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Thursday, November 09, 2006

seriously..

seriously, i have no idea what i want to do with my life...seriously! nothing much has been happening..and so not much entries on this page..even when i wanted to write some things...i have to wonder and think and ponder on what to write...basically, the only thing that flows through my mind is nothing...haha! kinda sad ya?

well, because my boss has left and the other colleague is in india and i'm seated at the end of the row...i'm sort of isolated...and every now and then..i will get this comment from other colleagues: " hey, you're very quiet nowadays ah? are you alright? " honestly, was i that noisy? haha! *shrugs* but seriously, who can i talk to when i'm seated in that corner...basically, it's difficult to talk to the person in front of me as there are 4, not 1 19 inch monitors in front of us of us...as for behind, basically those colleauges are in "matrix" haha! they are so serious and focused that once they started typing away on their computer..they seemed oblivious to the outside world..so seriously, how can i make noise all by myself? and besides, i'm really feeling kinda lonely...

actually, i really hope that they can make a pathway for me through the server room that is between my department and the toilet...haha! every morning, before 12pm, i would have finished 4 X 500 ml = 2000ml = 2 litres of water...and although i'm not petite and all, my bladder seemed to be really small..every other 30 minutes..i have to go to the toilet..and it's really quite a chore for me...haha! but then again, i guess it's good exercise..make me walk and socialize with the people i meet along the way? haha!

was having a nice chat after lunch...and were talking about babies ( no freaking idea why) and where we were born..and today i realized that KK = Kandang Kerbau = Buffalo enclosure..haha! so i am a buffalo baby! and i dont know how..the conversation went on to me finding a husband so that i could get a child..and everyone said that i have such high requirements that i will never find anyone..and finally, they realized that my so-called requirements are just crap as seriously, i have no idea what i really want..hahaha! furthermore, my dataing scene is dead and seriously i really doubt that i would ever get attached..let alone married...anyway, after this conversation..this colleague walked over to my place and asked.." hannah, do you like me? " cracked me up big time! :)

seriously...

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

well, u dun sound too lonely. at least there are people talking to u and "cracking u up"! hahaha... for me, it's just walls at home!
dee

HANNAH said...

dee: well you can go shopping anytime you want..would you want to trade your lifestyle with mine? haha!

potpourri said...

Singlehood is much to be envied, cherish and embrace it!

Your prince will come someday. Have faith. :)

Sibeh Sian said...

*Gasp* I think your colleague is hinting that he likes you! *Gasp*

Anonymous said...

babe, wanna trade places? am marooned on the 18th floor of CKC with lotsa men, all sprouting cantonese :) u work lotsa lotsa hrs alongside them too. By the way, who came up to u to say that? definitely not the matrix ones :) (do me a favor, make sure my neighbours are alive when i get back?) *gasp* is it CAB?? :)

HANNAH said...

Lakeside Girl: haha! you're not the first to say these words to me..but thanks! :)

Sibeh Sian: ya loh..i also think so..*winks*

HANNAH said...

icedy: hahaha! well, but at least you're in a foreign land and it's a different experience..shall see if they can send me to india..haha! well, your neighbors are all alive and kicking...but still in the matrix...and it's not CAB..it's HH..haha! :D

Anonymous said...

oh yeah, HH is finally back :) I have not seen him for eons. :)

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