What you are, you are by accident of birth; what I am, I am by myself.

mmm...found this quote somewhere..it's by Beethoven..i like..although i think a quite aloof and proud..but i like...*grins* mmm..maybe that's why Beethoven is always frowning in all his pictures and figurines..because he's always angry! *laughs* anyway..talking about him..i dont really play his pieces...somehow not my style...but to put it in another way.... I'm totally untalented!!! *laughs* his pieces too difficult for me...i prefer Mozart, more light-hearted...or Scarlatti...easier notes...*laughs* mmm... why am i talking about classical music? might just bore myself to sleep.....*zzzzz*

anyway...wanted to bitch again...*laughs*...didnt know that i am such a bitchy peson..anyway...there's this guy...wanted to ask me out....but i kept saying that i was busy...*grins* actually it's more like i'm not really interested to meet him...anyway..here's the story:

me: you want to meet me for what? when? go where?

he: meet you for dinner @ ochard 730pm on thursday (24 mar)?

me: dinner you treat ah??

he: i can treat you chicken rice at far east plaza...tasty...

mmm...pardon my sluttiness and bitchiness but does this guy has brain???!!! how can a guy think of treating a girl on a first date to a chicken rice store in some shopping mall??? maybe i am materialistic and whatever...but i thought it's only nice to bring a girl to a nice place on a first date? seriously...i really wonder...anyway...not meeting him because got team dinner...*grins* and when i told him i cannot meet him..his replies were fucking DUHZ!!!

His 1st message: I can guess that you dont want to meet me...i wont force you..you take care..anyway you have forgotten how i look

His 2nd message: Please dont get angry...i wanted to meet you but you say you cannot meet me...so i very sad

what kind of messages are these? these kind of messages just dont work with me..i wont go... "aw...poor thing..okay i meet you" instead i would go... "WHAT THE FUCK?"

anyway...this song keep ringing in my head.... " i dont know what it is...you make me feel like this..i dont know who you are...but you must be some kind of superstar...coz you got all eyes on you wherever you are..." thought this song was quite nice to dance to...*laughs*