to be enjoying themselves...and when such things happened...i would also become bored and all...*sighz*

the fifth time...which is also the latest...was my most enjoyable trip to this club....we were all out to party and have fun..we orderd jugs after jugs...playing finger games in the noisy environment...dancing with each other to burn off fats...screaming and shouting like insane ladies...totally enjoying ourselves to the max...and my friends even managed to attract guys to buy us drinks...and also handsome germans to flirt with us...*laughs*

mmm...same club...different people..different experiences....so it's the clubbers that matters not the club!!!

on a separate note...that cellulite is insane and out of her puny mind...i asked her if she wanted to join my happening and pretty friends at momo..she declined...which was not a surprised to me as mentioned, she simply hates momo...and so off she went with her colleagues to some other clubs...and then at 2 plus...she actually texted me and said..." can you come and pick me up...i cannot make it already "...WHAT THE FUCK? what's the meaning? do i look like her personal chauffeur? did i say i am anywhere near her? what makes her think that i will actually take a cab down to fetch her? simply because she lives very near me? but it doensnt work that way..she's with her colleagues/friends..if she cannot make it..cant her companions take care of her? what's her fucking problem? who does she think she is? and because i didnt reply her..she texted another friend who was with me...and he showed me the message..and i told him..." i'm not going to fetch her...if you want you can go ahead and do it...if not you can jolly well return to your hostel and let me handle her... " *laughs* and so i texted her back..." i cannot fetch you..i also cannot make it already... " and after which i simply ignored her messages...*pissed* but i was a hypocritical but nice gal...when i reached home..i gave her a short message asking her if she's home..she simply ignore me...what a bitch!