why?

why am i a woman?? why must a woman have menses every month? why?? why?? why?? although i have mentioned before that it's amazing that we women bleed every month but we never die...*laughs* but why must we bleed??a colleague replied :" because we have to give birth"...then why must we give birth? because eve has sinned...it all started with ADAM & EVE... okay what to do....

actually i took leave this Friday to attend a wakeboarding course...was so so so so so so so excited about this whole course thingy...when my stupid menses suddenly occurred... (oops..now everyone knows i am having my menses...but then again...it's alright....*laughs*) so i have to cancel the class..am so so so so so so so so pissed!! why?? why?? why?? it wasnt meant to be this way..last month...it started on the 24th, which is 1 week late, and this month..it started on the 19th, which is 1 week early...what the hell is wrong with my body and brain? why are they doing this to me??

mmm...is it a sign to tell me that wakeboarding is not my cup of tea? or it's dangerous to go out into sea? or it will rain tomorrow since it has been raining for the past few days? sighz...seriously...i dont know as my body doesnt talk to me at all....just imagine...one day your hand says.."do you mind using the left hand more often as i need to rest?" *laughs*

was praying hard that it would be a bright and sunny day so that i could get a good tan...given this situation..am praying hard that it would be a gloomy and rainy day and my friends would reschedule the lesson and i could join them again!! yeah!! *evil grin*