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Friday, October 19, 2007

bored, restless, help!

okay...im officially bored...so bored...nothing to look forward to..nothing to do...basically NOTHING IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE...why??!!! i am soooo bored..bored..bored...*YAWN* can someone save me please? please? pretty please? i think i can die of boredom...

although i have "HOUSE" to watch...and i'm only at season 2..tons to catch up..but i dont want to become a couch potato...i have been watching PB3..but again, i dont want to be a couch potato..movies nowadays are boring...i cant keep watching HSM2..everyone's laughing at me..nothing to do...see i have NOTHING to do...

oh well, a dear friend is getting married..but i dont have to do anything..just attend the wedding..haha! another one is getting married in Dec..and she asked me to be her "sister gang" and till then, i have nothing to do..i dont feel like partying..i dont feel like doing anything..but yet i want to do something....RESTLESS...yes..this is the word that describes me best now...sighz..this is bad..i think im pms-ing now!!!

anyway, this sunday, im representing my company in a recruitment fair..which i thought was pretty ironic as i dont feel that much for this company anymore and there i am trying to tell people how great this company is..haha! i mean seriously, i dont see any prospectus for me...no career advancements...pay is normal, not great..nothing excites me at work anymore...i NEED a new job...and hopefully i can get a new one by Jan 07...am praying VERY hard for it...seriously! cannot understand why some of my colleagues can love this company soo much when it's just a piece of crap...my kudos to them anyhow...anyway only certain people can succeed in my company...the WAYANG type! ie be VERY VERY enthu about everything about this company, embrace everything the company implement and kiss the correct arses...in my opinion that is...maybe i should sleep my way up...but oh well, my managers arent exactly good-looking or even sexy or attractive..so i think it' s not a good idea at all....hahaha!

and i dont think getting a boyfriend will help as i dont think men are a good medicine to boredom or restlessness unless you are very good-looking and rich enough to pamper me like nobody's business..haha okay i think i am crapping...see how bored and restless i am...
anyway, i'm hoping for the start of something new... :D

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Really ah babe? absolutely zero zero joy?

insanityiscreativity said...

Wah lau so fast thinking about changing job?

Career addvancement is almost negliable unless you have a network of strings to pull.

People like me have no strings to begin with how to advance?? I guess I'll be a factory worker forever.

Do something exciting lah like setting up your own business, find a few gay friends to bitch around and go overseas for a shopping trip.

HANNAH said...

icedy: hee hee..actually after i know got M day..not so bad already..but anyhow, i guess it's just part and parcel of my life..i just get bored at times..abut after a while i'll get over it..but if there's better jobs..im definitely open! haha

kel: where got fast..almost 2 years leh...ya loh..i got strings but my string dont want to pull me..how sad is that? then i think i'll be toilet cleaner forever..

set up own business..not really my cup of tea...go overseas for shopping trip is something i would love to do but i have limited resources..haha! maybe we should go shopping together!

Merely A Messenger said...

"bored, restless, help!"... seems applicable to me too! stuck in school, doing modules which are crappy, but at least better than working i suppose.

Well, you can always drop me a sms and i'll try my best to make you less bored. haa.

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