my future...

had a review or rather discussion with my boss today...it's a routine in my company...i guess it's a routine in almost every company..with the new HR theories now, i guess every company is trying to retain talent, motivate employees, getting feedback from employees and all that jest...but seriously, i really wonder...does it really help? *shrugs* i mean...seriously, to me...theoreotically a lot of things can happen..but realistically is it feasible? but then again..i guess it should be if not...why would all the smart people spend time researching, gathering people and publishing all those theories...but i guess it's not working in my office...must be the HR person not doing her job...*laughs* mmm...better not talk so much about my office..in case i got sued...but then again..given the amount of bitching i do everyday...getting sue for slandering is not a surprise...*grins*

anyway, as i was saying..had a discussion with my boss to talk about my business and personal goals for the year...actually it's all crap because i just cut and paste her business goals and modify a bit to make it suitable for me...*laughs* but apparently, she's quite happy with it..and didnt make much comments...but she asked me something : What do you want to do in future? What are your plans? very difficult to answer..at that point of time..i was like.. "Shit! what am i going to say? tai tai?" *giggles* anyway....she then starting introducing the different areas that i can go into in our company... Is she trying to get me out of her team? Does she think i am useless? haha...dont think so right? she still praise me leh...*beaming proudly* she said i have POTENTIAL!! *laughs*

anyway, her questions suddenly set me thinking...what do i want to do in the future...i know i cannot do what i'm doing forever..but then seriously speaking..i dont know what i want to do...my uncle has been nagging me and "scolding" me that i am too lazy....and spending too much time sleeping... this colleague of mine offered me some sound advice...asking me to get some professional certificates and to change my life since i am not a typical singaporean girl...*smilez* i think it's about time i think about my future... seriously thinking about what i want to do in my life...what i want to achieve and where i want to be in 5 years time...

anyway, was sitting in front of the tv when the news was broadcasting about the death of our ex-president Dr Wee..wah a lot of people really like him ah..to me..he's my favorite president although i had no contact with him..not very sure of his background and all but just find that he's very fatherly....like Uncle Goh..*laughs* anyway...his funeral very grand...and everyone was crying...makes me think about my funeral..i also want it to be grand ... *grins* but i dont think i can be the president or anyone that great to Singapore...*laughs* but i'm happy enough to have a glass coffin...and eminem's music and all....oh by the way, i actually almost cried when i saw the funeral...

actually if you ask me about my future...all i can say now is I WANT TO BE A FLOWER GIRL FOR ALL MY FRIENDS' WEDDING!! *laughs* and of course... I WANT A BMW!!