i am sleepy!!!

last day of January...and i am feeling sleepy...and tired...and sianz...and lethargic...i should be working now..but somehow..... *eyes closing...energy draining....*

talking about sleeping... has anyone slept on a water bed? well...i havent....mmmm...but i always wanted to...always wonder how it is like to sleep on one.... would one get seasick while sleeping on it? just imagine...you wake up every morning vomitting...like that sure can lose weight...I LIKE!! *laughs* would it be more exciting to have sex on one? *laughs* mmm...for sure it's not good for older folks...as it doesnt provide enough support for the back...

mmm....mummy just called to ask me not to go to the hospital to pay my granny a visit...granny went in just now at 1pm for her operations...the reason given...well....i'm born in the year of rooster and my granny's born in the year of snake...so today is the day when the rooster and snake are not in favor or each other! if you ask me...it's funny..but to my granny and mummy...they rather believe it than to disregard it...*shrugs*

may the Lord bless my granny!! Amen!!

mmm....today is the kickoff meeting for IBM...3 of the bosses went....these are their parting words to me:

Boss #1: Hannah, anything call me on my handphone

Boss #2: Hannah, anything DONT call me on my handphone *ha ha ha ha ha ha*

Boss #3: Bye Bye Hannah...

day prevent...night prevent...house thief difficult to prevent!!

recently....i have 2 persons wanting to borrow $$$$ from me!! well..the first one was the secondary school friend who simply refused to tell me the real reason behind the loan...and the second one was an old friend...here's the story:

Ian, an old friend, is in USA now...studying...he messaged me...asking if i could lend 50 bucks to his friend and he will return me when he is back in July this year...and so i asked who is that and for what and Ian said it's for Janice..(i do know her...but only as the financial provider =p) so i said okay..you ask her to come and collect from me...and then Ian messaged again and said Janice said no need already..she shy to borrow from me *LAUHGS*

well....was out with friend, brother and brother's girlfriend...was talking about money..and suddenly the girlfriend said:" day prevent, night prevent, house thief difficult to prevent " *blur* then the explanation goes like this: my bro's girlfriend's dad gave her 10 bucks when she said she's going out for dinner..and she didnt give her dad back the change..and so my brother came up with that phrase..and then i said i gave him 150 bucks to pay for something which is 133 bucks..and so the girlfriend started muttering that phrase! thought it was very cute and funny....*laughs*

mmm..recently...realized that Liew is a very detailed person..always doing research for his investments... (investments = shoes, watches, honey...not equities, bonds, options!!!) and so i think he will make a very good HOUSE HUSBAND!!! similiarly....i find that Princess Mel gives me the feeling that she will make a very good HOUSE WIFE!!! mmm...does this mean....both of them make a GOOD COUPLE ??? *grins grins grins*

anyway..realized that i am not a very girly girl...ha ha ha...here are the 3 main reasons:

1. I failed my home economics in secondary school!! there are sewing and cooking classes...for sewing..i got my granny to do most of it...for cooking...i got my partner to cook and i wash and eat..heh heh

2. I don't like to go for manicures and pedicures!! realized that most ladies like to go for such treatments to feel pampered...to me..i dont feel pampered..i think it's a waste of time and money....ha ha

3. I dont have a daily beauty routine!! most ladies will have their daily dosage of cream, moisturizer, blah blah before they leave the house and before they sleep...for me...nope..i only washed and under my mum's constant nagging and coercion...i will try to remember to apply cream to my face at night...and i dont put on make-up at all!! ha ha ha

"What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet" - Shakespeare

HANNAH... how would you pronounce my name?
(1)"hair-ner"
(2)"huh-na"
(3)"hair-na"
these are how people normally pronounce my name...personally..i thought my name should be "hair-ner" as in hair and then "ner" as in contai"ner"...always thought that was how my name should be pronounce... *smilez*

got a friend with the name COREY ... how would you pronounce his name?
(1) "core-ri"
(2) "ko-ri"
(3) "ko-ray"
if i didnt remember wrongly...he would prefer people to cal him "core-ri" and i thought this sounds the best...so "core-ri" shall be it! *laughs*

another friend got this name... ELIO ... according to her..it's a greek word..which means "sun"...how would you pronounce?
(1) "e-li-o"
(2) "e-leo"
basically..i prefer the second one...but am not sure how she would like me to call her...hasn't gotten the chance to "learn" the correct pronounciation... *shrugs*

SIMONE ... got this name from bookworm short stories...dont have any friend with this name..thought this name was unique...but how would you pronounce it?
(1) "see-moan"
(2) "see-mo-nee"
(3) "sai-mo-nee"
i think i prefer "see-moan"...nice right?

mmm...did anyone realize...my name can be spelt forward and backward!! there's a word for it...but i cannot remember....forward: H-A-N-N-A-H...backward: H-A-N-N-A-H... and by the way...FYI...HANNAH means GRACEFUL!!! *laughs*

to lend or not to lend?

mmm....a secondary friend messaged me on tuesday morning...to ask me how am i and blah blah...thought it was weird...because we were not close friends and he seldom sms me....anyway...he asked if i could meet up with him because he's got something urgent that required my help... (no wonder he smsed me...got ulterior motives) so i asked..what was it that he required my help so urgently...and he said he could only tell me when he met up with me.... (wow..like very serious horz....wonder what was it regarding...)

anyway...i wasnt free on tuesday or wednesday..so we agreed to meet on thursday....730pm, orchard... (yay can go shopping!!!) mmm...really wonder what help he needed from me...kept asking him..but he simply refused to tell me a single thing..only mentioned that he would tell me when he meet me... (very duhz and secretive...dont know for what reason...stupid man!!!)

mmm...smsed him on wednesday to ask if the meeting was still on and he reverted with a yes and he would really need my help and it was really urgent...so once again..i asked what was the urgent matter about...and once again..he said...he could only tell me when he met up with me.... (stupid man..so secretive for what..as if we are famous people and cannot let the tabloids find out that we are meeting for something URGENT...) getting a little fed up but still thinking what could be the reason...

this morning..on the way to work with princess mel...was analyzing with her..what could be the urgent help that he needs...and it seemed that he could be borrowing money from me... (why from me? i very poor.... also if really to borrow money...why cannot say over the sms..must be so secretive...stupid man) this seemed to be the only reason...

this afternoon...my friend smsed me..saying he needed my urgent help but may not be able to meet me...and finally he mentioned that he needed urgent financial help and would like me to lend him S$2,000!! (wow..what makes him think that i have that amount of money?? and what makes him think that i would lend it to him?? crazy and stupid man!!) with so much money involved...still refused to tell me why he needed the money...so i asked and he simply replied saying that it's something to do with family and medical.... and still refused to tell me the real reason...so i said i dont have so much money and enquired further on what is the exact reason....but he still refused to say and ask me to understand.... (duhz.!!! how dumb can this man get??? want to borrow so much $$$ and yet refused to say the exact reason....)

anyway....he asked if i could lend him say 500 bucks...so i called my mum... (yes...i called my dearest mummy...i am a good mummy's girl....) asking her what should i do...to lend or not to lend...my mum asked the following questions (1) are you close to him? (no) (2) why he needs so much money? (dont know..he only say family and medical problem) (3) how did you know him? (secondary school friend) after which she told me not to lend as she said...we were not close friends and it was weird that he refused to say the real reason and it's not a small sum of money....

and so...i listened to my mum's advice..and rejected him....actually i think he's either desperate or he's bluffing me...because if he's really in need of money...he would have told me the exact reason right from the beginning and not to be so secretive....which made me doubt his sincerity....*shrugs*

new year resolution checkpoint

january is almost over....4 more days and it will be february....suddenly realized...for the past one month...i dont seemed to have act on my new year resolutions....let's see:

2005 New Year Resolution Checkpoint:

1. To go on a diet and lose 5kg - - - - - UNDONE!!!! *0 props*

this is my EVERY year resolution...not doing anything yet...must start already...my action plans are to eat lesser and exercise more...have been collaborating with friend to go gym every tuesday...been talking about it for like for past 3 weeks...must put into action!!!

2. To have more financial control - - - - - IN PROGRESS!! *1 props*

realized that i always doesnt know where my money goes to...so have set up a spreadsheet to track my expenses and also to see how i can control and save up more money....this is already in action...hopefully can maintain this practice...

3. To get a boyfriend - - - - - UNDONE!! *0 props*

actually have been thinking about getting one..but never really get down to doing anything...and this year...boss insists that i get one..and she's getting really excited about it..but she seemed to help princess mel more on this...*laughs* actually prayed to God for one by June 2005...*grins*

4. To attend church regularly - - - - - IN PROGRESS!! *1 props*

wanted to become stronger spiritually...told myself must go church regularly...didnt do it till last sunday...was a good service...good things happen...this week church khaki cannot make it on sunday..so we going for friday bible study..."play cheat" a bit ah...*grins*

if you ask me...i think i am doing jolly well on my new year resolutions!! *laughs*

i'm a cheerful girl!

bumped into this lady from my workplace consecutively for 2 days - yesterday & today in the toilet... yesterday she asked me: " you always very happy horz? why you so happy? no worries ah? always see that you are smiling! " and today she tell me:" hello cheerful girl!! " mmm...i really wonder...why does everyone thinks that i am worryless? just because i am always smiling? then when i dont smile...they will say i am angry...sighz....but anyway...it's true that i am always smiling...i dont know why..but i will just smile...*smilez*

here's a joke to share:

Man: Hey, I would like to buy a fish!

Fishmongor: Come...I sell fish!

Man: Are your fish fresh?

Fishmongor: Yes! Look they are alive and swimming around!!

Man: My wife is alive too!

Ha Ha Ha! funny or not? like not very funny right....never mind...*grins*

seriously....i think i am either dying or evolving..or even both... recently..have been feeling naueous (think the spelling is wrong..but WTF!!!) been suffering from motion sickness...daddy fetch to work in car - sick....took 132 home from orchard - very sick...*sighz* and after that..i would feel greedy....always looking for titbits to eat...then i will grow fat and bloated..and then i will burst!! can die ah!

ooh...latest update on the finance temp girl whom i have mentioned in my previous post....the one whom i thought was slowly evolving from a pretty girl to a bapok...*grins* anyway...recently she just cut her hair..and dyed it red..thought she looked much nicer...managed to chat up with her the other day...mmm....turned out to be a nice girl....24...fresh graduate...looking for suitable jobs....commented that she is a very frank person and that i am a very approachable girl! *laughs*

mmm...come to think of it....i am a very very very very eligible bachelorette!! i'm pretty (as confirmed by princess mel and ms mah), approachable (as per finance girl), cheerful (as per lady from workplace) and logical (as per 2 colleagues)...seemed to me that not only am i pretty but intelligent! *laughs laughs laughs*

did i ever mention that i hate people who gave me the weak impression? mmm...just dont like people who give the impression that they are always weak and fragile.... it's like i dont like people who always take mc when he/she looks perfectly fine the previous day...i remembered...during my jc times...there's this girl..in the same eca as i was...whenever there's hard work to be done...she would put on her windbreaker and look sick!! i mean...she had always wanted to show people that she's a good leader and blah blah..but whenever there's work...she looked sick! stupid bitch!! anyway...all in all..i just dont like people who always give me the "i'm weak and need help" or "i'm fragile and sensitive" attitude! *laughs*

ooh...went for deforestation yesterday....cool ah! shall make it a quarterly event! *BIG GRINS*

anyway....someone commented that i think too much yesterday...so asked princess mel if i really think too much..and princess mel said "YES!" but couldnt come up with any evidence that i think too much.. ha ha ha...case closed! i WIN!! i DONT think too much!!!

was packing up yesterday when something dropped and out of my mouth came "FUCK!" oops!! it seemed that several people heard me!! i asked :"was that loud?" and i recieved serveral "yes".. didnt know it was that audible...and didnt know i was that loud...*grins*

it's a GOOD day!!

*singing* I feel GOOD....teh nay teh nay teh *laughing*

*sighz* i have 2 uncles...actually i have 4...but am going to talk about these 2 uncles i have.... uncle ben and uncle simon...uncle ben drives a benz and is going on business trip till sunday... uncle simon drives a bmw and his wife drives a mitsubishi colt and is on busiess trip till the end of this week... both uncles offered me their cars...asking if i would like to drive... now..i have a benz and a colt at my disposal...of course i jumped at such an offer....but *BIG SIGHZ* my mum objected to the idea....*another BIG SIGHZ* her theory is...both the benz and colt are new (benz is less than a year old and colt is less than a month old) and should anything happen to the cars...it would be difficult to answer for it....*another BIG SIGHZ* well..i protested that i have 3 years of driving experience and had not been booked for anything by the traffic police or got into any major accidents...i would take good care and be careful and my uncles trust my driving skills...and she rebutted that it's not me she doesnt trust but others...what if others scratched the car? *another BIG SIGHZ* she wins...what can i say??? *yet another sighz* hence, i rejected my both uncles unwillingly... *sighz*

well...this is my mum...always having this kind of thinking....that we shouldnt impose on others...i quote uncle simon "she has an attitude problem" *laughs* this is not the first time she asked me to reject any offers my uncles or aunties have offered me.... actually i could have just accepted it without my mum's knowledge...but i think i wont feel good...and anyway.... she's menopausing..shouldnt provoke her.... *smilez*

had lunch with uncle ben this afternoon...went to this chinese restaurant to eat noodles and drink soup...nice...not too bad...free also...*grins* he was telling me that granny was afraid... (well...granny was hospitalized for the past one week and was diagnosed after a full body checkup to have a tumor in her large intestines and has to go under the knife on the 31 Jan 05....) asking me to encourage her more...to tell her that it's going to be an easy operation and everything will be fine...this is what he said to me: "you may not realize...but ah ma is really afraid of the operations....she secretly told me that she hoped that the doctor would tell her that she doesnt have to undergo the operation on sunday (the day granny has to "check in") and she actually clapped her hands..".as i typed...tears are welling up my eyes....these are such heart-wrenching words to me...if you have seen my granny...she's one tiny lady...with dentures and i can imagine her clapping and that would definitely set me bawling out loud!!! *sob sob* my granny is the one who has brought me up...so am rather close to her...she has always been very strong to me...until recent years...age is catching up on her....but anyway...i know she will be A-OKAY!! because the almighty LORD will definitely bless her with miracles!!! must go home earlier this week to talk to her...to accompany her...

talking about old lady....there's this old lady....the toilet cleaner....she's one of a kind...i must say...she's ALWAYS talking and complaining....never-ending..she complains in mandarin and cantonese.. *complain complain complain complain* she was cleaning the toilet today...and i was having stomachache...so no choice..i really seriously need the toilet...so i did my business...and while i shitted...she rattled on and on and on...in cantonese...actually not sure what she was talking about..but from her tone..she should be complaining and it's her usual practice to complain...but what can i do? i REALLY SERIOUSLY need to shit!!!!

met this friend (M) yesterday...went for a dinner...somewhere near his camp...in boon lay...which is near to NTU...funnily, i thought he was behaving weirdly...*laughs* had a friend (N) in NTU..whom i'm quite close to...and while i was with M, he keeps asking me about N...if i'm going to look for N, if i'm going to tell N i'm nearby, blah blah blah...and my answers to M is standard... "NO" but somehow..i feel that he doesnt believe me....

Reason #1: after i dropped him off at his camp...i took a while to adjust myself and the radio before i drove off...and the next moment...my phone rang and M asked me what i am doing... DUHZ...driving lah..what else...and he said he thought i was calling someone because my car didnt move off immediately after i dropped him off... *shrugs*

Reason #2: he told me to call him when i reached home...so upon parking my car...i use my mobile to call him...and he asked me why am i using my cellphone to call him...am i home? DUHZ... i was walking from carpark to home...so of course use mobile to call..if not use what? *shrugs*

somebody's jealous....somebody's jealous.... *grins* (";)

my weird entry....

feeling weird today...am unusually happy...no reason..just woke up feeling happy...that everything shall be fine...everything will be good..it's going to be a GOOD day!!! anyway...it was a good day...everything went nicely and unexpectedly...it's a GOOD day!!!

have you ever noticed this thing in the toilets....there's always this small little air fresherner dispenser...pinned high up in the wall..and occassionally will "let out" some fragrant thingy into the toilet air? anyway....before i continue...i really wonder.... DO I STINK????? well...basically..i realized something....no matter which toilet i went to....at what time...that thing will ALWAYS "let out" the frangrant thingy into the toilet air.... it seemed to be shouting "LOOK OUT!! SOMEONE STINKO IS IN THE TOILET!!!" EVERY toilet i went to...the same thing happen...*sighz* recently...my mum bought something similiar and had it installed in my toilet...and whenever i visited my home's toilet...it will ALWAYS "let out" the frangrant thingy!!!!!!!!!

can somebody tell me....DO I STINK???? *shrugs*

somebody commented that i am weird...but later changed his comment that i'm unique...*laughs*

somebody told me..."life is a tangible thing that encourage me to do something" huh? am i losing it or is my friend trying to be funny??? anyway...his explanation is.. "to make a choice between 2 things which i want to do, i should choose the one that make me feel good (translation: feel good = life) and that will be a good choice" huh??? anyway he said it's okay if i dont understand now...leave it on the shelf and i will come to understand it when time comes.... profound right??

a looooong weekend!!

mmm.....friday 21st Jan is Hari Raya Haji....it's a public holiday in singapore...thus, i have a looooooong weekend!! praise the Lord!! *grins*

finally went out with my jc friends....we went to bugis for dinner...and let me tell you..it's so damn crowded....turn left what do i see??? HEADS! turn right what do i see??? HEADS! look ahead what do i see??? HEADS! turn back what do i see?? HEADS!! arghz....why is everyone out? yeah..it's the holiday...long weekend...so everyone goes out....sighz....but the outing was cool...actually quite fun...not too bad....maybe should do this more often...but of course....that will have to see how things go....*shrugs*

anyway...we caught the movie "alfie" which starred Jude Law...and guess what? JUDE LAW IS SO DAMN FUCKING HANDSOME!!!!! oops..sorry for the vulgarities...but he's so so so so so so so so charming.....*drools* the show is about him...being a womanizer...and blah blah blah..and ultimately realizing that he needs a piece of mind....not too bad...quite like it....mmm..i will give 3 POPCORNS out of 5 POPCORNS!!!!

VERY VERY VERY VERY HANDSOME!!!!

mmm...was walking around in bugis....2 shop assistants caught my attention..not that they are attractive...but somehow...they made me want to write them down....

Shop Assistant #1:

Gender: Male...

Age: should be late 20s...

Appearance: not very tall...but not short...cannot remember the hair...have holes (translation: ear holes) and paintings (translation: tatoos)...spoke to me in both english and mandarin

Why he caught my attention:

(1) he told me to get my ear punched as it would make me more feminine

(2) he told me the most painful place to punch a hole is the tongue and nipples *ouch!!*

(3) i asked him if it's painful to get a tattoo and he said yes and discouraged me from getting one...

(4) the least painful place to get a tattoo is the upper arms

Verdict: Interesting!!!!

Shop Assistant #2:

Gender: Female

Age: should be early to mid 20s...or even younger...

Appearance: quite skinny...a bit lian...long, straight hair...not very pretty....not very tall....wearing jeans....

Why she caught my attention:

(1) she made a face when a very rude customer was trying on clothes...

(2) she realized that i saw her made that face and got embarassed...

(3) i smiled and she smiled back....and rolled her eyes at that rude customer...

Verdict: Funny!!!

suddenly realized that i dont have much friends....i do have many friends....acquantainces to be more exact....but i dont have much friends whom i like to go out with....very sad....very lonely.... think it's time to make more friends..but i dont know how....need to go out more..join more activities...but am too lazy...*laughs* ...let's see the analysis of my friends....

primary school friends:

none...never kept in contact at all...*laughs*

secondary school friends:

(1) there's this group of friends..whom i only met regularly on each other's birthdays...other than that...not even chatting...guess the main reason is most of them are attached..and we went different ways after secondary school....

(2) princess mel...one of my goodest friend...she seemed to be the only one i really really keep in contact...although we lost touch during jc times...

(3) a few here and there...from my class from other classes....not really keeping in touch...but here and there we talked via msn or sms....

junior college friends:

(1) only kept in contact with one classmate...but different living styles..i'm working, he's studying..met up occassionally....talked occassionally...can say quite close..but not there yet..*grins*

(2) eca friends...a few....most of them guys...schooling....talked via msn or meeting them once every 6 months..during their school holidays...

(3) Miss Lim....although we dont meet up often..but we chat via msn, icq and sms....but we do make an effort to meet up...*yeah*

(4) yu yu....always overseas...really miss her a lot...but she's always not here...but we are still talking..via msn or email...*cool*

university friends:

this group of friends whom i occassionally hang out....very smart gals...always going home...*laughs*

VERDICT: it seemed that the only friend whom i really really hang out with is PRINCESS MEL!!!

**to princess mel** eh..no lah..i didnt always put you down leh...see..you revolve around my life..how not to write about you? heh heh heh..anyway...i didnt say anything bad right? you are the BEST!!! =P

i'm dying.......

i'm dying...seriously...i think i'm dying....bye bye all my beloved ones...dont miss me too much...for i will always be there for you...looking over you....*waves and sobs* well why am i dying.... here are the signs:

Monday - vomitted dinner and felt cold and sick

Tuesday - woke up with aches all over the body

Wednesday - vomitted lunch and was feeling sianz

Thursday - woke up feeling like a hungry ghost

anyway, i hope to have a glass coffin...like snow white...*grins* ooh...i suddenly remembered a sms someone sent to me ages ago...which really touched me....

"If you are in heaven and I'm in hell, I would look up above and be proud of you. But if you are in hell and I'm in heaven, I would give up my angel's wings coz heaven ain't heaven without you"

very very very very very very sweet and touching right??????!!!!!!!!! *SIGHZ*

was arranging a date with my jc friends tomorrow....wow...damn difficult...i am like a router....3 of us are on msn...trying to decide on the time to meet...

Mr Chong: Tomorrow what time ah?

Me: eh..

Mr Chong: You ask Ms Lim and get back to me?

SIMULTANEOUSLY....

Miss Lim: Tomorrow what time ah?

Me: eh..

Miss Lim: You ask Mr Chong and get back to me?

mmm...really wonder....do i have the word "ROUTER" written all over my beautiful face? *grins* anyway...time has been settled...3pm...

american idol season 4 will be shown on channel 5 tonight at 10pm...getting excited... *singing* "i feel the earth move under my feet...i feel the sky tumbling down...i feel my heart trembling...whenver you're around"

asked Mr Chong if i'm pretty..and he said i am beautiful in my own ways...beauty lies in the eye of the beholder...mmm...does his answers mean (1) i'm ugly, (2) he doesnt think i am pretty, (3) i'm only pretty to limited number of people and (4) all of the above?? mmmm....such a simple question that requires only a "yes" or "no" answer...but the answers i got from this question is seldom a simple "yes" or "no"....why think so much? it's just one of my standard question...*grins* well....for the benefit of everyone....here's the list of standard questions i would ask....

(1) am i pretty? correct answer: Yes!

(2) am i beautiful? correct answer: Yes!

(3) am i fat? correct answer: No!

(4) do you want to know my friend? no answers available!

(5) do you have a boyfriend / girlfriend? no answers available!

(6) are you getting married? correct answer: Yes! or No!

moving forward...if those who read this ever get to be asked by me...please just "entertain" me...ha ha ha...but of course..make sure i'm in the correct mood horz....wait i seriously ask...than people anyhow answer...i will be pissed!! *grins* i very difficult to please horz....hell yes..i think i am...and i am darn proud of it!!

was reading Mr Chong's blog....wow...the things he write...very serious and cheem.....after reading his...and then i read mine...mmm..i kinda felt stupid...*laughs* mmm....shall start writing cheem stuffs...but then horz....i am not cheem leh...i can write rubbish very very well....and i think people loves the rubbishy me...*laughs* mmm...shall give myself the title "QUEEN OF THE CRAP" all hail the queen!!!!!

supposed to go on a diet to slim down..but had a better idea...princess mel and i hang out quite often....so i told her to eat more and put on weight which is hundred thousand times easier than me eating lesser and losing weight...while i try my very best to eat lesser...so relatively..it would seemed that i have lost weight!!! great idea right??? *smilez*

Princess Mel: Yeah!! have just bought cheese potato chips!! going to grow fat!!

Me: good good..then i will look slimmer....

Princess Mel: mmm..then you cannot eat my potato chips ah...

Me: HUH? eh....okay...for every 5 chips you eat..i eat 1??

aiyo...see....so greedy....told you i'm dying......

The Aviator...

watched "The Aviator" yesterday with Princess Mel and another friend.... mmm....very much wanted to watch this show....partly because i dont mind leonardo...and it seemed to be quite a big production....so was rather excited about it...well....basically the show was okay...about 3 hours long...some parts were boring...with lotsa talking..some parts were exciting...some parts were bloody...some parts were funny...but i thought leonardo was good....if you ask me..i would give FOUR popcorns out of five!!! *grins*

Anyway...here's 3 interesting facts from the movie:

(1) the word "fuck" was only said once by alec baldwin

(2) breasts were refered to as memories *laughs*

(3) leonardo with long hair and bread looks like tom in "the last sumurai" *drools*

ms neo told me a joke....awfully hilarious...enjoy..

Ms Neo: my pen bleeding..how?

Me: ha ha ha..bleeding in what sense? how come?

Ms Neo: dont know ah...bleed till wet my paper and hand...didnt know my pen was a female till today...ha ha ha..got guy pen or not?

Me: eh...i got pen...but not sure if it's a male or female....

Ms Neo: HA HA HA

think i need to change bed....backache like crazy...stupid bed...mmm....or should i change my sleeping partner? *grins* actually i got no partner on my bed ah..it's a single bed...or could it be a sign from God that i am supposed to get a partner to sleep with me? *laughs* think i'm going crazy....which i believe i have mentioned this many times..but then again...come to think of it...all famous and rich people are eccentric...think "Howard Hughes"...*grins*

hari raya haji coming..this friday..21st January 2005...no mood to work already...but then again..when did i have the mood to work...*grins* my everyday message to Princess Mel: "Good Morning...wow...very tired...very sleepy..dont feel like going to work..." *laughs*

am i PREGNANT???!!!

oh holy cow... wonder if i'm pregnant... vomitted my dinner last night...felt cold suddenly...headache...went to sleep early...woke up late... feeling cold...no appetitie....after lunch... feel like vomitting again...oh my god...am i PREGNANT???!!! *gasps* EVERYONE whom i told about my vomitting asked me only one question...."ARE YOU PREGNANT???" mmm...how should i answer? duhz....think i just asked a very stupid question...anyway...never mind...think my body getting weaker as i get older....*sighz*

supposed to be working now...but damn sianz....was doing some stupid mundane things....but no choice...the dateline is end of this week....better do....if not...boss would jump!!! anyway...was feeling crazy today...dont ask me why....by the way...here's a question which someone asked me out of the blue.... "WHY DO MOTHS FLY WITH THEIR LEGS OPEN??" if there are any geniuses out there who happen to know the answer...please please please tell me...many thanks in advance... *smilez*

was in a crazy mood...today...ooh..i think i have mentioned this...but then again...was really feeling crazy....mmm...dont know why...just feel crazy...maybe i should have taken my medicine faithfully...but then again...if i'm not crazy...people will say i am angry....sighz...so difficult to please...did i mention that i was crazy today? oh..i think i did....ha ha ha ha....anyway...i think i am not the only one who is crazy....because i never thought i was crazy..but today..i told Princess Mel that i think i very exaggerating...which is quite true at times...but then i think it's my inborn capability....not sure in what ways it's an asset...but i truly appreciate my exaggerating skills...*hallelujah*

mmm....with regards to the moth question..i have the answer already....sighz.....it turned out to be a joke...am i stupid or is that person smart...i think many people would agree with the former...anyway..here's the moth's question and answer:

Qustion: Why do moths fly with their legs open?

Answer: Look at the size of moth balls!!

Get it? *laughs*

anyway....Princess Mel gave a better answer.....

Ms Mah: Ask you ahh...why do moths fly with their legs open?

Princess Mel: Do they?? haha I didnt even know that...hmmm...for balance?

Ms Mah: ha ha ha...no...

Princess Mel: any clue?

Ms Mah: Have you seen the size of a moth ball?

Princess Mel: Yeah..but the sizes vary mah...you mean to shit ah? ha ha ha ha...

was talking to Ian via MSN....was just telling him...suddenly i felt very very loved....i felt that my mummy really really loves me....dont ask me why i got this feeling..not that i think she doesn't love me in the past...but recently...i think she loves me the most...among her 3 kids...ha ha ha ha...i think she loves me more becuase i am really good....i dont talk back to her...i listen to her...i accompany her shopping...i will drive her around...i can cancel my friends' appointment for the family sake.....see....i am a good girl...i think horz...my husband and child will be very fortunate to have me as their wife and mummy....*smilez*

talking about husband and children...someone asked me..."When do you forsee yourself to be a mother?" mmm....do i look motherly? someone, whom i cannot remember commented that i remind them of a mother...but i dont really think so...i think Princess Mel will be a good mother....*grins* and many have commented that i look like a tai tai....ha ha...i totally agree....because equation goes like this..."tai tai = fat and happy = hannah wang" *grins* anyway...Ms Mah keep saying that i need a man...sighz...do i really look that desperate or behave that desperately? what can a man do for me??? even my boss told me getting a boyfriend HAS to be my new year resolution...actually at times...i do want a man beside me...a nice man..someone like tom cruise, tay ping hui or stephen chow....and with a 7 series BMW....*dreaming* but then...i guess...aiyah..dont know lah...see how things go.....*shrugs shoulders*

anyway....did i mention that i was a little crazy today? well....i went toilet with Ms Mah and Princess Mel...and while we were peeing....suddenly i gave out a loud fart....it was indeed a very very loud fart...and so, being the courteous me...i said :" sorry...my fart very loud horz" and then Ms Mah and Princess burst out laughing....actually to me...i didnt think it was that funny...but becuase they keep laughing..i started laughing..and it became a big joke....*laughs*

**NEWSFLASH**

Papa Carl is going to be a father soon!!!! according to reliable resources, Papa Carl has confirmed that he is going to have a baby in September 2005. Mama Emily has begun to feel the morning sickness and the doctor has confirmed that a baby is due in September 2005.

mmm...didnt know papa carl is so efficient....just attended his wedding on 12 December 2004....and he has a baby due in September 2005...but of course..this was done AFTER marriage....*grins* really happy for him....think shall visit him when he's baby is one month's old....so exciting horz....and also...papa carl has agreed to let me be the godsister of his first child..which means..papa carl is my godfather..and mama emily is my godmother.....*laughs* but then again...i think he doesnt really mean it right....i also dont know...but who cares....=P

do re mi fa so la ti do!

My New Dress!!!

mmmm....chinese new year is coming....so must start to buy new clothes...just added one new dress to my collection...heh heh heh...not too bad....from BUM Equipment...20% discount....cost me $50....by the way....i also bought 2 tops....and many underwears....*laughs*....till date...i have bought....17 underwears!!!! amazing....right? and it's still counting...ha ha ha ha...i love to buy underwears!!! awesome!!!

talked to a friend on msn online....really wonder if it's MY problem or HIS problem...we ALWAYS seemed to have problem bringing across our ideas to each other....

Hannah: mmm...when are you getting married? ha ha ha ha

Friend (J): see wwhen i give me money lor...why talk to $$$ nothing to say liao is it

Hannah: ?????

so...is it MY fault or HIS fault? sighz....generation gap generation gap....*shrugs shoulders*

granny's hospitalized....not enough blood...not sure what's the medical term for that....went to visit her...she looked so poor tihng....so lost....but then she's looking much much better than the previous days..when she's in my house....anyway...must pray hard hard for her....mummy is accompanying her in hospital now....uncles and aunties have been visiting her...everyone is worried about her...everyone is taking turns to accompany her..although...she's fine...just that she has this tube connecting her and a bag of blood....mmm....i think my family very close leh...i like...*smilez* ooh....a nurse told my granny..."Auntie, you very cute leh" *laughs*

actually i enjoyed going to the hospital....*touch wood touch wood*....not that i like to visit patients or to be hospitalized...but i like to see cute cute doctors and nurses.....*giggles* but sadly....was at the hospital half the day today...but saw NONE!!!! anyway...i think my uncles are quite interesting as well....i have 2 uncles who unanimously told me that the A&E doctor is VERY VERY cute and handsome....and one of them even managed to find out his name..."VINCENT TAN"....could even tell me he's 25 this year!!! *drools* ...mummy also agrees that he's cute...but small-sized...sighz....i guess God is fair....and mummy told me that granny's doctor is very very handsome....tall, big-built, nice guy...but not chinese...but can speak chinese and hokkien very very well....uncles also agreeed...mmm...really really hope to see him when i visit granny again...*giggles* have always wanted to be a pathologist since young....but not smart enough and was lousy at science...so hopefully my boyfriend / husband would be a doctor!!! *grins*

urges for today:

(1) scuba diving!!!

(2) shopping!!!

(3) swimming and tanning!!! getting fairer and fatter..makes me look like a pig! yucks! someone commented that my waist seemed to get BIGGER!!! *sianz*

(4) bar top dancing!!!

(5) drinking!!!

someone called me and said he miss me...*duhz*....although it was sweet to hear that someone misses me..but then again...i really wonder if it's true...personally...i think it's just a passing statement...well....maybe to some...this statment will make their day...but to me....statements like this....have no impact..i will thank that person...and brush it off immediately....but then again...if someone truly miss me and he/she tells me that...and i brush it aside..isnt that very pathetic? *sighz* aiyo...like that how? to believe or not to believe? how to differentiate? if i use my FEELINGS..i think i would think EVERYONE who said that to me MEANS it....but if i use my RATIONALITY...i would think that EVERYONE who said that to me DOESN'T MEAN it....so how??? *shrugs*

time to sleep...GOODNIGHT!!!

TGIF!!!!!!

today is FRIDAY!!!!!!! my favorite day of the week...actually not really ah...but then i think it is....but then again..i think i prefer saturday....but then sunday seemed good...tuesday and thursday also not bad...but definitely not sunday and monday...because on sunday, i have to work on monday..and on monday..it's 4 more days to friday...ha ha ha...so i guess i dont have a favorite day of the week..but i do have least favorite days of the week...and the award go to.....*drum rolls* SUNDAY and MONDAY!!! *laughs*

had 2 meetings today with my boss...same boss...different team....different issues....not too bad...both lasted for about an hour each....during the second meeting....my boss is so so so so so cute and funny....we were going through some documents and she asked who can tell her what is the meaning of "limitation of liability"? that really really brings me back to my university life...when my lecturer ALWAYS ask...."who can tell me blah blah blah blah?" it really brings back memories of my school life....*sighz*

talking about my boss..i think she is a very very nice lady....she is tall, slim and attractive..she is an efficient worker...but yet she is not unreasonable...she is always saying good things about others....basically....i think i want to be like her....tall, pretty, slim and successful!!!

for the past few days...have been acting weirdly...Princess Mel commented that i am being CHILDISH and Miss Neo commented that i am BUBBLY ....personally i think i am acting childish...but everyone has their child in them..just that i am presenting them openly to everyone.....come on....who doesn't watch "Tom & Jerry" or "Popeye" when they were shown on TV? even my mum....who is like 40 plus..watches them whenever our tv is tuned to cartoon network....anyway..here's 3 common words people used to describe me:

(1) bubbly:

merriam-webster online dictionary: full of or showing good spirits; lively.

hannah's dictionary: round and cute.

CONCLUSION: I am round.

(2) cute:

merriam-webster online dictionary: attractive or pretty especially in a dainty or delicate way

hannah's dictionary: ugly but adorable

CONCLUSION: Everyone is trying to make my day by saying I'm cute.

(3) funny:

merriam-webster online dictionary: affording light mirth and laughter

hannah's dictionary: trying to act cute

CONCLUSION: I'm mad!

TILL NEXT TIME....THAT'S ALL FOLKS!!! =)

what a day!!

today is a day full of ups and downs....what a day i have...there were happy hours and unhappy hours in 24 hours....i dont know why...but i thought today is the day which many things have happened and it makes me go...."MMMMM......." it seemed that i have accomplished many tasks...but yet i seemed to have more to-do lists....but then again...WTF!!! *grins*

anyway...in the morning..i felt fortunate....why? read my short but sweet conversation with my dad:

Me: Lao Pa...are you fetching me to work or fetching me to Kovan MRT station?

Dad: I'll fetch you to work.

wow....did you know..my dad has been fetching me to work EVERYDAY for this week? the whole idea is...he is willing to pay the ERP fees and the fact that his workplace is in hougang (where i live) while i work in Shenton...I feel so blessed!! my dad is so wonderful right??? *sighz*

talking about ERP....every morning...princess mel and i will go to work together....this morning..the moment we reached the office and stepped out of the car..princess mel went bonkers!!! read my mad conversation with her:

Princess Mel: *giggles* it's all fated!

Me: Huh? What talking you?

Princess Mel: *giggles* it's all fated! Your dad has to make rounds at potong pasir...it's all fated!!

Me: Duhz? Because we are only 1 min away from the end of the ERP charges and so EVERY CAR make rounds at potong pasir to wait for the end of the ERP charges

Princess Mel: I dont care! It's all fated!! *giggles*

heh heh heh...i think no one knows the joke here..but only princess Mel and I do! ha ha ha..anyway...Princess Mel....IT'S NOT FATED!!!

went lunch in a big group today....all 7 of us...all girls....mmm...there's this very pretty lady working in the finance department...all the guys in the office....almost all...drooled over her looks, figure and voice...was looking at her while waiting for food...mmm....i think she is evolving as well....

@ first look - - - - wow...she's pretty...

@ second look - - - - mmm...not that pretty leh..but still pretty...

@ third look - - - - eh...thought she was prettier....

@ fourth look - - - - she looks like a man???!!!! OH MY GOD!!!

@ fifth look - - - - yes...she looks like a bapok! (as confirmed by Princess Mel *grins*)

if any of you think that i am simply jealous of her good looks, good figure and nice voice...well..i am not...becuase i believe..i am pretty in my own ways...just waiting for the right person to appreciate it..ha ha ha ha...okay okay..maybe a little in a state of self-denial! ha ha ha..but then again...WTF!!! *grins*

suddenly... urges emerged during the course of today:

1. i want to go to sentosa!

2. i want to go sailing!

3. i want to eat roti prata!

4. i want to do bar-top dancing!

*laughs laughs laughs*

went shopping with Princess Mel....bought 2 tops and 2 underwears..ha ha ha..happy happy happy...Princess Mel bought nothing..as usual...but it's okay...this is the norm....*grins* the salesgirl at the shop quite funny....very crappy....quite nice...but she doesnt looked like she's only 22...makes me feel old again...sianz....trying clothes make me realize...i really have to lose weight and sizes..ha ha ha ha....i always wanted to go on advertisements and proudly declared " i went from a size 10 to a size 6!!" *laughs laughs*

at work today....this colleague got very upset about certain matters..was sort of like arguing with him...but somehow..i think he's winning...hate to admit it...but he knows his stuff better than i know.....anyway...understands the agony and frustration he's going through..but cannot help him....felt sorry for him...but then..i dont know how to help him...sorry....how? WTF!!! *grins*

was watching "The Bachelor" on the way home..on TV mobile...the bachelor...name starting with "J"...not handsome enough to glue me to the TV to watch his journey....used to follow Aaron and Andrew closely when they chose Helene and Jenn....anyway..but the "J"....he looks a bit like Nick from 98 Degrees..but too beefy for my liking...one of the ladies look like Cameron Diaz....pretty...ooh...and when the bachelor and girls kissed..they make REALLY LOUD noises...which triggered the following questions and responses:

1. why do ang mohs make loud noises when they kissed? watch movies...only the ang mohs kissed with noises....chinese kissed..no sound....

Princess Mel: eh...they got mike..so maybe amplify the sound....not very sure why...

Afterthought: i think the ang mohs are more aggressive..but i like leh....but cannot remember if i kissed that loudly..ha ha ha ha...

2. do you talked when kissing?

Princess Mel: eh...stop a while, talk, then go back to kiss...if kissed and talk..might bite the guy....

Afterthought: i tried kissing and talking..and kinda liked it..ha ha ha ha...thought it was fun....didnt bite the guy though...smiling and kissing was interesting too...ha ha ha ha...

3. do you make funny noises when kissing?

Princess Mel: cannot remember but dont think so...

Afterthought: I thought i made funny noises that goes...."mmm"..."argh"...."grrr"...."burpppp"...."ehhhhh".....

WTF!!! heh heh heh.....*grins broadly*

it's a MMM day....

GHOSTBUSTERS!!!!

mmm.... "something's strange in the neighborhood...who you call? GHOSTBUSTERS!!" eh..does anyone know their numbers? *laughs* i think got ghosts ya know....firstly..my blog suddenly disappear!! which explains why i have a new address and why my lovely, cute, sweet, pretty picture is in my first entry....*laughs* (okay for those who are reading...i know you are puking and wondering why am i so thick-skinned...that's me...so accept the fact that I'M GOOD! *grins*) anyway...hopefully the same thing will not happen again tomorrow..if not..everytime i create an entry..i have new address...very stupid!!

mmm...today was a mmm day....dont ask me why..but i just feel mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...

had a short chat with some colleagues and we chat about the way people pee....it all started when i describe how my pee adopt a stupid rhythm...and then the other colleague just added onto the conversation by asking why is my rhythm like that and blah blah...and we sort of like started talking about the different patterns pee come out of our body....*laughs* okay..i think no one understood what i have just said...never mind....mmm....see i told you..it's a mmm day....

oh well...2 happy things happen to me today.... (1) one of my colleague commented that someone else commented that i am the sweet sweet type and (2) two of my colleagues commented that i have common sense. heh heh heh...such nice compliments...i love them!! ooh...sorry...make it 3 happy things happen to me today.... (1) one of my colleague commented that someone else commented that i am the sweet sweet type, (2) two of my colleagues commented that i have common sense and (3) my uncle gave me a treat for lunch. mmm....talking about my uncle...i think i am very fortunate....to have an uncle who dotes on me....for people out there who doesnt know my uncle...he really really dotes on me...almost ALL the branded stuffs that i have...were given by him....and he is always there to give me good advice....encourages me when i am down....provide interesting info to me...blah blah blah blah.....

was browsing through the chinese newspaper and happen to read this caption...."if you sleep 20 more minutes everyday, it will help you to lose weight" let me tell you..if this really works..i will be the happiest woman on earth.....just for 2 simple reason....firstly i LOVE to sleep...ask people who knows me....they will agree with no regrets that i LOVE to sleep...and secondly....i WANT to lose weight...ask people who knows me for many years....they will agree that i have been having that resolution every new year that it has by default become my everyone resolution....but then again....i have slept more than 20 minutes extra everyday but am still as round and rolly-polly as ever...was it because the magic number is 20????? mmm...mmm...HOW???!!!!! anyway...didnt read the whole article as it's in chinese...NOT that i cannot read chinese...i DEFINITELY CAN read chinese....i was a higher chinese student ya....but just that....i'm too lazy to read in chinese...*smilez*

suddenly my urges are here:

1. party party party

2. drink drink drink

3. sleep sleep sleep

4. shop shop shop

5. dance dance dance

guess i'm evolving again.....*PRAISE THE LORD!!!**