Merry Christmas

*singing* Oh holy night...the stars are shining brightly...it is the night of our dear savior's birth...now long lay the world in sin and error pining...till he appeared and the soul feel its worth...*sighz* this is my favorite christmas carol.....so nice....=)

anyway, MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS to all!!!! hope that all of you have a blessed christmas.....

well...as usual, i spend my christmas eve with my family...every year, my family will just gather for a dinner and exchange presents...last year, we had our party in sentosa and we actually danced till 1am and exchanged our presents in our hotel rooms..so it's the dancing christmas...this year, we had our dinner at jumbo and because we booked one of the private room, we had KTV and so this year was the KTV christmas....*smilez*

everyone took turns to sing!! it was my FIRST TIME hearing my mum sing...and my uncle...hahahaha...although they cannot sing like super stars..but i wouldnt say they suck....well, KTV happens to be one of my auntie's favorite hobby and so she was happily singing away...all her old melodies...the food was great...we had prawns, fish, 2 plates of crabs, fried rice, dessert, shark's fins and a cold dish....was so full and satisfied....*smilez* after dinner, we exchanged presents....and it was done in a haphazard way because we sang too much and the restaurant was closing....*laughs* and after the gift exchange, my family "refused" to go home...*laughs* we proceeded to coffee bean and sat around and chit-chatted and drank coffee..although all of us were very full...anyway, finally we all got home around 1am...

last year, i bought presents for all my uncles and aunties....7 presents because i have 3 aunties and 4 uncles...this year, i change my "strategy"...i only bought presents for my cousins.....3 presents because i only have 3 cousins..and they were kids and i just had to ponder over what toys to buy....unlike buying gifts for adults, i have to ponder WHAT and WHERE TO BUY...a big headache...and after this change of strategy, not only did i save $$$ but also lost lesser hair....*laughs* man, i'm such a cheapo...mmm...feeling guilty...because i got presents from all my uncles and aunties...think i shall buy for all next year....*laughs*

ooh, these are the presents i got from everyone:

1. red packets = $300 (good!)
2. 2 perfumes: burberry and clinque (yeah!)
3. a set of books: The Chronicles of Narnia (cool!)
4. a handphone holder (amazing, have the intention of getting one)
5. a wallet (nice!)
6. u-zap (fantastic, can use that to zap way the fats around my huge tummy!)
7. 3 candles: 2 perfumed ones and 1 with a holder that contains my name
8. wired piano decorative piece

i loooooooooooove all my presents and THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! actually i thought i might get a digicam for christmas...but dont have...but my uncle PROMISED to get me one for chinese new year....*laughs*

new job rocks!

this week was my first week at my new job..in fact..today was my 2nd day....and i must say..it has been a very very very very very great experience....although i must say the working hours are very long...8am to 6pm...can die ah...but i know i will survive...*grins* everything has been awesome...

(1) People
the people here are simply great..everyone's so friendly...although it may seemed that they are over-friendly..but i reckon they are really friendly..everyone's so willing to help me...in every other way...even to the point of telling me there are grapes in the pantry and even telling me where the bowls are located....awwww...i am so touched....everyone's so nice....actually it's everyone on my team...the other side...they looked kinda arrogant..but i dont really care..hahahaha...

(2) Pantry
my new office has the BEST pantry of the whole universe...it's amazing the things they maintain in that pantry...you name it...the pantry has it...apple juice, orange juice, chocolate milk, pure milk, carrot juice, vegetable juice, soya bean drink, mineral water, coffee, tea, green tea, diet coke, etc etc...slurrrrp...and there's potato chips, biscuits, cereals, cup noodles, sweets, marshmallows, apples, bananas, grapes, etc etc....slurrrrp...i think when i'm trying to save on my pennies...the pantry will be of a great help...*laughs* the pantry was so famous that after i reached home on my first day..my brother asked me this question.."how's the pantry?" duhz...what a question!!!! talking about the pantry, had chocolate milk this morning..and had tummy ache which caused me to poo a few times...hahaha...good way to shed the pounds? *grins*

(3) Work
basically, i havent really started any work...for these 2 days...i spent my time reading things...getting myself familiarize with the system...because it's a totally different system...shadowing my team mates...nothing much here and there..there were moments of boredom...and i almost dozed off at my desk..hahaha..but i had to look busy..because everyone was really busy...*grins* had a conference call with the team today...and my manager said that he doesnt want me to plunge too fast into the job....he wants to ensure that i get myself settled down and familiarize myself...which he said will take at least 1 month...*laughs* not a bad idea..and this manager is going to personally train me in whatever i'm going to do...cool...

thus far, everything has been good..except that i got to wake up at 6am every morning....*yawnz* my mum asked me..." do you have the feeling that your previous job is better? " and with much confidence i answered her..." NO WAY! " *grins*

all i want for christmas is MOS...

MOS - my latest indulgence...not exactly indulgence..but my latest interest..not really also..cannot put words to it...but this is something i fairly desire...but alas, was pissed by it last friday...so damn bloody pissed that nothing could make me unpissed...

it was my first time queuing willingly to enter a place....for 3 freaking hours..i stood with the crowd...beads of pespiration were rolling non-stop from my whatever...it was so damn bloody hot and stuffy..but for the sake of MOS....i willingly queued with my pals...the queue seemed to be moving...but it was a false impression...many with priority tickets were also queuing and when they were called to enter..the queue shortened..and they only let a few from my queue in..if any at all....in the end, they told us they are stopping the queue..and gave me a discount card...so damn pissed...i queued from 915 to 1215..and all i got was the discount card...and to make matters worse...had a friend inside who fed me with smses such as.."this is an awesome place"..."this is freaking huge"...."the drinks are cheap and strong"..."mos rocks"..etc...*mutter mutter*

anyhow, saw a few "celebrities"...if you want to call them that....saw glenn ong...he was tall and not bad-looking..didnt now he was lanky....saw bernard tan or was it bernard lee or bernand xxx..anyway, he's the radio dont know what....he was with glenda chong...nothing much to comment...saw tanya chua..not too bad...that's about it..hahahaha...very few in fact...but i must say, there were many nice cars...saw quite a number of bmws, a few ferraris, a few lamborghinis, mercedes cls, etc...

after the "sorry, better luck next time" by the people of mos....me and pals head over to club momo...i wanted to go home...as my mood was so totally spoilt..but becaues another friend just arrived..we decided to try our luck at momo...no queue...everything was normal..rather crowded inside...but alas, i was really in no mood to party anymore....all the disappointment and pissnes..just kills all my dancing and drinking cells...*mutter mutter* went off after a while...sighz...

actually recieved an sms from mos saying that it's ladies retro night on wednesday...but i think i shall give it a miss...what if i went and i couldnt get in again...cannot afford to stay up so late...need to wake up damn bloody early to work the next day....think i better go mos when the hype dies down...but then again....I CANNOT WAIT!!! *laughs*

now am making an appeal....whoever has access to mos...please message me...please email me...and try to contact me in whatever methods you can....i will pledge allegience to you...and your wish is my command...*laughs* think a friend of mine might have the chance to gain membership....think i better start sucking up to him...*laughs* oh my god...where's all my integrity and all....*sighz*

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MOS!!!!!!!

genting highlands

isnt this view beautiful? okay maybe my photography skills are not that fantastic...but i thought it looks like we are somwhere up above the clouds....so romantic...just imagine i have a three carat diamond ring and i can put my hand up against the sky and it's like one of the stars...*laughs* anyway, this was taken from my hotel room...went genting with my whole family - 16 of us over the weekend...quite enjoyable but yet...there were moments of unhappiness...*shrugs*

(1) First cable-car ride: this trip up is my first cable-car ride up...havent taken the cable-car for a long time...i think the last time was in 1995 when i went to HK...*laughs* anyway, i think taking the cable-car is much faster and more fun...usually, my dad will drive us up...and i will get all giddy...breathtaking scenery of the tropical forest....although frankly speaking....i dont really know how to appreciate flora and fauna...*laughs*



(2) finally had the chance to take the rides...bought the outdoor theme park tickets for 34 ringgits...but only managed to play 2 rides..*sighz* the queue is so damn bloody long...took 1 1/2 hour to queue for each ride...and the ride only lasted for 10 seconds...damn bloody sianz...but the rides are very very exciting...was screaming all the way...not out of fear..but out of fun..because when i'm really afraid..i wouldnt be able to scream...*laughs* took it with my auntie and my bro's girlfriend...as the phobia for height runs in the males of my family...these 2 rides gave me the feeling of being thrown off the seats...which is fantastic...*laughs* too bad didnt have the chance to ride on other rides...

this is the rollercoaster which has a weird name...

not sure what you call this..but this is damn fun!!!

(3) because there are 16 of us...it's rather difficult to coordinate our meals...everyone has different opinions on what to eat and where to eat..but most of the time...uncle b will decide for us...not that his decision is not good..but somehow, he's rather stingy...he will order very little food and complained that we are all gluttons...but for goodness sake...as what my mum always say...there are 16 of us..and each plate only have 4 pieces...obviously 2 plates are NOT ENOUGH... and if we didnt follow his "instructions" on what to eat...he will be damn bloody pissed and complained that the food is horrible and it's so damn bloody expensive...frankly speaking...it's spoiling EVERYONE's mood...bloody hell...my mum always say..." he's too full of himself..making himself irksome.. " which i agree to a certain extent!! anyway, here's a picture taken after one of our meal...we made the napkins into rabbits...*laughs*



(4) oh went gambling at the casinos...*grins* and played at the table instead of my usual jackpot...but i tagged along with my uncle s and used his money...*laughs* he had 300 ringgits worth of chips and we lost ALL OF IT...actually was on a winning streak..but then i guess our luck went out...but it's alright..my uncle s said it's ONLY 300 ringgits...actually he's right..to him..it's only SGD150...this amount is nothing to him...given that he will buy his wife a LV bag almost every month...*jealous* but uncle j is really lucky..he won 1000 plus ringgits at his first try... so in other words, this trip to genting is FREE.... lady luck loves him...but my uncle b took his 1k and refused to let him continue playing...*laughs*

(5) one thing sad is that we did not manage to take a family photo...everytime we wanted to take picture..uncle b will be very anti-social...if not...we stopped for a while..uncle b will get irritated and say we are wasting time...if we dily-daly, uncle b will simply say we are a bunch of ignorant idiots...put is simply, he's simply the spoilt-sport...everything he said and suggested equate to FUN...and everything else equte to SILLY...this is so damn irritating...and if i were to rebutt him..he would tell my granny that i have become very rude and blah blah blah....*sighz* actually didnt take much pictures of people....just took rubbishy pictures...so sad...*sob sob*

in summary, i think we spent 50% of the time on the coach...20% of the time in the hotel room and 30% of the time loitering around...i wouldnt say that i totally enjoyed myself...but i wouldnt say that i totally hated this trip...i think i would say...it can be better...but anyhow, it's an enjoyable experience...

this is my naughty cousin, always hate it when i touch him....he's so damn bloody cute..couldnt resist not to show him off to people....when i took this picture..i went..."Keafe....1, 2,3" and he simply posed and smiled for me...

bye bye..

a group of colleagues organized a farewell lunch for me...my last day is next thursday, 15 Dec 05 and this group of collegues gave me atreat at this buffet restaurant - vienna, in united square...there was a wide variety of food....free flow of sashimis,meat, soup, dim sum, prawns, oysters, etc etc...so niceee...food was good, fellowship was good..and we took some pictures....


clockwise: ronald, me, jill, melissa and yi lin...


clockwise: ronald, me, yong soon, melissa and yi lin...

can anyone spot the difference? *laughs* basically, we change the photographer!! *laughs* kinda funny, forgotten to get someone to take picture for the 6 of us....think we were too happily laughing away at each other...we were chatting about movies, books...about ronald owing me a rolex...about yi lin giving us a treat because she's late...about me spreading the flu to everyone...mmm...we are all not young anymore, but it seemed that our conversation is kinda childish...*laughs*

after lunch, ronald went home as he's going to sentosa to moontan...and mr lee went off to his swimming session..dry swimming...*laughs* guys...they really do funny and interesting things right...then it's shopping time for us ladies....we proceeded to novean square....because yi lin wanted to buy shoes...and she did buy 2 pairs...and i bought 1 pair...*laughs* couldnt resist the temptation....and then we proceeded to the addidas shop...and my dear friends bought me this:



this is my VERY FIRST pair of sneakers...so pretty right...just like meee......*grins* this pair of sneakers came in at the right time....am going genting this weekend..would need this pair...and then my new job allows me to wear casual on fridays...and so now i can wear this pair!!! *yeah* need to get more white tops to go with my sneakers...*laughs* sighz..this is how i shop and buy more and more and more....tsk tsk...

and next on my list is a pair of levi's jeans...tried on 3 pairs...and one of them fitted me so snugly and beautifully...but i didnt buy it because i need to look around more...heh heh heh... then i tried this princess cut version of levi's jeans...before i tried, the salesgirl said that not everyone can wear this pair as there's some gathers at the knees area and if the legs are not long enough...the gathers will not be at the knees...and lo and behold!! my knees fall right into the gathers...which concluded..i have long legs and please call me PRINCESS HANNAH...*laughs*

small chicken

this little thing here seemed to be the most popular now... kids, parents, adults seem to be very very keen about this...especially after the cute trailer or rather advertisement on switching off all mobiles..where chicken little dance to the most irritating song of the season...*laughs*

anyway, got free tickets to catch the movie today...courtesy of the bank that never sleeps...*grins* and comes with free popcorn, drink and a lanyard...although i would prefer nacho with cheese...because am not really a big fan of popcorn...anyway, the theatre is at GV grand...and it's damn huge...amazing...

although this little thing seemed to be quite cute..but i didnt have a good impression of the movie because of channelnewsasia...their movie reviewers didnt not give very good reviews..so i wasnt expecting too much...frankly speaking, it's not fantastic..but it's not as bad as how the reviewrs had graded it...the graphics are really really really really good...as for the storyline...it's rather lame but entertaining...at least it got the the children laughing non-stop although there were times..when i laughed..NO ONE was laughing...but when eveyone was laughing..i kinda dont catch the joke...*laughs* for example, there was this scene when one of the duck shouted something like..." we are being invaded, just like war of the worlds"..this i found it rather hillarious..but NO ONE was laughing...and when chicken little did funny stunts like using soda bottles to help him to "fly"...all the kids laughed and clapped...*shrugs* guess the kid is in is a rather mature one...*laughs*

talking about chicken, why is it chicken little? this thing is supposed to be a male..shouldnt it be cock little? *laughs* but then again..cock little sounds a bit rude in some sense...and funnily, i didnt see any horses in the movie...maybe horses are too big...difficult to fit into the neighborhood...the songs of the shows are kinda nice...i likeee...and the pig loves to sing...so cuteeeeeee.....

however, my heart still belongs to harry...although am rather disappointed with the movie, but harry is still my favorite kid...*smilez*

what a flirt...

from the title...it seems like i'm going to bitch about another woman whom i hated and flirted with the guy whom i admired right? *laughs* WRONG ... this entry is dedicated to none other than ME, MYSELF and I... *laughs*

today is a happy day..my botak, who went back to australia a month ago, is in Singapore these few days...not because of me...if it's because of me...i would have married him and moved to sdyney....*laughs*anyway, here's our short but flirty conversation:

botak: hi hannah do u know the sg helpdesk number?
me: hi xxx...
me: yes...6418 9200...=)
botak: thanks mate
me:anytime..
me: you coming to changi?
botak: hope so still working out, will try for tomorrow
me: okay..hope to see you..
me: i shall dress to kill tomorrow for you...*laughs* joking...=)
botak: hehe can't wait::)

OH MY GOD...i cannot believe it....am actually *flirting* with my botak!!! but i likeeeeeee....*grins*

the season of giving...

inspired by another friend's blog about what she wants for christmas...gives me the desire to come up with a wish list as well...i have so many wishes..so many till i am not sure what i really want...

i think a digicam will be a good christmas present...i have always longed to have one..but i have never gotten down to getting one for myself...yeah..guess i'm cheapo...although digicam is sort of like "out of fashion" but am still hoping for someone to get me that as a present...but i think it's highly likely that i will get one this christmas from my uncle...*laughs*

then if possible, i wouldnt mind a diamond pendent as a gift...*laughs* am not asking for a one-carat one..but i think if someone's willing to give me that..i wouldnt really mind...actually i'm not really a jewellery person..but i thought it would be nice to have a diamond pendent...thought i would look good with it...*laughs* actually would prefer one from cartier or tiffany's...*grins*

well...if someone were to buy me a tag heur..that would be great...i always wanted an expensive watch...a branded and expensive watch...currently all my watches are from swatch..and the most expensive is a burberry's watch..last year's christmas present from my uncle..*smilez* i loooooove that watch but i wouldnt mind a tag heur, rolex, AP, etc...along that line ah...

ooh...perfume will make me happy...suddenly i loooooooove perfume...am not sure why..but i thought it's nice to smell nice...i think i like men with nice smell....especially the after-bath smell...makes me happy...i dotn like the flowery smell...too flowery for me..i prefer the citrus smell...nice and fresh...i think i like fresh perfume...not too strong....i hate this estee lauder perfume which my mum has...makes me puke...so i think it would be nice to recieve a perfume as a christmas present...

ooh...another item which i always wanted....i-desire...*laughs* the massage chair from OSIM...always asked princess mel to get one for me..but she simply refused..i think she hates me...*laughs* although i'm not really a massage person..but i thought it would be nice ot have a massage chair at home....to relax the muscles and to take away the fatigue...but i think it's not exactly cheap..but if someone were to buy for me..it will not only benefit me but my whole family..isnt that good...one item for everyone? *laughs*

looking back..i think i have just listed an impossible wish list...hahaha...as compared to my friend who only wanted a mirro, a portable radio and a partition...i think i am asking for the sky....*laughs* but then again....I DARE TO DREAM....who knows...some rich and handsome admirer or mine might just stumble onto my page and decided to fulfil my wishes during the season of giving....*laughs*

*pissed*

today's a rainy day...but i wasnt feeling gloomy...was not a bad day...everything seemed alright..not exactly good..but not exactly bad...i think it was a normal day...until a bitch spoilt it all...this is what happen:

bitch: eh..i need your help ah...
me: yes...what can i do for you?
bitch: i need to burn some documents into cds for the customers...
me: ooh...here's the cd-burner... (some of our machines do not have cd-writer..and so we bought a portable external cd-writer for people who needs to burn and doenst have a cd-writer)
bitch: eh..i dont want this..... (then she made a disgusted face)
me: (looking blur) huh? then what you want me to do?
bitch: eh..can you help me burn those documents?
me: of course cannot...you think i very free ah....

after the rejection, this bitch simply walked off...and went back to her seat....fucking hell sia...who does she think she is...puh-leese...she is just a financial analyst...and i am NOT her secretary.....so what if the portable cd-writer is with me? so what if i'm using the cd-writer to backup my data....who gives her the right to ask me to do such stuffs? so what if i'm in the backoffice team...does it mean that i have to help her to do ALL ADMIN stuffs? frankly speaking..i was EXTREMELY PISSED!!!

all along i never thought she was a nice lady..she always gave me this very arrogant look....as if she's damn bloody gorgeous..which in reality is not the case...she does have a s0-so figure and a nich height...but her complexion sucks and her face is not pleasant-looking....as for her working efficiency..i have no comment as i never worked with her...but all along i tried to be friendly and always crapped with her...but this is the FIRST AND LAST STRAW... piece of shit sia!!!

okay..maybe one might think i'm very petty..but the one thing that i hated most is being used by other people...i am willing to help but i hate it when one exploit my kindness for stupidity and take me for granted...this is something which i totally detest it....anyway, whatever! this is just me..either take it or leave...*smilez*

mmm...disappointing harry potter

this is the latest movie to catch recently...much hype has been built around this movie...and being an avid fan of harry..i was also extremely excited about this movie...and llike all the harry potter movies that i have caught...it's free plus free lunch @ marche and free arcade!! *laughs*

lunch at marche was really fufilling..because it's free...i tend to order the more expensive stuffs... if i were to go on my own, i would order a plate of plain rosti..but because it's free...i ordered rosti with sausages...*laughs* if i were to go on my own, i would have order a plate of banana crepe..but because it's free..i ordered banana crepe with ice-cream...if i were to go on my own, i might not have ordered any drinks..but because it's free..i ordered like 3 root beers and 2 barcadi breezers....*laughs* i'm such a cheapo..such a typical cheapo singaporean!!

anyway, after lunch, we proceeded to the theatre for the movie...and when we arrived..there were people sitting on our seats..and they claimed that others have claimed their seats and it's free seatings..and so we claimed other people's seats..and then when the movie has only started, another group of people approached us and said we claimed their seats..and so we went back to the group who claimed our seats..and while all these commotion was going on...the main culprits were asking us to quieten down because the show had started...WTF!!! by the way, the main culprits who first claimed other people's seats are a family of ang-mohs...fucking ang-mohs..they think they ang-mohs big fuck sia...they simply refused to move and even said that we were ridiculous...so the big group of us...8 of us simply sat at the steps and hence, given no choice, the fucking ang-mohs had to move back to their seats...and that was then we realized why they refused to take their original seats...they were given the 2nd row!!! *laughs* actually i wasnt really involved in this "arguement" as i was so damn engrossed in the movie...

but i must say...the movie is not as good as i thought it would be...not because everyone has grown up..but i thought the movie was not exactly correct...the main nitty-gritty was left out while some scenes were expanded unnecessary...like for example, i was hoping to see four duelling sessions with the dragons..but only harry's session was shown and it was totally way-off the book...and the dragons were supposed to be in four different colors...which was why i was excited to see them...but disappointed...and i dont know why...it seemed to me that hermione was in love with harry but in the book that's not the case....not sure why did the director protray it this way..kinda duhz....

as for the actors and characters..somehow, as the boys grow...all their hair grow..and they simply refused to cut...*yucks* all of them had messy and unkept hair...flap flap..very ah beng...and harry's hair was always messy in an ugly manner..but i must say...emma watson (herminone) has really blossomed into a pretty lass..reminds me of nicole kidman...*laughs* and harry's love interest cho chang was not bad..but i think i could do a better job....*laughs* and i hate the new dumbledore...he seemed smaller and not so dignified...unlike the the late richard harris ( hope i got the name right...*grins*) this dumbledore seemed like the grouchy old man from the cartoon "courage, the cowardly dog"...this dumbledore actually "screamed" at harry...so duhz...this dumbledore looked dumb and nitwitted...to me..dumbledore should be wise and kind...but anyhow, professor moody was not too bad...quite a good protrayal...

anyhow, am going to re-read the book again...*laughs* actually frankly speaking..i think the first movie was the best...not that the other 3 was lousy..but somehow, i guess the first movie satisfy my imagination the most...anyhow, i am still a big fan of harry potter and friends....daniel radcliffe was kinda cute...*winks*

my "first" accident

*grins* had my first accident on thursday night....motor accident..actually not exactly the first..and not exactly mine..i was in the car as a passenger not as a driver...so theoritcally it's not an accident caused by me but it's definitely the first accident i have been "involved"...

well, the accident happened at this filter lane...my brother was behind this honda...the car was slowing down but it didnt come to a stop...then my brother saw that there werent any cars, he simply let go of the brake and WHAM! my toyota kissed the backside of the honda....*sianz* in this kind of situation, the car behind is ALWAYS at fault...anyway, we stopped the car by the roadside and started to "negotiate"...actually frankly speaking..i was totally blurred..not shaken but blur..i didnt know what to do or what to say...it wasnt a big knock..just a slight bang..the honda's bumper was knocked slightly out of place..while our toyota only suffered a few scratches...think our toyota is damn bloody durable!! it shall be named as zhan(4) che(1)!! *laughs*

then the driver of the honda kept telling us to sign this accident form..which we had no bloody idea..and then i called my friend cum insurance advisor to ask him what to do....and he told me to try to get the man to repair the car at some workshop and we'll pay him back rather than to claim from the insurance companies....and so we tried but this unce simply refused..he kept saying he wanted to go back to the agent to get the job done...then simply at wits' end, i gave a call to my beloved uncle...*laughs* when i called him, he's in seng kang...and within 10 minutes, his BMW (wah..really performance motor sia) appeared...he got down from his car, talked to that uncle, wrote some things and then done..."problem" solved...*laughs* and the soluion is "make a report and claim from the insurance companies" *laughs* thinking back, i shouldnt have wasted my time and money on making calls to my friend cum insurance advisor and rather called my uncle..and i think this whole saga will be done in 5 minutes time...*laughs*

actually, this is a blessing in disguise...because cars are cheap now..and it's a good time to change cars..but my mum seemed hestitant...and now after this accident, the need to change the car has become much much higher...because it's really too expensive to support our old but steady toyota...the moment she told me she wanted to change the car....me and brother both had the same idea: SUBARU WRX! *laughs* but my mum's more interested in toyota altis ( this sucks...so ugly!) or the mitsubishi lancer ( this is better but mum said seemed small)... actually i would prefer the honda accord...the euro-r one...because it look like a bmw...*laughs*anyway, mum said to go test-drive the cars...YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

snail...

*laughs* frankly speaking...this is the first "snail" i have seen and encountered...unbelievable...this "snail" is so incredibily slow...i seriously wonder would he die if there's an emergency and everyone has to evacuated the building within 5 mins...

anyway, i know it's not a good idea to bitch about people at work or even about work..but seriously speaking...i CANNOT help it...*laughs* anyway, i didnt mention who this person is..i'm just doing some general bitching...hopefully i will not be sued for slandering...

basically, we have a new person joining...he's supposed to be a C&N manager...someone who will read through our contracts to ensure that all terms and conditions are okay..someone with a good command of english..someone who understands the contracts and the legal bindings behind each of them...blah blah...anyway, he's new to our project..he just came from india...previous C&N manager also an indian...anyway, that's besides the point...but i must say he's really a "unique" person...

well, if i didnt remember wrongly....he went on a 3 weeks leave after he came onboard this project..*laughs* i mean..if you asked me..it's kinda stupid and duhz....why would any manager let the staff go on leave right after he took on a new job? and for 3 weeks!!! it was so damn bloody long that even the customer started to ask....*laughs* anyhow..this is just the beginning...

then he was given this task of presenting some data at some forum....and he's supposed to have transition sessions with my botak...and because i was asked to do the collating of data...i was in most of the transition sessions...and i must say..it's such a CHORE to be in those sessions...basically, am not sure if he's deaf or he's plain stupid...he would ask the SAME question over and over and over and over again...and it's getting on my nerves because the questions he asked are very simple!! but he has to ask again and again and again and to make matters worse..he would ask DIFFERENT PEOPLE the SAME QUESTIONS again and again and again...and he would ask the SAME PERSON the SAME QUESTIONS again and again and again...frankly speaking....everyone's irritated with his endless and senseless questioning...

another common feedback from people is that he's damn bloody slow...so damn bloody slow that people are not getting fed-up....he walks slowly, talks slowly and i think he's basically s-l-o-w...without a doubt...one colleague even commented..." i've found a snail who's slower than me "...*laughs* am not sure if he's just being careful or he's simply slow...he's so slow that i started to wonder...is he senile? boy...i'm such a meanie!!! maybe he's old...maybe he's just being extra careful and so certain things will take longer to complete..maybe he's just acting slow so that he could show his boss that he couldnt handle and thus some tasks would be taken off him....*laughs*

everytime i talked to him...i would feel very very very very very fed-up...the more i talk to him..the louder my voice will get...and at times..i thought i sounded rude...but i dont care..he's really getting on my nerves...come to think of it..he's like one of the auntie in my office...i think both of them should talk to each other more..so that they can understand how we feel...*laughs* but then again..i reckon they would realize it...and also...DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE? *laughs*

*BIG GRINS*

*laughs* i'm in a very very very very very very very very very very very very good mood now...no one can spoil my mood...*laughs*

yes, i may have failed my diploma terribly...i may have failed to go on a diet...i may have failed to get a rich and handsome boyfriend....i may have failed to get a first-class honors...i may have failed in different areas...but currently, i've succeeded!! *yeah*

finally...yes finally..I'VE FOUND A NEW JOB!!! *laughs* it's a good company...good prospects...good pay...and i think good people are in that company...am so excited...no more mood to work in my current job...but i am a responsible person...actually come to think of it...even before i secured a new job...i am already feeling restless and demotivated to work...so i reckoned...not much difference...*laughs*

la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la....

i failed...

am such a BIG failure!!! went to collect my diploma results today from the ABRSM main office...was hoping that i can pass the exams...thought i did okay....but when i opened up the envelope...i saw the word..."UNSUCCESSFUL"....so depressing...as i walked along the singapore river..was wondering if i should just jump in and end my life...*sob sob sob*

frankly speaking..when i read the comments by the examiners...i didnt think i did that badly...they said in overall there was some musical insight but not enough...there was struggle...overpedalling...erratic rhythm..mmm...seriously speaking..i dont remembered all these...*laughs* anyhow, it wasnt a good failure..i really fail fail fail...*sighz* i only got 29% out of 100%...horrible right...and the passing mark is only 40%...there are 3 sections to pass and i barely passed 1 of them...

now am not sure if i should retake the exams..if i were to retake...i have to pay a hefty sum of $600!! goodness gracious me....i think they increase the price again....why do i feel like i'm buying a car? the COE is a piece of paper which i have to pay a hefty sum just to get the car...and now i've to pay a hefty sum just to get my certificate...*sighz* i really dont know what to do....shall consult my piano teacher...

it seemed rather meaningless for me to take teaching diploma if i cannot even pass the performing diploma...but then again..i'm not a born performer...*laughs* actually quite paiseh...imagine..my student ask about my results and i told them this: ooh, teacher hannah fail her exams...HOW HOW HOW? *sighz*

many friends are concerned about my results...and many friends have prayed hard for me...but somehow..i've failed and i'm sorry sia.... but it's really nice to know so many people care about me...*smilez*

another fun day

after the fun day with the old friend...we had another fun day on tuesday...wish everyday is just as fun...no need to work..just go out and have fun...*laughs*

anyway, the day start with serious matters...actually not exactly serious...but we both went for an interview for the same job at the same company...*smilez* although mine was 1 hour later..which is good as this means i can sleep longer and i wont be late...but anyhow, the interview went quite alright...but the lady was kinda fierce..she looked fierce and all...but anyhow, i thought everything went just a-okay...*smilez*

after the interview, it's time for fun under the sun....we went wakeboarding!! yeah!!! it's really life sia...went with an entrepreneur...a very nice guy...rich and nice...who owns a company and 2 of my favorite cars - nissan fairlady and bmw 5 series...*grins* seriously speaking...he's really a nice guy..although he seemed to be nice to EVERY girl..but then he's really nice...although he's fucking rich..but no airs...and he's crappy at times...when he ride, he's so damn bloody suave...*sighz* but i reckon God is kinda fair..as he's not very tall...*laughs*

this is the entrepreneur's fairlady...nice right??? how can i not fall in love with him....*laughs*

anyway...my friend's very very talented..this is her first time doing it and she could actually stand and ride and move left and move right...*claps claps* while the stupid me..still trying to use my hip to point to the direction i want to go...somehow, i just cannot do it...mmm...i think i cannot find my hip and i dont know where i want to go...and it's damn bloody tiring....the next day, i woke up feeling like all my bones were going to break anytime...anyway, i think i've improved since last time as i could stand without difficulty..and so now my next task is to find the direction!!! anyway, there was another guy...equally rich and all...and he's a good rider as well...and the driver of the boat is an ah beng with many tattoos but he seemed to be an expert in wakeboarding....mmm....but it's definitely an expensive sport...and these people are so damn fucking rich that they can spend 50% of them time wakeboarding....this is definitely the place for me to fish my rich turtle...*laughs*

after a tiring day, we went to meet up a senior for dinner at bugis...mm..this senior...really really very decent...so damn decent that i really wonder why did i thought that he was suave during jc times...*laughs* but he's a nice guy..we teased him, disturbed him, irritated him...because he's also a senior of cellulite...we were very naughty to keep asking him to date her...*laughs* although it's just a short dinner..but it's kinda fun...and my senior was gentleman enough to treat us...*laughs* mmmm....i'm kinda cheapskate sia...reminds me of cellulite!! *gasps*

seriously wished that everyday can be like that...spending my day having fun and not worrying about work at all...mmm..guess i have 2 choices - (1) to marry a really rich man who is willing to give me all his $$$ and (2) be an entrepreneur...*laughs* think i shall fulfil 2 of them...which is... MARRY THE ENTREPRENEUR!! *laughs*

monday blues

sighz...it's really blue today...very very blue...because it's a monday..and i just had a looooooooong break...*grins* and am going on leave again tomorrow....am going wakeboarding!! *laughs* talking about blue...was saying...monday will be dark blue...tuesday will be navy blue....wednesday will be blue...thursday will be light blue...friday will be pastel blue...saturday will be colorful and sunday will be purple as got to turn dark blue soon...*laughs*

went back to work today....and my inbox was flooded with mails...mails from boss...mails from customers..mails from team mates...123 mails in all..but of course..not all requires action from me...if all requires action from me...i can jolly well drown...*laughs* actually some of the mails are rather redundant...they simply copied me for the sake of copying me...some are very long and complicated..need some time to digest and action on...so many things to do...so little time and motivation...actually frankly spekaing..it's been a looooooooong time since i last recieved so many mails...*smilez*

ooh...the lady from ABRSM called to inform me that my diploma piano results are ready for collection...am supposed to go to the head office to collect...at victoria concert hall...damn scared sia...WHAT IF I FAIL? if i fail...i'm going into depression...shall not worry so much now...actually am having butterflies in my stomach...*grins*

actually this monday is not that blue....going to be on leave again the next day....*laughs*

a fun day!

spent a great day with my friend...a very old friend..not that she's old...but just that i think we've been friends 7 years... although we didnt spend all 7 years together...but we have been out and in contact during these 7 years...but somehow, everytime we meet up and all....the frequency is still there... we are still able to entertain each other...*laughs*

anyway....was supposed to go batam with her...but our plans got foiled up...and then was supposed to go sentosa but it was a rainy and cloudy day...and so we ended up shopping in town... in our beach wear...actually i wasnt not much of a beach wear*laughs* but she was as she's wearing this halter top with shorts and slippers...*laughs* but i thought she looked good because she's tall and lanky..i likeeeee....anyway, one of my aim is to buy a pair of board shorts to match my bikinis....*laughs* as we are going wakeboarding on tuesday!! *yeah*

so we went around town..looking for nice but affordable board shorts..my budget was only 20 bucks...*laughs* but seemed impossible and thus i raised to 30 bucks but still it seemed impossible...tried a few here and there...but was not willing to pay that price for a pair of board shorts..and so mission failed..i didnt manage to get any board shorts....*laughs* but it's alright..actually i do have existing board shorts..just that i thought i wanted to get one more to match my bikinis...*laughs* so damn bloody vain sia...

we went to several shops today...different ranges as well...we went from the high-class boutiques (LV & Gucci) to the normal boutiques found in Far East...it was fun...looking around..trying out different clothes for the sake of trying...we even took pictures in Zara's changing room because we both tried on the same skirts...*laughs*

the picture's very blur because we were giggling...*laughs*

and funnily, i think we have the same digestive system...after our dinner at NYDC at heeren...we both had to do big business in the toilet...*laughs* although the toilets were exactly clean..but we had no choice i guess...when the shit's knocking at the anus' door, the only way is to open it and let it flow...and hence, we have to go with the flow....*laughs*

and for the first time in dont know how many years...we proceeded to the "neoprint" machines session of Heeren...not sure if it's called "neoprint" but anyhow, we decided to take some snapshots from the machines...and i dare said...we were the OLDEST girls there...everyone seemed to be in their teens and we had already passsed that age...*sighz* and in the end, we decided on this machine because there's a poster that demonstrated the different poses one can do in front of the camera...lo and behold..after inserting 9 coins inside the machines...we had to figure our way through the japanese instructions...lo and behold...after figuring out the stupid instructions...we had to pose 21 times for the camera....no wonder there's a poster inside the machines to teach about different poses...*laughs*

very blur picture but i thought we looked cute! *laughs*

another very blur picture but i seriously thought we looked damn cute! =P

it was indeed a very very fun day....we were practically laughing all the way from the time we met till the time we part...talking about everything under the sun and the moon...looking at different things we we have really different tastes...enjoying our food...and we saw a few cute hunks too....*grins*

on a separate note....Kel, were you at Far East today? i thought i saw someone who looked like you....=)

it's not the club but it's the clubbers that matter

this was my first thought after partying on halloween night....as it was halloween...me and a group of secondary school friends decided to party together...this would be our very first time...despite the fact that we have been friends for 11 years...so damn bloody long...

anyway, our choice of destination - CLUB MOMO...*grins* been there several times... not a lot...but each time i went..it's with different people....

the very first time...it was with princess mel and gang...although we didnt have much drinks..but it was rather fun..the music was nice and we really did dance and enjoy ourselves till like 330am..before we managed to get out of the club...*smilez*

the second time... it was with cellulite and merlion...that was my worst momo experience... cellulite is so ah lian and she hates hip hop...merlion was only interested when the house music was playing...they simply hates hip hop...and they were not interested to get any drinks at all....in conclusion, cellulite looked bored..i guess she felt intimidated by the pretty and young lassess...*laughs* but then again...she was never popular...

the third time... i went with the clubbing virgins...it was not a bad experience..but i thought we went home a little wee bit early...but still quite enjoyable..maybe because i was late...and so i thought it was early for me...*laughs*

the fourth time... it was with some colleagues...it was a ladies' night...so it's free drinks and free entry and so we had a 2 or 3 glasses...danced a little..and one of my colleauge got tired..and the rest simply didnt seem to be enjoying themselves...and when such things happened...i would also become bored and all...*sighz*

the fifth time...which is also the latest...was my most enjoyable trip to this club....we were all out to party and have fun..we orderd jugs after jugs...playing finger games in the noisy environment...dancing with each other to burn off fats...screaming and shouting like insane ladies...totally enjoying ourselves to the max...and my friends even managed to attract guys to buy us drinks...and also handsome germans to flirt with us...*laughs*

mmm...same club...different people..different experiences....so it's the clubbers that matters not the club!!!

on a separate note...that cellulite is insane and out of her puny mind...i asked her if she wanted to join my happening and pretty friends at momo..she declined...which was not a surprised to me as mentioned, she simply hates momo...and so off she went with her colleagues to some other clubs...and then at 2 plus...she actually texted me and said..." can you come and pick me up...i cannot make it already "...WHAT THE FUCK? what's the meaning? do i look like her personal chauffeur? did i say i am anywhere near her? what makes her think that i will actually take a cab down to fetch her? simply because she lives very near me? but it doensnt work that way..she's with her colleagues/friends..if she cannot make it..cant her companions take care of her? what's her fucking problem? who does she think she is? and because i didnt reply her..she texted another friend who was with me...and he showed me the message..and i told him..." i'm not going to fetch her...if you want you can go ahead and do it...if not you can jolly well return to your hostel and let me handle her... " *laughs* and so i texted her back..." i cannot fetch you..i also cannot make it already... " and after which i simply ignored her messages...*pissed* but i was a hypocritical but nice gal...when i reached home..i gave her a short message asking her if she's home..she simply ignore me...what a bitch!

an angry friend...

a friend got angry with me...really angry..so angry that he just said whatever he want and then he logged off from MSN..or maybe he just block me...that i'm not sure... too lazy to think about this...

the reason why this friend is angry with me...very simple..i said things which are horrible in his opinion...i said things which maybe i should have just complained to another friend and keep my mouth shut..but somehow...i didnt want to do that and i just typed whatever i feel at that moment and hit the "enter" button and got my friend angry....tsk tsk tsk...

what exactly did i say? haha! all i said was that i have the right to watch tv...and i dont want to go to this webiste that webiste to see whatever he asked me to see as i'm not interested...and because he made me go here go there and keep pestering me to see this see that... and keep "scolding" me for not being able to multi-task and not concentrating on what he's telling me...i missed the most romantic part of the love declaration the main lead actor is saying to the female actor...and i blamed him for that...and for all these things that i have said..i earned myself a "whatever" from him...he said that he's only asking me to do something very simple and not even a favor and i complained but when cellulite asked me to do some rubbish and i most willingly gave in...tsk tsk tsk...

frankly speaking...i dont see anything wrong with me wanting to watch tv..i have already told him i'm watching tv..and i am not interested to go his friend's friendster's profile to listen to this music which he had no idea...and i have also no idea...so what if cable repeats the episodes? dont i have the right to watch tv as and when i want? is that my problem or even my fault? i seriously dont think so...why must i dropped whatever i'm doing and listen to his silly and nonsensical instructions? and also, what is it that cellulite asked me to do and i most willingly do it? i seriously wonder..it's not as if under the same circumstances and i chose to ignore and blame him but perform the same senseless tasks for her.... seriously am not sure what was he trying to get at and before i can ask him...he already logged off or just simply blocked me...*shrugs*

well..what can i say...NOTHING...apologize? nope..am not doing that....am i wrong? did i do anything wrong? not really....if he read this entry..think he's going to send me a hate mail...or even worse..he might just end our friendship....tsk tsk tsk...friendships are really vulnerable sia....

japanese name generator

got this website from a friend.. a japanese name generator...and i went to try it....and my japanese name is so damn funny...with each different tries..i have different names....

(1) Wang, Hannah Xinyi = Hasegawa Kazuko which means long valley river friendly child...

(2) Wang Xinyi Hannah = Saruwatari Kazuko which means monkey on a crossing bridge friendly child...

(3) Xinyi Hannah Wang = Lino Chiaki which means rice field very fine in autumn...

(4) Hannah = Yamashita Chiaki which means under the mountain very fine in autumn...

(5) Xinyi = Lino Kazuko which means rice field friendly child...

(6) Wang = Saruwatari Ayumi which means monkey on a crossing bridge walk your own way...

(7) Hannah Wang Xinyi = Yamashita Ayumi which means under the mountain walk your own way...

this is damn bloody hillarious!! didnt know my name has the essence of monkey, mountain, rice fields and long valleys...*laughs* anyway...i think my favorite would be Hasegawa Kazuko...