The end of Saddam

mmm..today is the day that the Iraqi leader/dictator/ex-president/ etc was executed...at 11am (SGP time)/ 6am (Bagdad time)..if i didnt remember wrongly...not sure why..but i dont feel a lot a hatred towards him..haha! maybe because i'm not an Iraqi or an Iranian or a Kuwaitian/ Kuwati... but then again, like what the media has said..this is definitely a milestone in the history of Iraq's independence but it can also initate another wave of terror attacks and all...is the war really coming to an end??? *shrugs*

anyway, am sure the mass media has fed us with more than enough information about his crimes..and am sure both the young and old bush must be glad that their nemesis was finally gone...actually, i have no comments on Saddam's execution as i didnt really follow his trial and persecution...but Saddam's lawyer said that there wasnt a trial...seriously, i really wonder...was Saddam being treated fairly and given a fair chance to defend or plead for leniency? but then again, the crimes that he had committed were definitely not petty...they were seriously serious crimes...so maybe a trial would be a waste of time? hahahaha...

well, but i do feel that it was a rather anti-climax ending for Saddam...to me, he's someone who should die gloriously...maybe die in a war or die in a fight...definitely not at the gallows...it's so "un-warly"...it just doesnt seemed to fit my image of Saddam...but of course he's not a hero and should not die a heroic death..but he should have a dramatic death...f0r example he could be chased by hundreds of american soldiers and he would be fighting bravely with his comrades across the desert and ultimately, lost the battle... mmm, maybe something like LOTR would be nice...hahaha!

actually, i did mention to many of my friends that my dad looks like Saddam...maybe that's why i dont hate him that much as my dad looks like him... see:



hahaha! seriously, they do look alike right? even my mum used to call him "saddam hussein" when saddam was all good in the 90s...but of course my dad is an extremely nice father and he's definitely not evil...

a rainy boxing day

waaaaaaaaaaahhhh...it rained the WHOLE day today...and today is the day when everything didn go according to plans..hahahaha!

firstly, i was supposed to wake up at 10am and go for macdonald's big breakfast with a friend..i have a craving for it..and so i managed to persuade a friend to wake up early with me...after i gave her a call at 10am...we both decided that it's raining and we're both tired...and so we went back to sleep..hahahaa! and then in the end i woke up at 12pm...hahaha! tomorrow morning, i must wake up at 10am to eat my big breakfast!

then, i wanted to go to work and finished up some stuffs...but when i woke up at 12pm..i saw that it's still raining..i got lazy..hahaha..and so i told myself i will wait for the rain to stop..but it didnt stop at all..hahaha..and so i laze and laze and laze...and finally fell asleep in front of the tv at 3pm...hahahaha! another "plan" not carried out...anyway, i think i shall enjoy my leave and worry about work later..hahaha!

finally, i'm supposed to meet a group of friends for "christmas dinner"..and i was already on the bus when one of them called to tell me that the other 2 cannot make it as they have work to do and got to work late..hahaha..lucky, i just got up the bus..so i alighted at the next stop...anyhow, it's alright..we've arranged for it on thursday evening...

why must it rain the whole day??? the more it rains..the more i sleep..hahaha!

Merry Christmas!

is Christmas one of your favorite holiday? personally, i like christmas...it's like a season of love, peace and joy... my family and friends will get me presents, greeting cards or smses to remind me that they love me very much... haha!

anyway, this year...i did a very hectic christmas shopping..i thought the market will be getting quieter nearer to christmas...but i was totally wrong...somehow, i have a lot of work waiting for me to clear... *sighz* and although i'm on leave the whole of this week..but i think i'm going back tomorrow to work on something...haha! what a hardworking worker i am ya? hahaha! anyway, i did my christmas shoppping on 23 Dec 06...took a half day..went to town and bought presents for almost 20 people - my family, uncles, aunties and friends...almost dieded...it was sooooooooo tiring...

talking about presents..this year, i got quite a number of nice presents..one of them is this:

wahahahaha!! finally....a good digital camera has been on my wishlist for years....and finally my uncle fulfilled it...yay!! there are still many presents..which i think i should take a picture and upload here..but i'm lazy..hahaha! basically, i got a silver necklace, a red necklace, a yellow top, a green addidas bottom (an extra from my uncle!), a digital photo printer (which comes with the camera), a cute cd rack, perfume, cup, chocolates, green day cd, and money (i think about 300 bucks)!! hahaha...a lot right?

and then this christmas' eve...we had our family gathering at my uncle's new house..he actually decorated the house for christmas and i think he has a damn nice christmas tree...then we had catered food..and even invited my grandmother's friends to his house..hahaha! what a grand celebration ya? but guess what..after eating..i went straight up to his bedroom and fell asleep next to my cousin..haha! but of course i woke up later..and had my 2nd round of food...and then after that we exchanged presents...and then i got my dad to send me to zouk to meet up with my friends...and interestingly, zouk was not as crowded as i thought it might be..maybe because i was late...i reached there around 12 plus..the music was quite good but the crowd was not that good..dont know why..but doesnt look hip except for me and my friends...haha! anyway, reached home around 430am..fell asleep on the sofa till 8am...bathed and washed my hair..then woke up at 5pm! hahaha!

what a way to spend my christmas day...and oops, i forgot to go to church! haha! Merry Christmas everyone!

do i complain a lot?

a colleague once told me that i complain a lot..hahaha..actually, that makes me wonder..do i really complain a lot? but then, only 1 colleague has made that comment on me before...so maybe i dont really complain that much ya? haha! however, in just 1 week's time, i acutually escalated 4 persons...hahaha! but it's really not my fault...of the 4, i didnt mean to complain about 3 of them...but i do feel kinda bad but i really have no choice...*shrugs*

Complaint Case #1:
a client emailed me about some issues he has with the display of his data..and so i made a quick check on our system and noticed that there are some funny errors made by a london colleague which is whatever should be displayed is not displayed...and because these mistakes would require someone to have certain access, i have no choice but to emailed my boss for his help...BUT this boss of mine did not rectify the error but instead, he sent another email to the boss of the london colleague telling the manager all the mistakes that my london colleague has made...*sighz* now it seems like i have made a complaint about the horrible job that my london colleauge has made but seriously, i didnt mean it that way...and so when i asked my london colleague for an update when i got another bugging message from the client...my london colleague told me..." you should have just emailed me and not my team leader" aiyoh...i think i just made an enemy in London...*sighz*

Complaint Case #2:
i have a US counterpart whom i've been working quite closely with...she's fine but just that she needs tons of reminders to get a job done..and so one of my daily tasks is to send her reminder emails about certain things which is being done wrongly...finally, i got sooo irritated with her non-responsiveness..i sent a loooooong email to her..detailing her about every single errors that i've spotted and requested for an update from her...and i copied my boss but i did mention to my boss that i'm just copying him to tell him that this is a difficulty which i'm facing now and if my US counterpart still doesnt respond...then i would need his help to escalate...but guess what? after i sent him this email..he forwarded my email to her manager...*sighz* BUT it really worked..the next day, my US counterpart finally messaged me and even offered to go onto a call...however, this call never happen as she has forgotten about it AGAIN..*sighz*

Complaint Case #3:
i was having problem with another london colleague as her non-update has caused several problems for us in Asia..and so i sent her team leader an email...asking who should i ask for help as the london colleague mentioned that she had no idea what i was talking about...i informed my boss and he too sent an email to the manager...*sighz* this is like double escalation...and then later the afternoon...this london colleague messaged me and asked me what is the whole saga about...and i guess i just made another enemy in london..BUT i must say..all these escalations do work....now the things to be updated are being updated..hahaha!

Complaint Case #4:
this one is made against Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf...one fine afternoon, my colleagues and I made our way to the republic branch to get some coffee and we ordered 2 drinks...something decaffed...anyway, while waiting, my colleague reminded the staff gently that she wants her decaffed..and before she could finished her sentence..the staff snapped at her: " ya ya, we know..we're making it now!" seriously, we were so appalled by that behavior..we were not even demanding or making nasty remarks..we have spoken in polite manner but in return, we got snapped..this is astrocious...when we got back to the office, my colleague and I both wrote an email to give our negative feedback...saying that we were really upset and unhappy with the kind of service we have recieved from Coffee Bean..and all they could give us was an apology email indicating that they have spoken to the person in great length and such things will not happen again..blah blah blah..seriously, i do not think that they have done a proper job in handling this complaint as i wasnt satisfied at all with their reply...i was actually pondering if i should escalate this to the US office..but then again, it was not my coffee..hahahaha..i'm just a kay-poh friend... haha!

mmm...seriously, do i complain a lot? haha! but these are justified complaints! :)

i finished my first 10km run!

heh heh..i know most people are shocked that i actually signed up for the marathon..but seriously, the only reason why i did it is because it's free..hahaha! anyhow, i wanted ver much to train for it...but somehow, i didnt managed to...haha! but i think i did a pretty good job!

basically, i managed to wake up around 6 on a SUNDAY morning..made my brother fetch me there...reached at 7am...got lost while trying to find my friends and bag deposit center...was late for my woman's 10km run...started running and wheezing through the girls...pretty excited...

actually frankly speaking..it was quite fun...it was quite an experience running along shenton way...looking at the buildings and running on concrete road..my first time..and the roads are clear but the traffic lights are still working...and i have the tendency to stop when i see the red light...hahaha..quite silly ya? however, i dont like the part where we have to run to marina south..it's all trees and it's pretty hard to run because it seemed never-ending...so for the first 5km..i was telling myself... I MUST REACH THE U-TURN! haha! and when i see the u-turn..i was sooooooo happy....then for the next 5km..i kept telling myself.... I MUST SEE CBD AGAIN! haha! seriously, i think i can motivate myself pretty well...

actually, i intended to only run 5km and walk the other 5km..but somehow, i refused to give up...basically i think quite embarassing to walk to the finishing line when everyone can see..hahaha! and guess what? i finished my 10km in 1h:11m:15s..seriously, i'm quite proud of myself...if you ask me..in fact...i came in 315th in my category, about 26% of finishers ahead..not bad right? so in return for my effort, they gave me a medal..which is now sitting on my desk..as i still have no idea where to hang my medal of glory! haha!

my seduction style

hahahahahaha...i didnt know i'm a liar...i think this might not be very accurate as i dont think people are dying to get in bed with me...hahahahahaha! but good fun...

m-pact!

went for an acapella concert on sunday at the NUS University Cultural Center..the group is called m-pact..can check out their site: http://www.myspace.com/mpact

basically, it's a group of 6 guys who can really really really sing..they sing WITHOUT any instruments (duhz, it's acapella! haha) and their human machine is amazing...the drums that he can made with his voice..and they could mimic the sound of cello, trumpet and saxophone...breath-taking..the songs they sing are rather jazzy, which i dont really like but surprisinly i was not bored by them..okay, maybe a song or two..haha!

actually the highlight of the show for me is not them...before this show, i dont even know who they are..i was sort of forced by my colleagues to join them in this concert...hahaha! in the audience, we saw adrian pang and his family...and my colleague took a picture with him after much thinking..wonder why is he so shy about it...i mean it's just adrian pang..not some big-shot like tom cruise....anyway, he finally managed to take a picture and adrian pang is sooooooooo friendly..he asked the name of my colleague and addressed him by that....so sweeet right?

and guess what, pierre png and andrea de cruz was sittin RIGHT behind us..and oh my goodness gracious me...pierre png is so hot and good-looking!! after the intermission, my colleague was like.." hey, i brought my camera, you pretend to take a picture of us but you focus on pierre ya?" and i agreed without hestitation..so there i was..pretending to take a picture of my colleagues while telling them to sit further apart so that pierre is smacked right in between them...hahaha! what a dumb ass i was...and just as i pressed the button..guess what? pierre acutually POSE for me! hahaha..i was so shocked that i moved the camera and didnt manage to capture that amazing shot...*argh* and he was soooo funny...my colleagues were still acting blur that we were not taking his picture and he was like..." oh no, did i ruin your picture? i didnt mean to but well, your heads were so far apart that i'm sure my head is right in the middle of your picture.." oh my god, it was so embarrassing...and i could feel myself blushing!!! and then i said..." do you mind if we take a picture with you then?" and he said.." of course...not a problem at all!" and he came over and took a picture with us...and he was like.." man, you're so red!" and all i could say was.." i cannot help it..you're making me blush" hahahahaha..i'm such a loser...all this time..andrea just sat there and smiled...and my friend's boyfriend apologized to her for our dumbness and guess what she says? she said.." it's alright, as long as they're happy.. " *puke* what a bitch! but well, she's right...we're happy to see such a hottie who is so nice...haha!

so here's the nice picture of us:

i have weird movie tastes

just this week, i caught 3 movies...

on tuesday..this is what i watched:



not sure why but many people think that it's really good..i dont think that it's that fantastic at all..i mean basically, i love daniel craig...i love the SNAG version of james bond...and the action scenes are really exciting and fast-paced..but if you put all the action scenes into a sequence..it sort of doesnt click and i dont like it..the storyline wasnt very strong..but many of my girl friends are sooooo in love with the show...seriously, i dont know why i dont like it that much..maybe they didnt show much gadgets and beautiful aston martin..maybe i find that the new bond is more like a secret killer than a secret agent...maybe he's always getting hurt and dirty and i dont like it? hahahaha..seriously i dont know why...but then again, i never really watched the previous bond movies...so i reckon i basically dont like bond movies? hahaha!

then on friday night..i watched this:



hahaha! obviously i watch it at home...got the dvd...my friends were raving about how good this movie was and how amazing meryl streep is...blah blah blah..and so i was all excited about this show..but after 2 hours..i was soooooooo disappointed..it's such a lame show..the storyline sucks, in fact there's no storyline..basically, the only interesting thing about the show is the clothes which anne hathaway wore...but then again, also not that exciting...but meryl streep is really good...i love the way she talks...so soft but yet full of authority...i seriously have no idea why my friends were in love with that show...

on saturday..i watched this with my colleagues:



frankly speaking...i didnt think the penguins were cute at all..in fact they all look alike to me...i've never thought penguins were cute in the first place..hahaha..they looked kinda clumsy and dumb...anyway, that's beside the point...many of my friends find the movie really funny and cute..but to me, it's only alright...nothing impressive at all..no doubt that the moral of the story is to tell one to live your dream and not be ashamed of who you are...but then again, this is for kids...how many 12-year-olds will watch between the scenes and get these morals, if there are in the first place? of course there's the thing about nature conservation but i dont think kids will get it...they might go to the zoo next time and started doing tap-dancing in front of the penguins to see if they respond..haha! if not for the singing and dancing, i think i would be bored to death..and oh my goodness gracious me...hugh jackman, nicole kidman, robin williams and brittany murphy can really sing....*amazed*

really, i dont know what kind of movie i would like..i guess i like movies with good storylines..movies that tells me the truth..movies that feature handsome guys (but of course) and movies with actions maybe...actually i love horror movies..but am not sure why i'm surrounded by timid people of both sexes...*sighz* quite a boliao entry ya? haha!

should i file a harrassment case?

today...a colleague of mine did the most annoying thing... there were 3 persons talking..let's call them Sales, GDA and F&O..i walked past them and they called me back and below is our conversation:

Sales: hey, did you lose weight? what happen? sad ah?
Me: huh? not sad lah...if you think i'm sad and lose weight...treat me abalone...
Sales: aiyah, abalones fattening...cannot....
GDA: then just bring her out for dinner...think she's free tonight...
Me: yaya...i'm free for dinner with you anytime..haha!
Sales: no lah, she's not experienced enough...
Me: experienced in what?
F&O: yayaya..you're very right...she's not experienced at all...i tell you..she's a virgin...
GDA: aiyoh, you not scare strike by lightning ah?
Me: already struck...
F&O: it's true...she told me she's a virgin...
GDA: aiyoh...you very bad....
Me: whatever....
Sales:......

oh my goodness...i was soooooooo pissed at that moment..what is wrong with this idiot F&O? okay, so what if i've told him that i am a virgin...not that i'm ashamed that i'm one..but it's not something that one goes around telling people....if i have told Sales that i'm one and he went..." ya, correct! " i wouldnt be sooooo fucking pissed...seriously, does this man ever think with his puny brain or does he only know how to use his puny penis? for the rest of the evening...the sight of him simply pissed me off..i very much wished to tell him to fuck off and stop annoying me...

seriously i was contemplating filing a harrasment case against him with HR..but another colleague ask me not to blow it up...then i contemplate about talking to his team leader...but am not sure if i should do it...but anyhow, i've decided..i'm going to give him chances..the next time he pisses me off with things like that..i'm going to speak to his team leader...and if the team leader and him cannot give me a satisfactory whatever, i'm going to file a harrasment case with HR...seriously, i dont give a fuck if i'm causing tension within my department as per my previous entry....it doesnt matter anyway...

i have my wedding plans without the husband..haha

attended a wedding on thursday (11/16/06) at hyatt...it was an ex-colleague's wedding...basically, not very close but she invited me because i have no idea why either...haha! actually, i thought the wedding was very boring...the food looks nice on paper but when the actual thing arrive..it's cold and not so tasty..the emcees are boliao..the usual "yam-sheng" and picture-taking...nothing much...didnt get any pictures from any friends..maybe might not get at all..slow lah, these people...but this wedding makes me think about my own wedding...

for the longest time, i've always dream of having a castle wedding..and i mean a REAL castle..not the one you find in disney world..i want to go europe to have my wedding in a castle...where my guests will live in the rooms and my enemies in the dungeons..haha! everyone will wear medieval gowns and ballroom dancing is a must...it's like as if i'm marrying the duke of some island or etc..haha! and most people, upon hearing this, told me that i'm dreaming...*sighz* but it's really want i want....but suddenly, i have an alternative...i'm going to have my wedding in ZOUK!! hahaha..will reserve the whole of zouk...hire famous DJs...buffet and free flow of alcohol! and instead of the wedding march, i will walk in with my dad to the tune of "Superstar" by Jamelia...hahaha! then my friends told me..my first step, get someone who likes zouk...i try but no guarantee...but there's ONE BIG FLAW in my planning...i DONT have a husband! hahaha! anyway, i wil continue to brainstorm...

ON A DIFFERENT NOTE...

recently, have been feeling very demotivated at work...not that i was extremely motivated..but after my beloved boss left, i have been swarmed with work and somehow, i feel a little bit lost and uncared for...although everyday i have 2 managers asking me if i'm fine but seriously, i dont feel the sincerity and genuinity...*sighz* was soooo looking forward to the return of my colleague in india but i was "hit" by another news...HE'S GOING TO CHINA FOR 2 WEEKS IN DECEMBER!! seriously, i was very pissed when i know about this...why would anyone send an indonesian to china and not a chinese? why is he given the chance to gain exposure and learn new things while i have to stay behind in singapore to cover all the shit? do i seriously look like a shit-lover? so fucked up!!

well, this colleague told me that he has proposed to our manager that i should be given a chance and asked me to speak to our manger to ask him to give me the chance to go instead..and so i did..i sent manager an email, telling him i would love to go and gain exposure and that my race as chinese will definitely help in a all-chinese environment...and he came back with the reply, thanking me for the offer (??!!!) and that there will be opportunity next year for me to go to china and learn and he will keep in mind...blah blah blah...one do not need the intelligence of a rocket scientist to know that it's a " NO " ya? but my colleague kept pestering me to talk to my manager again...but seriously, i dont see the point...i've tried and i've gotten rejected...what more can i say? then my colleague said that i should fight for my own good..blah blah blah...and that he cannot speak to my manager again as he doesnt want to give the manager the impression that he doesnt want to go...so does that mean that i have to give the manager the impression that i must go china no matter what he says?

seriously, i do not give a fuck anymore...frankly speaking, if i'm always not being given the opportunity would i care that much? so what if i clean up all the shit? ultimately, it's the company and others who benefit and not me...well, i will continue to clean up..i'm just doing what i can..hopefully to learn as much as i could...let my resume look nice and i'm going to find a new job this time next year... now i'm beginning to hate going to work and facing all the colleagues..no matter how nice they are...i'm simply not interested at al and somehow am a little pissed with some of them...no amount of perks can perk me up anymore...i dont think i'm even going to join in whatever parties my company is going to hold...from now on, i'm going to be the anti-social babe...take it or leave it...

why cant my hair be black?

havent written anything for quite some time..guess am so drained every single day that my brains are dead by 530pm every day...haha! now i understand why the matrix colleagues always sleep so early...they really need to sleep... anyhow, i've nothing much to write anyway...

anyway, for the past 2 weekends, i managed to catch 2 movies... Prestige and Step-up..and i didnt regret paying 9 bucks for the tickets..these 2 movies are simply awesome... Prestige showcased 2 of the sexiest man on earth...Hugh Jackman and Christian Bale..*drools* and the storyline is rather interesting...quite thought-provoking as well...at least to me that is...it made me think if certain sacrifices are really worthwhile...and also the twist at the end of the story and the development of the ending is awesome...definitely not an anti-climax...however, i really dont know why..but i seriously thought that Christian Bale looks sooooo much like Frank Lampard...see:



hahaha..no idea why but i seemed to be very sensitive to Frank Lampard's face..hahaha!

for Step Up, seriously, if there isnt any dance scenes..the movie is kinda lame..the storyline is sooo typical that anyone can be the storywriter...but the dance moves are sooooooooooo awesome...and Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan can really dance!!! but was a little disappointed that the friend of the lead actor did not get into NBA...thought that would be a happier ending with everyong going after what they really want and dream about...however, i must say....Channing Tatum looks sooooooooo much like Wentworth Miller...seriously, take a look at this:



hahahaha! seriously, i have no idea why..maybe the bald head with piercing eyes are what attracts me most...but personally, i think wentworth is cuter and smarter..yes, channing can dance better and has a nicer bod but hey, wentworth graduated from Princeton University with a degree in the English Language..smart guys turn me on....hahahahaha!

on second thoughts, maybe i just like guys with weird names...like Eminem, Wentworth Miller, Channing Tatum ( which i always have the tendency to spell Churning Tatrum..haha!), Frank Lampard, Patrick Dempsey and many more which i think if i were to list them, this entry will go on and on and on forever...hahaha!

okay, god, i'm sounding like a bimbo..always talking about guys...but then again, i think maybe i'm one...*laughs* anyway, was reading this:



and surprisingly, it's rather interesting...the december issue talks about traders, stock brokers, bankers who are gay and lesbian...and oh my god, the guys are sooooooo hot...what a pity..but am i think it's rather sad that they have to hide in the closet for fear of rejection but luckily, more banks are accepting them for who they are...another article talks about testing in USA...apparently, there are many test agencies in the states that mark all sorts of test and every year, huge amount of errors occur that may cause an executive to lose his/her job, a student to lose his/her opportunity to a good colleage and even cause a small kid to become afraid of tests and exams...another article talks about slavery in some countries and these people are not paid and they provide the raw materials for major car companies...cannot remember the details as i have ant's memory..hee hee...actually, frankly speaking, i'm started reading it because of the gay article with pictures of cute guys..hahaha! however, i find that the articles are a wee bit too long and can get quite boring..maybe i should feedback to bloomberg..hahaha!

and today i made an unbelieveable discovery..actually not me, it's my colleague who alerted me..hahaha..we have a tv in office that will showcase pictures taken at different events in different offices...there's this event called "The Black Tie" event in our New York office...and lo and behold, guess who did i see??? TOM CRUISE AND KATIE HOLMES! seriously i am not kidding...i've asked a few other colleagues to look at the pictures and all of them are equally surprised...seriously, i have no idea why do our New York collegues get to take pictures with them...actually there are a whole lot of other hollywood stars but i can only recognize tom cruise..hahaha! this is sooooo unfair...i heard that in New York, with our office badges, we can get into museums free and enjoy lots of discounts at different stores..over in Singapore, we dont even have free gym....*mutter mutter* tomorrow, am going to have a feedback session cum lunch with the HR manager...maybe it's time i feedback to them about gettings celebrities and perks for us in Singapore...hahaha! but NO zoe tay or fann wong..i was thinking of edison chan, rain, tony leung and likes...*grins*

think it's really time for me to find something worthworth to rant about...if not i am so going to become a dumb blond, except that i'm not blond...haha! okay, quite lame...anyhow, just dyed my hair black...but somehow, it's not that black...i wonder why is it i cannot have jet-black hair?

seriously..

seriously, i have no idea what i want to do with my life...seriously! nothing much has been happening..and so not much entries on this page..even when i wanted to write some things...i have to wonder and think and ponder on what to write...basically, the only thing that flows through my mind is nothing...haha! kinda sad ya?

well, because my boss has left and the other colleague is in india and i'm seated at the end of the row...i'm sort of isolated...and every now and then..i will get this comment from other colleagues: " hey, you're very quiet nowadays ah? are you alright? " honestly, was i that noisy? haha! *shrugs* but seriously, who can i talk to when i'm seated in that corner...basically, it's difficult to talk to the person in front of me as there are 4, not 1 19 inch monitors in front of us of us...as for behind, basically those colleauges are in "matrix" haha! they are so serious and focused that once they started typing away on their computer..they seemed oblivious to the outside world..so seriously, how can i make noise all by myself? and besides, i'm really feeling kinda lonely...

actually, i really hope that they can make a pathway for me through the server room that is between my department and the toilet...haha! every morning, before 12pm, i would have finished 4 X 500 ml = 2000ml = 2 litres of water...and although i'm not petite and all, my bladder seemed to be really small..every other 30 minutes..i have to go to the toilet..and it's really quite a chore for me...haha! but then again, i guess it's good exercise..make me walk and socialize with the people i meet along the way? haha!

was having a nice chat after lunch...and were talking about babies ( no freaking idea why) and where we were born..and today i realized that KK = Kandang Kerbau = Buffalo enclosure..haha! so i am a buffalo baby! and i dont know how..the conversation went on to me finding a husband so that i could get a child..and everyone said that i have such high requirements that i will never find anyone..and finally, they realized that my so-called requirements are just crap as seriously, i have no idea what i really want..hahaha! furthermore, my dataing scene is dead and seriously i really doubt that i would ever get attached..let alone married...anyway, after this conversation..this colleague walked over to my place and asked.." hannah, do you like me? " cracked me up big time! :)

seriously...

she left...

03 November 2006 is the saddest day of my life ever since i joined my new company last december...for the past 11 months in my new company..i have been enjoying myself...nice colleagues, nice perks, nice benefits and nice working environment...did you notice that i didnt say "nice work"? haha! actually seriously i dont think my work is nice..but then again, there's no such things as nice work...it's one's passion about one's work that make it nice..anyway, this is not my main point...haha!

as i was saying...i have been enjoying myself..the parties, the free booze, the free food and all...but suddenly on friday, my beloved boss told me THE NEWS...she told me she's leaving..she's quitting...she's not coming to the same office as me anymore..i cannot say " good morning boss " or " go home boss " anymore..i was so sad that i actually teared..haha! and everyone was so concerned that i'm so sad that she left..haha! guess they were shocked to see me getting emotional..as normally i'm always smiling..but hey, fundanmentally, i'm very emotional...i can even cry when i watch the graduation of the 4 friends of The O.C.! haha!

basically, for the past 11 months..i have a very nice team..my team is really small in singapore office there's on 3 of us..and we are of different personalities and can say we are really closely-knitted...furthermore, my boss has been the best...she's always so kind, so nice, so wonderful, so helpful, so good, so amazing, so awesome and the list goes on and on and on...EVERYONE is always full of priase for her...but she just had to leave...guess she has her own thinking and all...will "interrogate" her when she's done with her wedding..haha!

basically, i'm happy that she has finally found her happiness...just the day before she told me she's leaving..she told me she's getting married..haha! and the date is next saturday..she's going to be married to a taiwanese and and she's going to have her taiwan marriage this saturday..and then her ROM is in December and her singapore wedding will be in january...so i presumed she will be very very very busy and preoccupied till the beginning of next year! :) talking about weddings..i have tons to attend next year....guess it's a good year to get married... haha!

actually, come to think of it...i'm the CURSE of good bosses..haha! in my previous company...i was with a very nice boss for almost a year...and then just as i had settled down and become comfortable...she decided to leave and pursue another career...and now, history repeats itself...i wonder...am i the cause of all these leaving? hahaha! i doubt so..because my bosses love me...hahaha!

why do some people look so alike?

as i was on 1 week's leave...and was kinda feeling boliao..i discovered the following...haha!

lee ryan and frank lampard look alike!! see:



right? although i must admit lee ryan is much more handsome..hahahahaha! but my frank lampard is a good football player...but he's got an ugly fiancee..and since she's ugly, am not going to post her picture here..hahahaha..spoil my page...*laughs*

then all along..i also thought these 2 look alike:

no? mmm...but frankly speaking..i think david beckham is much more handsome...maybe because both of them are blond and have nice jaws...but anyhow, david beckham is much more handsome..even my mum knows him because he's handsome..hahaha! guess the power of looking good is not to be underestimated!

okok...talking about soccer...although i've missed the match as i was in granny's house...Manchester United just thrashed Liverpool..hahaha! 2-o is the score...haha! not that i'm a Man U fan but somehow, am not a big fan of crouch and gerrad..preferred c.ronaldo and giggs! think the next big match is barcelona versus real madrid...need to remind myself to watch it...

just watched this show:

although critics have given it very high reviews..personally..i think this show sucks!!! i mean i know it's an adaption of infernal affairs and so the storyline is nothing interesting..but seriously, i'm very disappointed with leonardo dicaprio's and matt damon's protrayal of the characters...i've only watched infernal affairs I and lo and behold, tony leung and andy lau did such a fantastic job...leo d make the character so unmanly...he kept wanting to get out of his undercover role and it's so lame..and matt damon couldnt pass off as somone hypocritical at all...so disappointing..but luckily, jack nicholson save the world..he's soooooooo amazing...if he's not in that show, it would be such a flop...and mark wahlberg is quite an interesting character...hahaha! anyhow, i watched with 2 of my colleagues..who squeaked at the moments when the characters got killed..and for a moment i thought they have not watched infernal affairs..but i was soooo wrong...both of them have watched but i really dont know why were they squealing and squeaking...seriously, are they lame or what? hahahahaha! anyhow, they are not as lame as the guy who's sitting next to me..i overhead him saying this to his friend :" fuck, this is like infernal affairs! " hahaha! i wanted very much to turn to him and say.." dude, this is AN ADAPTION of infernal affairs! " but i sort of regretted that i didnt...haha! well, my next show would be this:



this seemed good with hugn jackman and bale christian...2 eye-candies!!

oh and finally, i plucked up my courage to get my ears pierced after 20 years...hahaha! i used to have ear-holes but becuase it got infected and thus it has closed..but i've always wanted very much to get it punched again as i really like the earrings that i've been buying for my friends..but am not afraid of the pain but rather am afraid of the infection...and so yesterday, after much consideration, i decided to do it..hahaha! hopefully everything will go well..and soon i can wear the earrings that i've always wanted for myself!! yay!!

time to sleep now...got to work tomorrow....*sighz*

i am not going to cancel my leave...*smilez*

yes, i took a week's off...was going to bali at the end of the week but got cancelled as one of my friends' cousin is getting married this weekend and she suspected that it's shot-gun..hahaha! so effectively, i'm just takin g a 1-week leave to rest? *laughs* many people ask me to cancel it...BUT why should i? i mean what's wrong with taking a week's leave just to rest and laze around?

actually im not really lazing around...had some plans but not exactly plans..but somehow, i have things to do everyday..hahahaha actually not really things to do..but i do have activities..but then again..i think to most people....they would think i'm wasting my leave...haha!

well...on monday, i woke up at 1pm..bathed, ate and watched OC Season 3...hahaha! that's about it..left with 3 more episodes...so happy! today i went for my annual checkup..which was pretty fast...the doc didnt say much..the nurses didnt say much either...asked me for stool samples..but i was able to produce any stools..hahaha! then i had quite an interesting conversation with the doctor...

doc: are you a virgin?
me: yup!
doc: okay, then you dont have to do pap smear...
me: oh, pap smear only for sexually active people? then i guess i'm sexually very inactive..haha!
doc: ya, if we do a pap smear on virgin it might break the hemen...
me: oh, if that's the case...too bad right?
doc: i guess you dont wanna be a virgin ya?
me: why do you say that?
doc: because you seemd to want to break your hemen...
me: haha! no lah, i mean if it got broken in that manner...i guess i didn have much choice right?
doc: haha!

seriously, after that conversation..i have nothing much to say but laugh to myself...

afterwhich i went for a class at the gym called "power balance" or something along that line..thought it involved some kicking and punching with the word "power" but well, it's more like stretching, yoga and taji...not too bad..quite a good workout...after the whole thing...we're supposed to mediate...but somehow, i couldnt..i only slept..hahahaha..guess i REALLY REALLY cannot mediate....and i dont know how..i mean when i closed my eyes, laid down and relax...the first reaction for me...SLEEP...hahaha! how to empty my mind when it's basically emtpy? how to whatever and blah blah blah..guess i cannot reach that stage of enlightenment...

went shopping with my mum at vivo city...very huge..but actually not that huge...tons of shop..but didnt buy much...because nothing much to buy or rather i've burst my budget! haha...but i think it's good that i dragged my mum out..she has been cooped up in the house for 2 weeks because she fell ill...so well, i guess it's good for her to see the latest shopping mall...mmm, i think my next target is my grandmum....*smilez*

ooh...i'm so going to love jamie, my colleague...he lent him the first 7 episodes of PRISON BREAK 2!!! actually am in the midst of watching...but thought i take a short break...am so delirious...but i really wonder...why must the dress up when they were actually fugitive? and funnily how can the normal civilians not recognized 2 handsome men in suits? okay..to my jc friend who taunted me about not having season 2...I GOT IT ALREADY!! now i can also tell you how awesome episode 7 is...although i'm only on episode 2...talking about that..it's time for me to go!!

later!!!

ah bengs and ah lians

when one thinks of ah bengs and ah lians..what image do one conjure in one's minds? for me it's him and her:



okay, to give them credits, they are the better-looking ones..but in my opinions they are still carry the lianish and bengish style...and maybe they do have talents in singing and dancing and song-writing and whatsoever..but they are still my icons for ah bengs and ah lians...stumbled upon this: CAB and somehow, i have some thoughts...

actually i have no qualms against ah bengs and ah lians...in fact i think ah bengs and ah lians are better friends..not that i have any as friends...but i would think that they are very chivalrous...always there for their friends and never despising or forsaking them under any circumstances..this is the kind of support that a true friend should give at any circumstances..in my opinion that is...so somehow, i guess everyone of us do behave and think like an ah beng or ah lians in some way or another...and hope that our friends display that quality when we need them... in fact, i belive each of us have an beng or ah lian hidden deep down inside us...some just let it out and some decided to lock them in...

actually, for me, i've never really encountered a true-blue ah lian or ah beng...i came from rather good schools and those so-called ah bengs and ah lians in my school are only mediocre when put beside a real one...not sure if that's a blessing in disguise..but i think it would be a good experience to really get to know one...come to think of it..i remembered i had a friend back in secondary school..and i think her name is Elaine...she looked and behaved like one..but she's not one at all...there was this time..a group of us were hanging out at macdonald's...and don tknow what happened..suddenly a group of TKGS girls came to our table and said something about going outside to settle matters....*laughs* at that moment i was bewildered..as i didnt even notice them..but it turned out that this Elaine was giving them "the stare" which caused the TKGS girls to be unhappy with us...*laughs* anyhow, Elaine got really scared and was cowering in fear behind us when she's the one who sort of started the trouble...then to scare the girls, i went out to make a call at the public phone to pretend that i'm calling my "gang" but in actual fact, i think i called my grandmother to tell her i'm coming home soon...hahahaha! you see, as most ah lians speak hokkien and i speak hokkien to my grand mother...i decided to sound more convincing...*laughs* anyway, nothing happened and we just went home..with Elaine muttering continuously about how scared she was and blah blah blah...soooooooo hilarious!

fashion-wise, in what positions are we given the right to stereotyped the way ah bengs and ah lians dress? why do some idiots simply love to ostrasize the way ah bengs and ah lians dress? they are social icons...something which is uniquely singapore! *laughs*what's wrong with sporting green and blue streaks on their bleached hair, multiple ear-holes, mutiple tatoos, extremely short skirts, extremely tight tops, matching bright yellow with fushia.. actually in my opinions, ah lians and ah bengs basically dress like the japanese....very out-of-the-world and flamboyant..can be nice but not my style...if we can think that the japanese are the fashion leaders, why cant we say the same for the ah bengs and ah lians?

musically, in singapore, we define ah beng music as techno, trance and house...but after a conversation with my USA colleague, it seemed to me that they define their ah beng music as RnB, hip-hop and rap - they called it the black music...what a contrast! over here, we think that people who listen and dance to RnB, hip-hop and rap as cool dudes and the westerners have a totally opposite thinking! *laughs* so the next time, whoever called me an ah lian when i say Groove Coverage rocks is an idiot! haha! but frankly speaking, i dont think they rock..but i do like some of their songs..and also i like floorfilla's anthems! however, i really cannot stop laughing when i see an ah beng or ah lian dance...they have such synchronized and creative moves that reminds me of the singapore workout! simply dig watching them move with such grace...

very sadly, i seriously think that we shouldnt define certain cars that are really cool to be an ah beng car...that day, someone mentioned that he's going to buy a WRX and immdiately, the reaction from his friends were.." if you're going to get that car, we're not going to talk to you ANYMORE " what's wrong with WRX? look at this:

it's such a nice WRX...even our Singapore Traffic Police are using it...and what's wrong with "zhnging" cars to make them look nicer? what's wrong with having GT-wings, gold sport rims, lower suspension, body kits and whatsoever on cars just to make them look sporty and cool? in my opinions, it's really damn cool to have modified cars and engines...i love the sound that a modified car make when the driver is changing gears...haha! too bad i'm an horrible manual driver...maybe i could modified my car to produce that sound whenever my car reaches a certain speed...haha! anyhow we have to give credit to the ah bengs who are able to drive a WRX STI...becuase they dont come cheap ya....

where's my season 2???

i didnt know i would fall crazily in love with prison break...*laughs* when my colleague first told me about wentworth miller..i was like..." he look like any other guy! " but now...hahahaha! i think i'm crazier than her...*laughs* that day we were actually "fighting" over him..finally, we settled the whole matter in a nice way...i will be wentworth miller's lover while she will be wentworth miller's wife...*laughs* now that i've finished season 1....i NEED my season 2...everyday i will just go to youtube and look at whatever videos they have on him or prison break...this is mad..i'm going crazy...mariah carey did a MTV with him and somehow, mariah carey decided to advertise her hong kong concert on our tv channel..and so every other hour..i get to catch a glimpse of him on our tv...SOOOOOO HAPPY!!

actually, i think i only like him in prison....which means i only like michale scofield...i think the story is amazing...it's so amazing to see the details that he went into to save his brother...it's absolutely out of this world...although some concepts may be really far-fetched..but hey, it could really happen...acutually i think he looks like eminem:



and with hair..he looks like Hayden Christensen :



hahahahaha! arent i right? but anyhow...i looooooooove him...whoever can lend/give/steal/whatever me prison break season 2..i would be indebted to him/her FOREVER! *laughs*

am sure whoever is reading this know that i've been doing nothing but watched prison break and guess what... you're ABSOLUTELY correct! *laughs* now i'm moving on to OC Season 3...and then Grey's Anatomy Season 2...heard that season 4 for OC and season 3 for Grey's are out in the USA..but for OC 4, think am going to give it a miss..no more marissa and ryan...Grey 3...must start begging people to download for me...*laughs* oh my god...am such a TV JUNKIE!!!

BUT..........

i still have time to have my social life ya...*laughs* last last saturday...i went to MOS with another friend..and there's this group of ang-mohs trying to be funny with us..seriously, they are rubbing their groins against our asses..and it's so disgusting...and they are not even cute to start with...and i could feel that it's big and hard...*laughs* and so friend and i started to move away and guess what? they FOLLOWED!!! but thank God..there's another group of girls and the ang-mohs started rubbing that way...blardy hell, they think they ang-mohs can do whatever they want in clubs is it? well, someone got to tell them...not EVERY single asian girls dig the ang mohs..so dont think just because their eyes are not black/brown, their hair is not dark and their dicks are supposedly longer and thicker...it DOESNT meant that they are superior...mr chong was asking.." if the ang mohs were cute, would you not feel so digusted? " and my answer was instant.." yeah... " oh god...now i feel and talk like a whore...*laughs*

last friday...was my department's teambuilding party..this is the offical name..but basically, i would call it the free-booze-free-food party...our theme was casino..and so we had casino's decorations and even have 3 tables...just like a real casino...free food and free booze...everyone was just dancing and eating and having fun...or at least i hope they are..for i was...*laughs* and the managers were wild...literally wild...we were dancing so wildy and aggressively...and now when i see them in office, i feel kinda shy..*laughs* anyway, there was this girl, a new girl...she's a freak...during the WHOLE event...she was trying to dance WITH the managers..everytime at the dance floor..she will dance seductively TOWARDS the managers..and ONLY the managers...that seemed to be her mission that night..and whenever she did that...colleague and i will put on our "get lost bitch, there's no space for you" motion..and we will keep her away...*laughs* actually it' s more like.. I will keep her away...*laughs* anyway, after the party ended at our destination, we headed down to butter factory for more dancing and drinking..and my manger is so darn cool...upon reaching butter, he saw the queue...went up to the counter and said.. . "i'm going to reserve a table, open bottles and i have 15 people here..let us in" and within 5 minutes..we're in! *laughs* HOWEVER, this particular manager was being such a loser...one colleague was asking him to drink..and then my colleague finished her drink while he didnt..so my colleague went.." loser...drink it up man! " in a joking manner..and so everyone thought she's joking and she's really joking..but suddenly, this manger decided to leave..and when my colleague held on to him...he said.." get your hands of me...get lost " oh god, that's so immature...and he just left butter and spoilt EVERYTHING...what an idiot! then another colleague from india..was an ASSHOLE!! not sure if he's drunk...but he had his hands all over the girls...*puked* and he even tried to kiss a few of us..but luckily, we're smart..we managed to escape by moving away form him..seriously, it's so farking disgusting..and we dont wanna make it sour by telling him to stop blatantly..and so the only thing we could do was danced away...and gossip behind his back..hahahaha..we're also bitches ya?

guess my life doesnt really revolve around the black box that much ya...but talking about that..i think it's time for me to get back to my OC 3...*laughs*

boring life...

pretty much the same..nothing very outstanding and interesting is happening in my life...kinda sad right? but then again...i think it's also my fault...as i'm not really doing anything outstanding and interesting for myself...*laughs*

well, after my last movie - tokyo drift, i recently caught this movie:



actually it's pretty alright...not very gory, not very sexual, not many twists to the stories...wonder why it is rated as R21...maybe just because they had a scene of a woman with very big but fake breasts having sex with an ulgy old fuck.. *laughs* anyway, i think it was good acting for the cast..went to watch because of lucy liu although my friends have the hots for josh harnett...

other than this movie..i also watched this:

this is my second time watching it...i caught it in 2003...it was pretty alright..still as interesting..although it's not broadway standard..but judging by local standards..it's really good..the songs are nice and catchy...the singing was good for kit chan...a few cannot really sing...but then again, singaporeans are not cut out to be singers...just look at our singapore idol finalists...just watched the finals....soooooooo boring...should have spent my time watching my boyfriend...*grins*

talking about my hubby..this is what my life is about now:

hahahahaha..got so hooked that i spent my WHOLE sunday afternoon watching it...and after writing this entry..i'm going back to my hubby again...i seriously can see myself spending all my tomorrows with him..and i reckon he feels that same way too...*laughs* but seriously, it's a good show...very exciting and very interesting..all the science, maths, human relationships and leaps of faith...cool!

oh, my colleague "persuaded" me to join her in the standard chartered run..and somehow, i gave in...i'm going to run 10km...hahahaha! seriously, i really dont know how am i going to complete the run..normally, IF i actually go for a run..i only will run 2.5km...and i'm almost dying..*laughs* now she wants me to run 4 times that...guess i really need to start training...*laughs* anyway, i saw that there's a category for kids - 750m, and i asked her if i could join that instead but she gave me a cold, hard stare...guess that's a no-no...luckily she didnt force me to join the marathon - 25km i think...if i ever do that..i would definitely hit the headlins - Girl Still Running After 24 Hours *laughs* it would take me years to finish a marathon!!!! and maybe they can make a movie out of it..hahahaha..to show the world, perserverance and determination is the key to success...hahahahaha!

boring life....but am contented...because i got my boyfriend with me...okay, he's calling me now..later!

The Fat and the Furious: Mumbai Drift

it was just 2 months ago that i last bitched about cellulite...now i'm back with another entry...*laughs* within the last 2 months..i went out with her twice..and during these 2 meetings..she had displayed her interesting characteristics again...and so my bitching starts again...here it goes...

Meeting #1:
on a saturday night...a mutual friend (A) and I decided it's time to meet up with cellulite for dinner and a get-together..we were university mates..and sort of hung out together back then...so on that night, we met up in orchard for japanese dinner...during dinner time..she kept talking about this guy whom she had been contacting for quite some time...subtlely hinting to us that this guy is interested in her but she found him too decent...blah blah blah...as usual, she likes to update people on her dates and how much her dates love her and how much she doenst love them...blah blah blah...seriously, i guess this decent guy must be either blind or fucking desperate...or cellulite might have shown him another facade...no one really knows..because i could only always hear her side of the story..never the other side...so maybe cellulite is just making up a story...

after dinner, we made our way down to velvet...wanting to introduce one of my colleague to her..although i have pre-warned my colleague that cellulite is not that fantastic....anyway, my colleague also commented that she's kinda ugly and auntified! *laughs* so we made our way down..and it was soooooo boring...the music was alright..the crowd was boring...so we decieded to order 2 jugs of long island tea...and when the waitress came with the bill, i didnt offer to take out my card because i dont want cellulite to owe me money knowing how bad she is..and guess what? she LOOKED AT ME...expecting me to bring out my card to pay for the drinks! fucking hell sia...and so i had no choice as the waitress was waiting and forked out my card...*argh*

well, we tried to enjoy ourselves by going to the dance floor to dance...and while we were dancing...there were 2 indians and an old man behind cellulite..and somehow, she danced TOWARDS them...seriously, i have no idea why...and then A was kind enough to pull her back...informing her that there's people behind her...and after pullling her back...cellulite DANCED TOWARDS the 2 indians AGAIN! what a shock we all have..and within seconds...they were all over each other...seriously...i think she's fucking desperate...after a while, we got tired..and A told cellulite.." hey, i'm going home now..let's go "..and guess what cellulite said? she said..." okay, you go ahead...bye! " OMFG...can anyone believe that? i mean if she wants to get naughty in clubs...fine, but now that we're leaving her alone in the club....she's totally okay with it...seriously, i think she thinks she's a player...but if you ask me..it's more like whore... haha!

so A left and i left with another friend and her boyfriend..we deicded to pop by butter factory as my guy colleague was there...so i asked cellulite if she wanted to leave..she told me.." no, i dont want to leave..you want to go butter..you go ahead...bye! " seriously, i think she has a PHD - permanent head damage! so we left without her...however, we made our way back to velvet because...eh, this is not important..anyway, we were back in velvet..and guess what...i spotted cellulite and the 2 indians at the corridor...she was in the arms of one of them...and the other one was standing slightly behind her with his hands DOWN HER JEANS...i was soooooooo shocked..how could she allow one guy to move his hands INSIDE her jeans while she continued to flirt with the other???? seriously, if the indiands were of bollywood calibre...fine, she did her QC...but these 2 indians..trust me..they are not the bollywood calibre..they are more like the bollywood roadsweepers..although they claimed to be air stewards of Air India! hahahaha! and armed with this...cellulite insisted that they were good-looking...but 6 pairs of eyes insisted that they are ugly...hence, i rest my case...*shrugs*

and because she owed me 20 bucks for the drinks and i want my money back..i kept bugging her to return me my money..and she kept saying that her money is in her bag which is outside...and so i followed her to the bag counter to demand my money back...it's only 20 bucks and it took me 30 minutes to get my money back...she kept saying that her money is in her bag and i kept repeating that i need the 20 bucks because i need the cash to take cab home..which by the way is true...and then she kept saying that she's leaving soon and all...but after she said that.she just continued to stayed at the same spot and flirt with the 2 indians..i was so irritated..that i kept bugging her and "escort" her to the bag counter to collect her bag..and after collecting her bag..she took like 5 minutes to rummage through her small bag to look for 20 bucks for me...duhz, trying to delay the time right? thinking that i would say..." aiyah, it's alright..you pay me another time... " over my dead body!! she had to return me money ASAP! finally she found my money and i asked her 1 last time if she's coming home with me..and she replied.." eh, you go ahead..my friend is coming to pick me up... " okay, whatever! am really doubting her words that she didnt have a threesome with the 2 indians...*laughs*

in conclusion..i think she is behaving and thinking like a WHORE!!!!!!!!!!

Meeting #2:
just last week...i was soooooooo bored that when she asked me to go double o with her..i actually agreed..hahaha! i was reluctant as she's going with her collegue ( a guy) and another ah lian and ah lian's colleagues..given such a situation..if i were to go..i would DEFINITELY be cast aside...but because i was sooooo bored and it's a saturday night..i agreed to go with her....so i met her around 10 plus and we took a cab down...and during the cab trip, i was just telling her about the taxi accident that i've gotten..and she couldnt bear to lose out..she started describing her experience with a taxi accident..and hers was such a tiny one..it's only a slight bang and she had to go on and on and on and on and on and on about it...*screams and pulls hair* what is her problem? must she always "win" me in whatever situation? weird woman...

anyway, as expected..the moment we reached there..she ignored me and started to flirt with her colleague..funnily, her colleague is not bad-looking but gayish...and dont know why he could acutally flirt back with cellulite...and so i stood there with a jug of vodka orange, looking bored...*sighz*...then she saw her neighbor (guy) and started to flirt with him again..and there i was, looking bored with my 3/4 full jug of vodka orange...and lucky for me, the neighbor was here with a group of friends and they sort of like started talking to me...and so i had company...*laughs* i guess cellulite might be jealous that i was acutally picked up by so many guys and asked me if we exchanged numbers...crazy, i dont even remember their names and looks! haha! anyway, the ah lian and her friends decided to go to the dance floor and so i went along....thinking that cellulite would follow us..but hell, i was wrong...and so i went around searching for her...and guess what? i bumped into GUY E! hahahahaha...and so not wanting to miss out more shows..i brought guy E to cellulite and i can swear that her face literally LIT UP! *laughs* little did she know..guy E was just telling me that cellulite messaged him 2 weeks ago to ask if he's clubbing and guy E lied to her that his hp went low on battery when she questioned him on why he didnt reply her message..*laughs*

side-tracked a little..guy E is actually interested in ah lian..actually, kinda expect it to happen this way because guy E is an ah beng...haha! and apparently, ah lian told guy E that she's single and available..and i broke the bubble by telling guy E that she's lying to him...but then again, i guess guy E doenst really care because he can just fuck and throw away...*laughs* anyway, i think this ah lian and her boyfriend could be having problems..she's already attached but she went around telling people that she's single...and she continued to flirt outrageously with guys when her boyfriend was not around...seriously, are such people call "sluts"? *shrugs*

anyway, that night she was hanging out with the neighbor..can see that she's trying EXTREMELY HARD to seduce him..but somehow i think she failed...still need my help before she could steal a kiss from him..i felt kinda bad to make him kiss an ugly auntie...hahahha! and then another moment i saw her hugging her colleague...in an intimate manner...and then suddenly i saw her hugging guy E when guy E was about to leave..didnt know that her way of saying goodbye is by hugging..guess she must have enjoyed herself very much...but sadly, he's interested in ah lian...*laughs* basically, if i were to questioned her on her behavior..she would just say.." aiyah, i'm having fun mah..now i've learnt to have more fun...you also very happening right? " duhz?! what has it got to do with ME? if you ask me...i think if anyone were to comment that she's behaving like a bitch..she would DEFINITELY insist that it's ME who had taught her to behave that way...seriously, i dont know why she always has to put me down...

anyway, towards the later part of the night..she fell alseep on the couch...it was sooooooo unglam..but then again, even when she's all make-up and dressed-up..she still look unglam...*laughs* and so i let her sleep for a while...and when i woke her up..she just kept mumbing that she wanted to sleep...so i told her..." hey, i'm going off..let's go... " and then she mumbled that she wanted to sleep again..i very much wanted to leave but her colleague asked me to send her home as we live very near each other...and so i had to keep pestering her to go home with me..and guess what she said? she said..." where's my neighbor ah? " fuck lah..what neighbor? there's only me...there i was..trying to get her home..and there she was..kept asking about her neighbor...eveyrtime i managed to wake her up..she would only ASKED THE WHEREABOUTS OF HER NEIGHBOR! i got so fed-up that i just left the club..and messaged her one last time... " hey, i'm downstairs now...outside...going home..you wanna come now? if not i'm leaving! " and her reply was.." did you see my neighbor? " what the fuck??!!! neighbor again? then i replied.." no i didnt and i dont really care...so you coming down now? " and she finally replied.." yes, wait for me..coming now.. " and when she's down....she kept insisting that she's not drunk..she's sober but sleepy...well, whatever!

then we bumped into her neighbor's friend and she started asking him about the neighbor AGAIN...with all the hustle and bustle..i got so tired and hungry that i persuaded them to go eat with me...*laughs* and so we went to the coffee shop down the road..and while we were eating..she kept saying this... " wah, damn sianz..drink so much still so sober...i cannot get high already....sianz.. " the friend and i just kept quiet and ate..and she repeated herself again in another few mintues time...and finally, one of us asked if she drank a lot..and as usual..she said yes...blah blah blah..but seirously, i didnt really see her drink...*shrugs* then as we were about to leave...her colleague came by and they started to flirt again....*argh* i wanted to go home already...my body language was so obvious...i was sitting with my back facing them and giving her the " i want to go home " look but she ignored me and continued chatting...finally, after the neighbor's friend got into a cab....i said.." hey, you guys continue talking..i'm going home now... " and i stood up..all ready to go..and she finally said.. " okok, i'm coming with you... " okay, now i know how to make her go home with me...but i could see her unwillingness to leave...and in the cab, she once again emphasize that she drank a lot but yet she's sober....seriously, i felt like telling her..." whatever, i dont give a fuck! " but i just looked out of the window and pretended to be asleep...*laughs*

tsk tsk tsk....seriously, i dont know why am i still maintaining a friendship with her...can someone enlighten me please? thanks! :)

please belt up for your safety...

friday was a very very "exciting" day for me...

look at these:



nope, they are not abstract arts..they are pictures of the right side of MY CAR...yes, my car..my one and only mitsubishi lancer...can you see the hole? did you notice that the side mirror is gone? *sob* before anyone is convinced that lady driver = lousy driver... let me break the news..this is NOT done by me...but MY BROTHER...*laughs* well, apparently, he was reversing and then he didnt notice that there's a pillar on his right..and then he reversed and *bang* the side mirror dropped, body scratched and dented and a hole appeared...seriously, i have no idea, how did that hole appear..and if he has been driving at a slow speed...how can the side mirror just dropped off...also, this doesnt look like a car that was reversing slowly... although i do not doubt my brother..but i seriously think the pillar has hands...it ripped off my side mirror and punched my car for "waking" it up...*sighz* so sad...this is the first thing i saw in the morning...and i was so sad...my car is only 6 months old and it has to undergo major surgery..and my dad drove it to the mitsubishi workshop and they quoted 1,800 for the repairs...*gasps* so my dad will drive to the normal workshop and hope to get a deal that's less than 1000...well, at least my brother was feeling remorseful and willing to fork out money to pay...and for that responsibility, i forgive him..*smilez*

look at these now:



this is an accident along CTE...and gues what, i'm in the taxi! *laughs* i took a cab home on friday after some drinks at kazbar and i was so lazy and it started to rain..and so i decided to take a cab...on the cab, i was chatting with the taxi driver...and he was just commenting that most taxi drivers will not want to drive on rainy days as the roads are slippery and if they got into an accident, their 1000 bucks deposit will be forfeited...and while we were driving along CTE..suddenly, he had to e-brake and then i could hear screeching sound..and thank God that the car didnt skid...and then *wham* the taxi banged right into the black mitsubishi...it was a huge bang..because if i didnt belt myself up, i would have be thrown forward and hurt myself..but the safety belt was there to restrain that force...

basically, the accident happened when the black mitsubishi suddenly swerved into the taxi's lane, hoping to avoid another accident between another taxi, a hyundai and a mazda...this is my speculation..because after the collision, there are 6 cars in total...2 taxi, 1 mitsubishi, 1 hyundai (the sandwiched car), 1 mazda and another silver unknown car....suddenly, you see 6 men getting down the cars and exchanging numbers and driver's license and taking pictures...i thought it's pretty exciting...okay, i sounded sick..but well, i do feel sorry for my taxi driver..his taxi is the last car and he banged the back and so his 1000 is forfeited and also, he got to pay for the damages...so in the middle of CTE i stood..not knowing how to cross the road to the road shoulders..i called my dad to tell him that i'm in CTE and asked him to come and fetched me...

well, i must say..i'm quite sad that NO ONE actually stopped to offer me a ride...NOT A SINGLE SOUL...although there were empty taxis..but none stopped...and many cars slowed down to look at the accident.....but NONE stopped to ask if i want a ride..at laest out of CTE..and so i had to stand in the middle..till the tow trucks came...stopped the traffic..then i followed the cab to the road shoulders and waited for my dad...the tow truck uncle was nice..he ensured that i'm safely in my dad's car before moving off with the taxis...it was really an experience...actually i thought i felt slightly painful under my breasts...*laughs* but luckily there' no bruises..but frankly speaking, my head did hurt a little..from the impact of the collision...but i'm okay already... *smilez* the taxi driver was quite alright..kept asking me if i'm alright...and i felt kinda bad..because it seemed like i have the bad luck for cars on that day...*laughs*

so people out there...listen to the traffic police...do not drink and drive...do not speed...and belt up for your safety!! it REALLY works...

the days of my life

havent been updating for quite some time..not that i have nothing to write..but just that i'm too lazy...*laughs* so here's a summary of the days of my life from 08/28/06 to 09/04/06...

Summer Party 2006
after i came back from my KL trip...it's time to party..at my office's summer party..it's held at sentosa...at palawan beach and the theme is retro..which i think it's quite dumb...retro @ the beach? *laughs* anyway, there's free flow of alcohol ( yes, alcohol = beer and hard liquor), free flow of food ( but the food sucks), free air-brush tattoo, free massage, free palmistry, free crystal-grazing...basically, it's a PARTY! really cool... brought my friend along and her boyfriend..but sadly, my friend treat it more like a date with her boyfriend than with me..the WHOLE TIME...she and her boyfriend was ALWAYS together...i dont even have 5 minutes alone with her...wasted my tickers...many times, my colleagues asked.." hey, who did you bring? " and i always replied.." my friend AND her boyfriend and they have disappeared... " how ironic is this... anyway, i managed to get 2 bottles of hard liquor - tequila and gin and 5 bottles of beer...*laughs* i managed to persuade the bartenders at my party to give me 2 bottles within 5 minutes...i think i'm good *winks* only 5 bottles of beer because that's the total number of bottles i can carry to my car after the party...*laughs*

Is it good to have an uncle who looks young and hip?
i have an uncle...i'm quite close to him..he's smart, hip and not that young but looks really young.rich and established too...has everything that i would want - career, car, house, cash...anyway, i was with him 1 saturday and on that day alone...3 persons thought that he's MY BOYFRIEND!! *gasps* in the morning..i was at his house..and then this young man was helping him to install some things..and then we were talking and then he was asking me what my uncle does and all..and i told him and then he said.. " wah, so established when he's so young " and i said.." young? no lah, he's old already...40 plus and he's my uncle " and he was like.. " no lah, cannot be... i thought he was your friend " *laughs* then later while having lunch at some hawker center...as i didnt bring any money...the lady came and i told her i had no money..then my uncle came along and paid for it..the lady said.." it's right for the guy to pay mah " wah..win already....then later at night..while shopping at orchard...bump into mr chong...and later he told me..." i didnt know your uncle look so young.thought you out dating.. " sighz..is it a good or bad thing to have a young and hip uncle??? *shrugs*

I am NOT a PIMP!
i have no idea why...but i always have guy friends saying this to me.." hey, got girls to intro to me? " sighz...does my face shout "PIMP"???!!! seriously, what makes my guy friends think that i have girls to intro to them...what makes them think that my girl friends are not attached? one of them even asked further.." are they attached for long? " seriously, if they are not...does that mean that my guy friends stand a chance of breaking up a blossoming relationship? seriously, do guys really only think with their dicks? argh! i think the next guy who said this to me.. i'm going to say.." i intro MYSELF to you and i'm rejecting you NOW! " *laughs*

I cannot be lazy with my words
recently..i have been rather lazy with my words...*laughs* will cite 2 examples...there was this day..i went over to my colleague..my intention is to ask for his indonesian-english dictionary..and so i went to him and asked.." hey, can i borrow your dict? " i guess the word "dict" sounded very much like "dick" and he looked at me with a shocked face...and so i went.." i meant your dictionary... " *laughs* then just today..i was typing a msn message to mr chong...my intention is to ask him if he wants to borrow "sex and the city" DVDs..and i just typed.." hey, you want sex? " *laughs* this is baddddddddd...

Crocodile Hunter is dead...*sob*

Steve Irwin aka Crocodile Hunter is dead...he was killed by a stingray...this is so sad and so ironic... although i'm not a big fan of his..but somehow, i've always enjoyed his shows..i like the ways he handles those crocodiles with his bare hands...and the love he had for the reptiles...i mean most people would think that one fine day, he would be killed by the enormous reptiles because of the close contact but somehow, he's killed by the less deadly animals that he always handles...seriously, when i first heard the news..i wasnt very sure it's for real..but i guess...it's for real...so sad...no idea why i was sad..but somehow, i just feel sad... *sob* anyway, i will always remember him...seriously i will...although i have very small memory space....*smilez*

basically, these are the few more interesting aspects..the rest of my days..i spent it normally...sleep, eat, shop, watch tv...*laughs* i need to spice up my life!