dont be irresponsible parents

seriously...i dont know why some parents are sooo irresponsible...if you're a parent..please do what a parent ought to and should do...okay..actually i dont know some parents..i only know of 1 pair of parents - my uncle and auntie! hahahaha hontestly they are such irresponsible and selfish parents who only care about THEMSELVES!!

any decent parents will know that when your child is having exams..it is YOUR responsibility to guide and revise with him/her right? well, my uncle and auntie happily "dumped" their primary 4 kid at my house so that we can guide and revise with him!! this is so wrong..firstly, my auntie is a poly grad..she is educated and can do it herself but she rather spent her time in shopping malls and in front of the tv...and it has been agreed that she will come and pick up her child after work but even that she's lazy..on one occassion she asked if any of us can do that for her...so messed up..i mean she DRIVES..and her coming to my house is ON THE WAY back home from her office...it is her OWN FLESH AND BLOOD..why is she soooo irresponsible??? doesnt she care about her son at all???

and yesterday my mum was just telling me the most outrageous news of the season...my cousin is having exams this coming week...instead of staying at home over the weekend to guide their kids..my uncle and auntie is going for a HOLIDAY IN VIETNAM over the weekend..and once again..dumped their kids with my mum...and my mum just had an operation on her middle trigger finger!!! how selfish is that??? and they are leaving today..and told my mum to go over to their house to look after the kids for her despite the fact that my mum told them she had a party to attend..they DID NOT consider the inconveniences they are causing to my mum AT ALL...i totally detest them for this..i mean seriously, this is fuck up! how can they just go for holidays WITHOUT even arranging and confirming that someone is going to help them with their kids? how can they even go in peace when their primary 4 kid is having exams and my cousin's results is bad...seriously bad...what kind of parents are these???!!!! honestly speaking, i despise them for this...

another thing...they can spend 10K plus on an expensive watch but cannot give regular money to my grandmother? they can go shopping and holidays but cannot visit my grandmother once a month? the other uncle, who doesnt drive and lives in the west will visit my grandmother every week regardless of circumstances when my grandmother lives in the east...such a HUGE difference!!! seriously, this is soooo wrong....i have nothing to say..i rest my case...

so people..if you want to have kids...PLEASE be a responsible parent!

thou shalt NOT teleconference!

just as i was complaining that i have nothing to do..i made the BIGGEST blunder ever...and when i mean BIGGEST..i really really mean it....it was the BIGGEST joke as well....haha! here's the story...

basically on friday i was bored and so i turned on my web messenger...and started chatting with an ex-colleague (MT)...then he suggested going out for drink on Friday night and so i was all excited about it and we decided to call another friend (RT)...this is our MSN conversation:

MT: we go sing tonight?
Me: eh sing? can also..why not just drink? ask JM, MP and RT
MT: you girl you call RT
Me: okay you wait ah..i teleconference...
MT: faster..i need to go toilet

so i picked up the phone and called RT..and then i asked him about drinking tonight and he's good..and so i proceeded to teleconference MT in...and i typed " calling now " in our MSN chat...and so i dialed MT's number...

Me: hello M ah..i got R on the other line...wait ah...
Me: okay...R is in...so tonight how?
R: M ah..tonight how ah? go where?
M: huh? who are you?
R: R lah...
Me: ya loh..R lah..dont play already..tonight we go clarke quay okay?
M: who are you?
Me: you M right?
M: ya...what's my surname?
Me: Teo?
M: wrong!
R: eh hannah, i think you call wrong number leh...
Me: is it? no lah...i didnt...M you sure it's not you?
M: fuck lah..i dont have time for this...

and the line went dead....hahahaha! seriously i DIDNT know i called the wrong number..i double -checked my handphone before dialing..but i guess i must have dailed wrongly...hahaha! so i teleconference again..

Me: hello M...is that you?
M: ya...me
Me: you sure?
M: yes lah...
Me: R...i got M already...
R: hello M...you sure you're M?
M: ya lah...why so long? i go pee and come back already leh...

and so R went on to tell M what happen..and they laughed NON-STOP which makes me laugh NON-STOP..hahahaha and then the moment they see a common friend...they start the whole story again..and the NON-STOP laughing begins again...hahaha! see how blur i am....so now whenver i teleconference..i better ensure that i got the correct person!!

bored, restless, help!

okay...im officially bored...so bored...nothing to look forward to..nothing to do...basically NOTHING IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE...why??!!! i am soooo bored..bored..bored...*YAWN* can someone save me please? please? pretty please? i think i can die of boredom...

although i have "HOUSE" to watch...and i'm only at season 2..tons to catch up..but i dont want to become a couch potato...i have been watching PB3..but again, i dont want to be a couch potato..movies nowadays are boring...i cant keep watching HSM2..everyone's laughing at me..nothing to do...see i have NOTHING to do...

oh well, a dear friend is getting married..but i dont have to do anything..just attend the wedding..haha! another one is getting married in Dec..and she asked me to be her "sister gang" and till then, i have nothing to do..i dont feel like partying..i dont feel like doing anything..but yet i want to do something....RESTLESS...yes..this is the word that describes me best now...sighz..this is bad..i think im pms-ing now!!!

anyway, this sunday, im representing my company in a recruitment fair..which i thought was pretty ironic as i dont feel that much for this company anymore and there i am trying to tell people how great this company is..haha! i mean seriously, i dont see any prospectus for me...no career advancements...pay is normal, not great..nothing excites me at work anymore...i NEED a new job...and hopefully i can get a new one by Jan 07...am praying VERY hard for it...seriously! cannot understand why some of my colleagues can love this company soo much when it's just a piece of crap...my kudos to them anyhow...anyway only certain people can succeed in my company...the WAYANG type! ie be VERY VERY enthu about everything about this company, embrace everything the company implement and kiss the correct arses...in my opinion that is...maybe i should sleep my way up...but oh well, my managers arent exactly good-looking or even sexy or attractive..so i think it' s not a good idea at all....hahaha!

and i dont think getting a boyfriend will help as i dont think men are a good medicine to boredom or restlessness unless you are very good-looking and rich enough to pamper me like nobody's business..haha okay i think i am crapping...see how bored and restless i am...

anyway, i'm hoping for the start of something new... :D

so sad....

recently....the only news that i'm getting are sad news...very sad news...is it true that as you get older,you get more news about death than birth? if it's true...then i'm really afraid of growing old...

well, one of my ex-colleagues just passed away...apparently he's been very sick and had been in the hospital for over a month or so...couldnt save him...heard it's lungs infection...very young man..divorced with a kid..poor kid....

then, my aunt was diagnosed with breast cancer and the cancer has already evolved into the 2nd stage... not a benign one...so got to cut off the whole breast...and nope, that did not solve the problem...cancer cells spread to the lymphnotes...and so she has to undergo chemo and blah blah...very sad as her kids are very young..she got married late and her eldest daughter is only 4 years old...now i'm checking my breasts every other day...paranoid!

then brother of another colleague of mine got into a car accident in melbourne...something to do with drunk driving..not her brother but was hit by another driver who is drunk...went into coma..had to undergo brain surgery to take out blood clots...but thank god, he's stable now and is awake..so colleague is relatively happy...

today, aunt of another colleague is dying...colleague recieved a call and it seemed that his auntie may not be able to make it...he rushed off to the hospital and he's nervous as he doesnt want to see hiw mum break down...oh well, everyone will break down if your loved ones is dying...guess this is part and parcel of life..maybe that's why God gives us the ability to cry...so that we can express our grief and happiness...

and today, grandpa of another colleague was admitted to the hospital..suspected kidney stones..not serious but the grandpa is old..80 plus i think..although he said he's worried...but as i typed this..he's happily playing soccer somewhere in singapore...tsk tsk tsk! but oh well, he's really worried when he just got the news..so give him credit for that...

see every story that i've heard lately are sad stories...stories about people falling sick and people dying...seriously, if growing old is so scary..i wish i'm Peter Pan..but then again, i dont want to be Peter Pan..i want to grow old and experience the different stages in life...sighz, humans are so fickle..or maybe i should say...women are so fickle...

oh well, let us all grow old with grace and die with dignity!