Pages

Monday, January 15, 2007

i am really getting older...

2007 has been a very very busy year for me sooo far...am so busy with work that i am unable to clear my backlog for the longest time...it's like..for every task that i've completed..i will be hit by 2 more tasks...*sighz* but i am still going home around the same time...maybe that's why unable to clear my backlog as i didnt work OT to clear it...haha! but come to think of it..when is work ever finished? if it can be finished within 1 OT...why would my company employ me on a monthly basis?

anyway... i seriously think i'm not that young anymore...i cannot believe it..in 4 years' time..i would have joined the 30 clan...*gasps* can still remember when i was 12 years old..i wish i was 16..and then when i was 16..i wish i was 18..and finally i'm 18..i wish i 'm 21..now that i'm no longer a teenager..i wish i was 16...hahahaha...human beings are such contradictory animals..actually some times, i wonder...would it be better to be a dog than a human? i mean look at all the dogs...they are pretty cool...they have owners, food, house, etc without even working..hahaha..but of cousre...there are those tortured dogs who suffered hell when on earth..

actually i think i can identify a few tell-tale signs that my biological clock is ticking really fast....

(1) most of my friends of the same era are either steadily attached or getting married - this is soooo scarry...one of my friends is even getting married at the end of the year....even if they are not getting married this year, i can see them getting married next year or the year after...and we are all of the SAME age...cannot imagine if one of them told me they are or their wives are pregnant...

(2) kids are told by their parents to call me "auntie hannah" - haha! although i do like kids calling me auntie hannah..but seriously, this is not a good sign..it used to be "hannah jie jie" ...but then again, some of the kids are like 20 over years younger than me...scarrryyyyyy

(3) i sing really old songs when i go KTV - went to sing on saturday..and amazingly, all the songs that i can sing are pretty old songs...haha! i cannot even belt the chorus of the latest songs by some of the famous mandarin pop stars...but then again, i dont even listen to chinese pop..but whatever! hahaha!

(4) i feel so old when i walked past the basketball court of football field - last time, i used to admire the guys playing these balls..but recently i went jogging in the park..i felt sooooo old when i ran past the court...EVERYONE's a teenager and i bet they must be thinking why is a fat and ugly auntie jogging in the park and spoiling their view..hahahaha

(5) i am no longer the youngest in my workplace - 3 years ago..when i first started working, i'm like the youngest and freshest...now, there are people who are actually younger than me!! this makes me feeel sooooo old....*sighz*

okay..i think i've crapped enough..dont even know what i'm really crapping here...anyway, i guess i just need to find someone to grow old with...any one out there interested? hahaha!

3 comments:

insanityiscreativity said...

I am too........very uncomfortable with the term "auntie" I would like it if they call me "jie jie" lol Its really odd you know ...its like all along i was a jie jie suddenly im an auntie......so bleh

Anonymous said...

relac lah....women these days peak at 30....30 is the new 21 y'know... JAJAJAJAJAJA

HANNAH said...

kel: haha! tell me about it...

E: dear...30 is just a number..but biologically cannot be changed leh..when you hit 30...although you want to feel 21..but you look 30..how? hahaha

Post a Comment