princess mel

realized most of my entries have the F word...*laughs* i am not a bad girl..i am a good girl..i dont kill, i dont smoke, i drink occassionally, i swear occasionally, i dont steal, i dont do drugs, i love God, i love my family, i love my friends...anyway...i have decided to talk about Princess Mel...she's like my siamese twin at heart...we almost have the same thinkings, same tastes in certain areas, and we even developed telepathy at times...*laughs*

Princess Mel...no no..she's not someone whom i am going to bitch about..she's a VERY VERY nice girl....so nice till...sometimes..i think she's too nice to be true...anyway..let's see..i have know her for like..almost 10 years..actually this is our 9th year....yeah...next year, we are going to celebrate our 10th anniversary!!! i got to know her in secondary 3...when i was sitting in front of her and beside a gay....*yucks* well....i am not against homosexuality but somehow, the gay beside me was ugly and yucky..unlike those hunky and well-groomed gays...sighz...anyway...have side-tracked too much...as i was saying...i knew Princess Mel and somehow we hit it off...which is very unlikely as she's so demure and soft while i am big and loud....*laughs* anyway....we started to hang out a lot...and would always turn to talk to her..because i'm sitting beside an ugly gay...*laughs* actually Princess Mel prefers to believe that i turned to talk to her because i wanted to look at one of the most handsome guys of our school who was sitting one level higher...but that's not true..i seriously and truely wanted to talk to her....we even had the same bag..just that hers was blue and mine was red....

anyway...we managed to sit beside each other in secondary 4...and in front of a cupboard..we ended up there because i was late for school on the first day and by the time we got into class..those were the only 2 seats left...in front of the class cupboard...anyway...i think secondary 4 was quite an eventful year for us...i could remember...we would always exchanged notes during boring classes..and we would try to write to each other in song lyrics...like..i would always start with " i'm sitting here in a boring room..." and she would reply with some other songs...*laughs* that was really fun...and this was also the year we had our cold war....and i was the initiator...cannot remember how it started..but i was the one who sort of got pissed off with her..nope..she didnt do anything to piss me off...it's just ME ....somehow i felt that..we were hanging out too often...so often that it pissed me off....this is ME...every good friend that i have now..have gone through this cold war with me and i am always the initiator..i will always detach myself from them for a while..and then if we still manage to be friends...the friendship is forever...i'm weird ah...anyway... i hate it when people sees me and ask... "hey, where's princess mel??" and my reply would be..." i dont know..." i mean do i have to be with her every second of my life? no doubt we were good friends..or rather we are still good friends..we dont have to be together forever right? anyway..funnily, the whole class realized that and they got really concerned about us not talking to each other...and if we were to flip back out autograph books...we would see statements like this..." why you 2 not talking ah? " *laughs* guess everyone is concerned about our relationship...*laughs* anyhow, i think the cold war stopped because we started to write letters to each other...not sure who started it...*laughs*

then it was the JC times...we were in the same JC for like the first 3 months..AJC...and we were not in the same class..but still it was alright...and when our O levels results were out...i was able to stay on but dear Princess Mel has to go to NYJC...mmm...was sad that we could not be in the same school..but i was not willing to go NYJC with her..she did try appealing...if i didnt remember wrongly...but it failed or she didnt try at all? mmm....memory failing..but anyhow, i was in AJC and she's in NYJC....so for 2 years..we didnt really contact each other at all...or rather..we only contact each other like once a year? pathetic right? but somehow, during that 2 years...although she's not with me physically, i still remember her and she's always in my heart...*grins*

then somehow, we started talking again..when we were in college...we were not in the same faculty..but somehow, we managed to talk more and update each other more...which is good....and then somehow, the 3 years of college years passed without much events...mmm..cant recall much from here...but we were in constant contact...anyway...after college...she went on a 4 months trip to the states..and i was damn bloody jealous..but i was not allowed to go because of my "scarry-cat" mum..she said...911 just happend and all the bullshit..and anyway..i was too lazy to argue with her...miraculously, now we are working in the same company, same department and even sitting next to each other...*laughs* it's pretty amazing...so now we are like back to our secondary school times..but of course we are much more matured, prettier, and we have both changed...for the better... *laughs*

actually, Princess Mel is a very very nice person..but at times..i thought she was too nice...and also at times..i felt that she's very troublesome...very picky....like the food she eats, the things she buys, the whatever shit she hates...and then at times..she's like so damn slow...always got to wait for her to finish her food, wait for her to pack up, wait for her to go to office...and at times..she would give me the "damn sianz" look which really piss me off...and now and then i would still detach myself from her..as i think we are getting too close..*laughs* a classic example: one morning...i woke up feeling pissed with her...for no reason... (yeah..that's me...i'am always like that...dont ask me why..) and when i met up with her to go to office together..i refused to talk to her or even walked near her or looked at her...just dont feel like it...and then i think she got pissed ..and suddenly she asked me..." eh..you angry with me ah" and i replied hostilely.."no lah..for what?" and the conversation stopped just there....mmm..and then i couldnt remember what make us talked again..but we need not resort to letter writing and this was resolved on the same day...*laughs* i think i am one tough friend to satisfy....*laughs* anyway, we have differing opinions now and then but i guess we have learnt to accept each other faults and all...

over the years, Princess Mel has evolved...i cannot pinpoint how she had changed..but she definitely has changed...not for the better..not for the worse..just changed...somehow, i think she's more open, outgoing, less shy, not so demure nowadays...she's going into the dark side...*laughs* maybe i have influenced her with my evil thinkings...*laughs*

anyway, i really love her lots lots and i believe she loves me lots lots too..although at times..i felt that she doesnt love me anymore....*sob sob*