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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

what is EVERYTHING?

EVERTHING, as defined by Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary, it's all that exists, all that relates to the subject and all that is important.... quite vague if you ask me...so what's all that exists and relates to the subject and is important?

was emailing this jc friend..and he said..another jc friend has everything - career and love...so he's extremely happy and all..but if one thinks properly...does this friend has everthing? is career and love all that exists and and important to him? well..i guess at this moment the answer would be "yes" as from his friendster...can see that he's very very very happy...all his testimonials are filled with love and mushiness..*laughs*

guess "everything" is very subjective then...to a mother, her everything would be her husband and children...to a kid, his everything would be computer games and tv...to a teenager, his everthing could be freedom and money...to a working adult...his everything could be financial independence and work satisfaction...now i wonder..what is my everything?

i often comment.." look at that person...he/she has EVERYTHING - money, looks, brains, career...why is God so unfair " but on second thoughts...does that person really have everything? is money, looks, brains and career that important to me? are these material needs my everything? i also dont know...but i guess in a way, i think they are important to me...without money, i cannot do anything..without looks..i think i will be ostrasized by guys (because they think with dicks)..without brains, will be ostrasized by girls...without career...no money and it's a vicious cycle...*laughs* aiyoh i think my life is so sad... now i think i'm forgetting about my emotional and spiritual well-being..but emotionally i think it's bleak...spiritually i think i'm having stagnant growth...*sob sob* not a good life i'm leading now...mmmmm....

i think now i shall hope and pray that someday...somehow...i will have everything and that someone would say i'm his everything..*laughs*

4 comments:

Sibeh Sian said...

Oh well, life can never be 100% steady pom pi pi I guess. So even though mine is 95% sucky, I'm still quite ok with 'everything', heh.

Anonymous said...

babe, frankly only 1 person can give u the innate peace and contentment. Such that even if u have not-so-many things, u will be satisfied and happy. I think u know who i am referring to. So get back on track :).

HANNAH said...

sibeh sian: yeah agree..just lamenting..hahaha!

icedy: yup yup..i know who you're talking about..no worries, i will be back on track :)

insanityiscreativity said...

when u have have everything you probably will have more worries dont you think so? so god is fair

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