there are many things to learn in life....life is like a learning process...in every phase of our life, we are learning something about the things around us, about the people around us, about who we really are...24 years of learning...i think i have learnt several important and useful lessons....but there are also many things in life i've yet to learnt...
i think i have to learn to accept changes more quickly...not that i am not flexible...but i think i have to learn to accept changes in a shorter span of time...the transition period has to be shorter...think am taking too long to get over certain changes...some changes i can accept and adapt myself rather easily and quickly, some will take a longer time...but i HAVE to learn to accept and adapt to ALL changes in the shortest time possible....yes, very important thing to learn at this moment...
after learning how to accept changes, i think the next step i have to learn is to let go...letting go is never easy..especially if it's something you have been holding on dearly for ages...however, am not sure what i have to let go...*laughs* but i guess i have to learn to do that....maybe it's not required at this moment..but in times to come..i think this should be useful...*laughs* maybe it's time to let go of some issues that have always been hidden deep within me...i think i am someone who can forgive and cannot forget...*sighz* as in..if someone actually has offend me or has hurt me...although i may have seemed alright..but deep deep down inside..i will ALWAYS REMEMBER what wrong that person has done to me...this is bad...must learn to let go...life's too short to harp on such things....
mmm....i must learn to curb my spending...every month i seemed to be in deficit...if this continues, my economy will sink into depression which is very bad....although i keep track of what i spend every month..but i realize i am still spending a lot....*laughs* every month, i will buy tons and tons of things...clothes, shoes, bags, whatever whatever.....this is bad...very very bad...seriously speaking..i dont know why my money is always not enough....how i wish i have unlimited funds...*sighz* anyone kind enough to donate $$$ to me? for $5 dollars donation, please call9739 3XXX... for $10 dollars donation, please call 97593XXX...for $50 donation, please call 9759 3XXX...*laughs* please drop me a comment if you are REALLY donating and i will give you the full number....no worries, i have no golden tap and i do not travel on 1st class...
i must also learn to impress people....i think i always give people the "crazy" impression...seriously speaking..i can be rather sensible and all..but i dont know why...EVERYONE just deemed me as crazy...but anyhow, i must NOT give my future employers this kind of impression..i have to tell my future employers that i am the 3 "D"s - driven, dynamic and dedicated!! *laughs* in order to climb up the corporate ladder, i have to do what a woman's got to do....mmmm..maybe i should slim down, doll myself up and flirt / sleep my way up??!!! NO WAY!!! joking joking..i am not a whore okay....but anyhow, i think it's time for me to be more aggressive...to really carve my career path...yesh yesh yesh...
i think i have to learn to accept changes more quickly...not that i am not flexible...but i think i have to learn to accept changes in a shorter span of time...the transition period has to be shorter...think am taking too long to get over certain changes...some changes i can accept and adapt myself rather easily and quickly, some will take a longer time...but i HAVE to learn to accept and adapt to ALL changes in the shortest time possible....yes, very important thing to learn at this moment...
after learning how to accept changes, i think the next step i have to learn is to let go...letting go is never easy..especially if it's something you have been holding on dearly for ages...however, am not sure what i have to let go...*laughs* but i guess i have to learn to do that....maybe it's not required at this moment..but in times to come..i think this should be useful...*laughs* maybe it's time to let go of some issues that have always been hidden deep within me...i think i am someone who can forgive and cannot forget...*sighz* as in..if someone actually has offend me or has hurt me...although i may have seemed alright..but deep deep down inside..i will ALWAYS REMEMBER what wrong that person has done to me...this is bad...must learn to let go...life's too short to harp on such things....
mmm....i must learn to curb my spending...every month i seemed to be in deficit...if this continues, my economy will sink into depression which is very bad....although i keep track of what i spend every month..but i realize i am still spending a lot....*laughs* every month, i will buy tons and tons of things...clothes, shoes, bags, whatever whatever.....this is bad...very very bad...seriously speaking..i dont know why my money is always not enough....how i wish i have unlimited funds...*sighz* anyone kind enough to donate $$$ to me? for $5 dollars donation, please call9739 3XXX... for $10 dollars donation, please call 97593XXX...for $50 donation, please call 9759 3XXX...*laughs* please drop me a comment if you are REALLY donating and i will give you the full number....no worries, i have no golden tap and i do not travel on 1st class...
i must also learn to impress people....i think i always give people the "crazy" impression...seriously speaking..i can be rather sensible and all..but i dont know why...EVERYONE just deemed me as crazy...but anyhow, i must NOT give my future employers this kind of impression..i have to tell my future employers that i am the 3 "D"s - driven, dynamic and dedicated!! *laughs* in order to climb up the corporate ladder, i have to do what a woman's got to do....mmmm..maybe i should slim down, doll myself up and flirt / sleep my way up??!!! NO WAY!!! joking joking..i am not a whore okay....but anyhow, i think it's time for me to be more aggressive...to really carve my career path...yesh yesh yesh...
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