thou shalt not be unglam at all times!

i'm soooo pisssed with myself....

on sunday, i met the love of my lifetime..actually..not really..hahaha! basically i bump into this guy whom i had a crush on for the longest time...he's the ONLY guy i had a crush on for almost 2 years and still think that he's so damn hot and juicy that i still yearn to see him now and then...when i found that one of my ex-coworker is his girlfriend..i was soooo excited to see him at our summer party in 2006 and when i saw him...i couldnt believe it but my heart palpitations really got faster...* sighz*

anyway, i was at my granny's house and my cousins were pestering me to bring them to macdonald's..and so i agreed...basically, i was in a pair of shorts and t-shirts, flip-flops, hair pinned up, face all burnt as i just spent 2 hours under the sun swimming...and with 2 screaming kids, i walked to the fast-food restaurant...the moment i stepped in..i caught sight of him...alas, still looking all hot and tasty...but here i was, dressed like an auntie with a kid on either side screaming.." i want apple juice and french fries! "

intially i was hoping that i saw wrongly and that cute guy over there was not who i thought he would be as there were many occasions that i thought i saw him but it wasnt him...and so i stole a few more glances and alas, it was really him...and i was in such an unglam status...at that very moment, i was hoping for my fairy godmother to appear and dressed me up in the latest fashion and all but all i got was more rantings of " i want french fries and apple juice! " from the 2 little rascals sitting close by...and all i could do was to say yes to the rascal and buy whatever they want...

seriously, why must i be soooo unlucky??!!! of all times, why must i only bump into when i'm at my most unglam moment?? what if he thought i was kinda cute and wanted to approach me but then realized that i was married with 2 kids? what if he was laughing at me for getting married and becoming an old hag at such a young age? what if ..... he doesnt even recognize me???!!! * sob sob * although im quite sure he doesnt even know who i am.. whyyyyyyyyyy?????????? so unfair...

so THOU SHALT NOT BE UNGLAM AT ALL TIMES!!!!