happy chinese new year!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!! XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!!

the year of the dog has just begun...frankly speaking, i think it came too soon...because christmas seemed to be just over and hari raya..and now it's the chinese new year..then it's the dry spell...think it will be good to have the chiense new year around mid-feb....but then again...i have no control.....

well...now is the 2nd day of the chinese new year..thus far, everything has been the same to me....having reunion dinner...going to granny house to collect ALL the red packets....going to uncle's house to play mahjong..nothing much actually....maybe next year, it would be different..i might have to go to my boyfriend's house to collect red packets....*laughs* think i'm thinking too much...

but somehow, been feeling very sleepy...on new year's eve, after the dinner, we went to mount faber...am not sure why..but it was quite okay...then the moment i reached home..i bathed and i slept...that's about 1 am and woke up at 12pm the next day...*laughs* then was at uncle's house...dont feel like doing anything but sleep...but when i reached home and bathed...dont feel like sleeping already...*laughs*

going malaysia in a few hour's time..to visit my relatives...actually dont really feel like going...because have to be back on tuesday...quite tiring...but then again, i'm not the driver..hahahaha...anyway, decided to go because my the other granny is rather sick...the doctor had said that almost all her internal organs are spoilt and she may go anytime...so well....enough said.... *sob sob*

oooh..manged to take time off on wednesday...*yeah* more sleeping for me....*yawnz*

neat stuffs

the weekend really flies...i really dont understand why...*sighz* anyway, i think i had quite a good week and weekend...did some pretty neat stuffs....:)

on friday, our company had a recruitment seminar..and this was my first time as part of the recruitment team..it was pretty amazing..seeing how people tried to "impress" you in one way or another because you have a say in whether they will be offered an interview...and it's pretty amazing to see different people of all kinds...and most of them thought i was the HR personnel because i was the one who did all the emailing and all...*faint* but quite sadly, there arent many cute guys..in fact, there arent any....*sighz* after the event, we had our "celebration" at kazbar...pretty interesting..i see how the "normal" colleagues become crazy colleagues...everyone was just ordering beer and food...and almost everyone was smoking a fag...then they ordered this turkish thingy called "sisha" (could be wrong spelling but am lazy to check out the real one) which i had a try on....and i dont taste anything..hahahaha...everyone got pretty high and noisy and we were practically dancing around and swearing at each other...had 1 pint of hoegarder, 4 tequila shots, 2 bailey's shots...and the taxi ride home made me sick...*laughs* but i must say, i truly enjoyed myself...think i've joined the right company...everyone's neat!!!!

on saturday, finally got a chance to check out this cafe which mr chong has been talking about..pretty cosy and nice....there were 6 of us..and we were there for around 2 hours..playing all sorts of board games...hurling abuse at each other...laughing at each other's silly actions...getting high and cranky without the help of alcohol....all in the name of good fun.... some games were pretty interesting..some were not our cup of tea....but i think everyone was enjoying themselves....at least i was...love the dissing of each other part...hahaha..all in the name of fun of course..i dont really mean it when i shouted "bugger" or "bitch" ....although maybe the choice of words were dependent on some truth...*grins*

my dad was back from china...went to pick him up from the airport...pretty much miss him..havent seen him since november 2005...just in time for chinese new year...a true reunion dinner.... :)

bought the pink razor phone for 68 bucks...hahahaha...mum recieved a 100 dollars voucher from starhub...pretty phone to match a pretty girl like me! *laughs*

i've been tagged!!

aiyoh...been tagged by pearlyn..actually i can choose not to answer the questions..but then i think it's kinda fun to answer...*laughs*

4 jobs you've had in your life: only had 2 jobs thus far...*smilez* acutually am i supposed to say the name of the companies or my designations? anyway, have been a program mangement office analyst and now am a data analyst...i think..not very sure of my designations....*laughs*

4 movies you could watch over and over: (1) Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone (2) Moulin Rouge, (3) Jerry Macguire, (4) Romeo and Juliet

4 TV shows you love(d) to watch: (1) The O.C. (my all-time favorite!!), (2) Ally Mcbeal, (3) Friends, (4) American Idol

4 places you have been on vacation: (1) malaysia, (2) philipines, (3) USA, (4) Thailand

4 places you would rather be: (1) New York, (2) London, (3) Israel, (4) Germany(BMWs!!)

4 of your favorite food: (1) sashimi, (2) steamed crabs, (3) pastas, (4) home-cooked food

4 websites you visit daily: dont have sia...i do not really go online everyday because my brother will be mapling...*sob*

supposed to tag 4 more persons..but i shall end this tag...as i dont know who to tag...hahahaha...apologies for stopping the fun ah...

class picture

on Friday the 13th, we had our annual gathering...*laughs* yes, my secondary 4 class will have an annual gathering...but not everyone will turn up...only certain people will come..but it's good enough...just a short catch up with one another is quite a good experience...

anyway, we met up for a dinner at his nana thai restaurant at far east...which we were given a "private room" which looked and functioned more like a storeroom...and the food was quite nice...and this picture was taken after our meal...2 of them commented that we looked like we were at some JB food center...*laughs* after dinner, we proceeded to chill out at indochine...

kudos must be given to the organizer...he's the guy standing on the extreme right...he's always ever so diligent to call up every single one of us to organize this gathering...without him, i think we wouldnt have met up at all...thanks a million...

basically, i think everyone kinda looked the same...but somehow some of them has become more handsome...*grins* talking about handsome, i think the guy sitting on the extreme right is so damn bloody cute...as i quote the girl sitting next to him : he's got a boyish charms...hahahaha...although another friend commented that he look beng..but well, in my eyes, he's kinda cute and all...tall, dark and handsome...with brains and a good character..where to find such gems? and lo and behold...HE'S NOT ATTACHED!!! *laughs* think it's time for me to strike....*grins*

one of the gains of this outing is that i got to meet the girl sitting beside handsome...she used to sit in front of me and we always talked about all sorts of rubbish and i like talking to her because she will share with you anything under the sun...after O levels, somehow, we simply lost touch and have not seen her around at all..but miraculously she turned up at this gathering and i was really really glad that i got her number...she's one adventurous lady..she dives, she wakeboards, she dances, she's learning how to ride a bike, she clubs, she smokes, etc..hahaha...but she's always with my handsome...they were like lovebirds the whole night...*jealous*

mmm..if one were to look at the 4th girl sitting down from the right...and the 5th guy next to her...frankly spekaing..i thought they look damn compatible!! *laughs* and i think they are rather close...hee hee hee...maybe they are already together? *laughs* but i think it would be good if they actually got together....because i think they have the same interests and can really clinque rather well..and somehow, i thought they got the husband-wife look....*laughs*

most of the guys are still schooling..in their final year of NUS engineering..and i think they are all damn bloody smart..all aiming for 1st class honors...so i guess they will become eligible bachelors in years to come..talking about that...i think handsome was once a CLEO eligible bachelor finalist..*winks*

anyway, i realized some things...ever since secondary school, the guys simply love to irriate me...no matter what i say or do..they simply have some rubbish to rebutt...for example, i said the wrong name to one of my classmates on that night..and for like the next 30 minutes..the rest of the guys kept harping on it..and after which, no matter what i say...they will have something to rebutt and irritate me.....when i go JC...the same things happen to my JC classmates and seniors...and when i started working..the same happens to me with my male collegues...frankly speaking..i dont think i have a "rebuttal" and "irritable" face..but somehow, it just happens....*sighz* but to put it in a nicer way...the guys are concentrating their attention on me! *grins*

ooh, this other guy who was not in the picture brought his girlfriend along..hahahaha..wonder why also..but the girlfriend looked young but behaved like an ah lian..hahahaha...but it's alright..my friend also quite beng...but a beng on clutches..hahahaha...this guy ah.never take good care of his leg...tsk tsk..but anyhow, glad that he got a girl to take care of him....he used to sit beside me in class and i think we were kinda close...a nice guy to talk to....many thought we were together...or rather..i'm interested in him...*laughs* so childish..hahahahaha...but they were good memories....

our next gathering should be in May..and i suggested going MOS..hahahaha...or sentosa...some said KTV...but i am more keen on MOS and Sentosa...wonder if the proposed May outing will actually happen...*smilez*

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i think i have found my new year resolution...I WANT TO LEARN DIVING... hahahaha...was talking to my neighbor at work..and apparently he's quite active..he dive and rock-climbs...very adventurous..and was talking to him about diving..and he just told me about this cheap course..which cost only SGD222 for a basic course which includes everything...HOW CAN I GIVE IT A MISS?? *grins* but i think my mum will flip if i tell her i want to learn diving..hahahaha...she already flipped when i said i went windsurfing and wakeboarding...but then again, i think she will get use to it...*laughs*

met a friend for lunch today...was really glad that she's enjoying herself very much in her new company with her new colleagues...kinda envious because her company actaully employed 18 of them for this round and they were like a class..always hanging out together and all....going gym, eating, drinking, clubbing etc... anyway, happy for her that's she's happy....and she asked me to go clubbing with her...and i told her this:" but i'm currently in my clubbing rehab and so cannot club till march 2006..also i want to go church...then after church i go teach piano and then go visit granny and then go home " and her reaction was :" hannah, you okay? something is wrong with you!!!! " *laughs* what's wrong with going church and visiting granny? what's wrong with not going clubbing? i guess i always give people the impression that i am a party animal when in fact...I AM NOT!!! now then they know...*winks*

was just wondering....why do some people get all the love and attention they want or they dont want but for me..it seemed kinda hard for me to simply fall in love...i can oogle at guys...i can admire them from afar..i can whatever whatever...but i can NEVER fall in love...frankly speaking...i HAVE NEVER FALLEN IN LOVE...is this a bad thing? am i abnormal? some of my friends simply get attached and detached with a snap of their fingers...some will get girls/guys falling head over heels with them when they didnt even have to lift a finger...some are simply so in love with their partners that makes me wanna get married....*laughs* but for me, i'm still me...still the same old me...nothing, nobody and nowhere...most said my expectations are too hight..some said my social circle is too small..some said the one has not arrived....but are these the real reasons? not that i'm getting desperate..but maybe i am..but i do want to love and be loved...never mind..just some random and senseless thoughts...

suddenly, i remembered something..hahaha...went shopping on tuesday with 3 other people, M, A and A...actually, it was A and A who sort of like arranged to meet while me and M sort of like arranged to meet..and then A asked me along and i asked M along..since we all know each other...anyway, both M and i though that the girl A seems kinda intereste in guy A...during the whole shopping trip, M and i were always together..even when we try to separate ourselves to mingle around..somehow, A and A will alawys end up together...the most classic case: was talking to guy A about previous week's church service..and he only managed to talk 1/4 of it when girl A simply cuts in and change the whole topic....*laughs* and when M and I purposely walked slower to "separate" them...somehow, they will even slow down even more to the extent that M and I got irritaed...*laughs* asked guy A if he's interested..he said : i dont know...ask girl A if she's interested...she said : too holy, different mindsets....*laughs* what is going on here? are they or are they not interested in each other? tsk tsk tsk..make up your minds people....so wishy-washy...totally detest wishy-washiness...

reading back this entry..kinda duhz....but then again, who cares....they are my thoughts..i am rather duhz...unable to write profound and inspiring stuffs and hence i write rubbish...hahahaha..go ahead and call me a bimbo...*smilez*

updates to my life...

it's been quite some time since i last entered an entry...actually not really that long...but it's almost a week...come to think of it..i used to update quite often....at least once every 2 days....it's either i'm plain lazy, too tired to face the computer after facing 2 monitors for 10 hours or my brothers are happily and busily mapling...*sighz*

just attended an ex-colleague's wedding at hilton on sunday... was kinda excited because was able to see some friends... and indeed i saw my beloved melvin..hahahaha...the ever so funny and cute melvin...if he's not stably and happily attached, i would have fallen head over heels with him...*grins* and also, there's the ever s0 hilarious and nice ronald who drives a S13 and has promised to get me a rolex but has yet to do so....*laughs* anyway, had a good catch-up session with them...a few other friends were there...exchanged some small talks...basically, the wedding was rather simply, nothing fanciful...food was quite good...bride was pretty...everything else the same...however, seeing people getting married makes me wanna get married too...haha!

had a very simple weekend as well..because it was forever raining...had to stay at home...because the weather was such a good one to sleep in and the day was simply too wet to go anywhere..nothing much was achieved over the weekend but no regrets...sleeping is also a good way to pass time...*laughs*

went shopping on friday for new year's clothes...actually it's just an excuse for me to spend without feeling guilty...hahahahaha...anyway, only bought a pyjamas from woman's secret...very pretty...but only my family and i have the priviledge to admire it..haha! maybe it's time to organize a slumber party...mmm....but then again, too troublesome..and i dont see any point, i would just sleep anyway...hahahahaha...wanted to buy the pair of levi's jeans which i have been eyeing...tried it on again..and thought it looked fabulous on me because it actually make me look slimmer...*laughs* but the lofty price was holding me back...170 bucks...had several pairs of levi's but they either come free (as presents) or they only cost 50 bucks (bought from other countries)...and so was rather unwilling to spend the 170 bucks...went home and told my mum and mum said :" it's not expensive at all, that's the normal price for a pair of levi's" oh my god!!!! my mum doesnt even own a pair of levi's and she knows the market....mmm...never underestimate AUNTIES!! hahahaha..anyway, have decided...shall get that pair..on my shopping list includes denim skirt, shorts, nice tops, nice bottoms and jackets...acutally it means EVERYTHING...hahahahaha...gosh, now i'm in the shopping mode...

was telling everyone that i'm going into a clubbing retreat...no clubbing for me till March 2006...and everyone gave the same reactions: YA RIGHT! and the same question: WHY? acutually, frankly speaking..i also am not sure why am i telling myself no more partying...maybe i am simply tired..maybe i am simply broke..maybe i am simply bored...BUT i am going to prove to everyone that i can keep to my "vow"....but then ah, Paul Van Dyke coming in Feb 2006 sia...chamz..hahahahaha!! and why do MOS keep sending me invites to their events when i declare that i will not club till march? *argh*

ooh, realized that there's a wakeboarder in my office...frankly speaking, he's not the tall, dark and handsome type...in fact, he's rather short and looked kinda old to me...but am not sure why, everytime i see him, i would start to imagine him in his board shorts and riding behind the speedboat....and am not having dirty thoughts..just could imagine him riding suavely behind the cool boat and doing all sorts of stunts...*sighz* i think if a guy can wakeboard, he is more or less suave when he's riding...but come to thik of it, most of the wakeboarders i know of are rather short...mmm...maybe wakeboarding makes one short? hahahaha..no idea...but anyhow, he's like a cheap thrill to me in office....*laughs*

uninteresting life i have now...period.

first birthday celebration of the year

had my first birthday celebration of the year on the 1st day of 2006...well not mine birthday of course..am not a january baby...but it was the birthday of an old friend...come to think of it...we have been friends since primary school...but we only sort of like hang out together in secondary school and that will be calculated as 12 years!! oh my god...am getting older by the minute....*gasps*

anyway, it is our "tradition" that the birthday girl has to give the rest of the friends a treat and the res tof us will buy a presents for her...it's been 12 years...we are getting older and so ideas for presents are running low...and thus, in the end, we each fork out a sum of money and gave the birthday girl a red packet.. so that she can get whatever she wants...hahahaha...frankly speaking, if someone gave me a red packet, i would most probably spent it on food and hence i would prefer a gift but then again...it's kinda difficult to tell others what i want when what i want is not cheap...*sighz* life is full of choices i must say....

anyway, we went for dinner at this buffet restaurant - pariss xxx xxx xxxx - not very sure of the name...but it was at marina square....it's rather expensive but i must agree that the food is very very fresh..the oyster was so huge that it looked kinda scarry to eat it but it was indeed very fresh...had endless flow of salmon and tuna sashimis...had chocolate fondue...had fruits...had ice-cream...had dim sum...had cakes...so many types of food...i ate till i could swear that i can turn into a ball and explode with the prick of a needle...*laughs*

anyway, because my dear friend is an avid fan of karaoke...we proceeded to k-box after dinner at cineleisure...for me, am not really a fan..because (1) cant sing, and (2) the songs i listen to are not sing-able...can someone tell me...how do one sing "to kill a mocking bird" or "hung-up" or "boulevard of broken dreams"? hahahahaha...but not wanting to be a spoilsport...i joined them at the ktv...and because my friend had 2 groups of friends..she had 2 rooms - a smoking room and a non-smoking room...*laughs* and there's only 3 of us in the non-smoking room...

well because i cannot really sing..and there's not much songs for me to sing...plus one of my friends is an avid fan of jay chow...i literally went to a jay chow's concert...every single song that was played was a jay chow's song...and i could only enjoy the MTV and admire his talent..hahahaha..but i must say...i love 2 of his songs - "yi fu zi ming" and "pa wo hui lai le"....although i cannot sing..but i thought these 2 songs were great...and he look damn handsome in the mtv....and because we were kinda bored, we decided to dedicate hokkien songs and were trying very hard to sing with the correct pronounciation...*laughs* it was damn hilarious...then we tried our hands at very very old soppy love songs by old singers such as teresa teng etc...oh, and one of them could sing JJ's songs so well..that i was mesmerized by her...if only she's a man...*laughs*

we hung around at k-box till like 2 plus when my eyelids are so damn heavy that i could fall asleep while standing....bade farewell to the smoking room friends...and took a cab home...darn, i didnt drive because i thought there would be alcohol...*laughs* but sadly, all the alchohol was in the smoking room and i dont know the smoking room friends that well...got the urge to drink sia..but must abstain...cannot afford to have belly because of drinking....*laughs* but then again a belly is already bulging...hahahaha..whatever!

generally it's a good outing..except for one bad thing...one of my friends was in a rather jumpy mood...she's someone i'm not very close to in the group...in fact i dont really talk to her and all...and that day i tried talking to her..she seemed so jumpy and agitated...learnt that she's under a lot of stressed from work...well..not that i care that she's stressful..but must she be so jumpy when i took the initiative to talk to her? hahahaha..no hard feelings and not feeling offended...just making some remarks...anyway, let's hope she can get out of the stress soon enough...although not that i give a care....*grins*

i ended 2005 with a blast and 2006 will be a year of manifestation!

happy new year everyone!! 2006 will be a good year....it will be the best year thus far in my 24 years on earth...it's a year of manifestations!!!! *smilez*

well, i ended my 2005 with a blast because.....because....because.....I FINALLY STEPPED INTO MINISTRY OF SOUND!!! was very worried that i couldnt get in on new year's eve because it's a new club with hype and all....was so afriad that i was getting paranoid...hahahahaha...and was so desperate that i prayed to my dear God to let me into the club....and lo and behold, my God is a good God...he answered my prayer! a friend informed me about the pre-sale tickets and i called my friend who happened to be there and she got the tickets for us!! when i arrived at clarke quay at 8pm....the queue was so freaking long that i was sure if i didnt have the pre-sale tickets..i would NEVER queue for it...it stretched all the way to the river...but because GOD IS GOOD i got the pre-sale tickets and the queue was rather short and i only had to queued 30 minutes or so and i was IN THE DAMN CLUB!!! and i must say this: MOS ROCKS!!! hahahaha

2006 will be a good year because i said it to be so..hahahaha...as per my pastor...God has said that this year, ALL THE GOOD THINGS WILL HAPPEN AND IT WILL HAPPEN FAST...*laughs* this is freaking good sia....cannot imagine all the good things that will happen to me in 2006...this is simply amazing...and on the first day of new year...the first activity i did was to GO CHURCH...yeah....because i woke up at 2pm...and my service is 4pm...and during the service....i think God spoke to me....hahahahaha....i heard this: DONT WORRY, YOU WILL BE BLESSED... i heard this distinctly a few times...maybe i was wrong but anyhow, i know 2006 will be a year of manifestation!! i cannot explain the joy and happiness i'm feeling inside but all i know is it's going to be a damn good year!! *smilez*