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Thursday, March 03, 2005

life is not finding yourself... it is creating yourself...


mmm...got this quote from a friend early one morning...think it's quite a quotable quote...not sure if i agree to it... but it somehow makes me wonder.... am i finding myself or creating myself?? if you ask me..i think creating oneself is much easier than finding oneself...because the creator can create whatever he/she likes or wants....on the other hand, finding oneself..it's pre-determined...*shrugs* dont know what i am talking about here...anyway..i prefer to strike a balance...i want to find and create myself!!! *laughs*

talking about quotes... for those who have been reading my blog would know that i was fascinated by the slogans our Singapore Army has come up with...FINALLY...managed to see all the slogans for the Singapore Army...*grins*

(1) Above self beyond duty
(2) From this land we are made... for this land we will fight
(3) Compromise is not an option
(4) Not for fame or fortune
(5) Leader Soldier Brother
(6) Commanding Respect... Respecting Command - MY FAVORITE

i've many thoughts...flashes of memories...pictures in my mind...but i'm not sure what should be penned what shouldnt be.... do i write like a mentally unsound and unstable person? *grins* shall just penned down what comes to my mind for the next 5 minutes...

(a) my favorite guy from office just left the company...he's a very nice guy...always enjoyed working and talking to him...never failed to provide joy and laughter to me...if he's not stably and happily attached..would have fallen in love with him...such a wonderful guy for me...*smilez* anyway...he found a better job with better money and prospects...wish him all the best.... *smilez*

(b) the managers/bosses in my office loves to compare the number of unread mails they have....weird..it's like..they will start every conversation with..."i have xxx unread mails..no time to read"...and the other will reply..."me too..i have xxx unread mails...oh god..." *laughs* is that how they relieve their stress? *shrugs* mmmm..maybe i should say that to start every conversation and it would alleviate my position to a manager? *laughs* anyway...i told another colleague and we both decided to compare the number of unread mails to make ourselves "become" bosses..and lo and behold..both of us have 0 unread mails...we have read all our mails! *laughs*

(c) my supervisor came and visit me today...and as usual..she said to me:" wah..you put on weight again!" *sighz* does she feel happier by saying that to me? well...if you ask me..i beg to differ...i would think it's she who has put on weight..which caused her eyes to expand horizontally and thus everything she sees become shorter and fatter!! *laughs* and people have agreed with me that she's getting fatter and i'm getting prettier!! anyway..never really like her....

(d) saw several not bad-looking guys around recently...in buses, in trains and along the road...not that they are good-looking..in fact..they are normal people..but somehow..i like the way they carry themselves...i like guys with good dress sense, style and must be charismatic...tall, dark and handsome guys are not my cups of tea *grins* actually neither am i theirs....*laughs* saw this guy in the train today...was sort of like attracted to the "style" he protrayed...*grins* dont mind having a boyfriend like that...

(e) was talking to bro and his girlfriend yesterday...and realized that it's their 1 year anniversary...wow..1 year already....they've been together..and i'm still single...*sighz* and i was lamenting that i dont have a prince charming and both of them gave me the unanimous answer :" YOU ARE TOO PICKY!" hey..that's not true...if you have read thus far, would realized that i only need someone with charisma...no need very very handsome horz...*laughs*

mmm...from my blog...can see that i'm a very systematic person right? *winks*

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