i'm back!

*hee hee* did anyone miss me when i was away? i bet there are tons..hahahaha! but then again, no worries folks, i'm back! *laughs*

My Clients
well, i must say...this short trip was really really really fufilling and good...everything went well and learnt a lot of things from my clients...got many insights about malaysia financial markets from nice clients...these clients are so happy to see me..although we might not even have emailed or talked to each other on the phone....they were like.." really nice of you to drop by..and hope you will come again soon...but WITH gifts please.. " hahahaha..so cute right? they were reallynice and agreed to whatever requests i have made...be it to change some practices or excel files, they were seriously helpful...without any hestitation..they would say..." not a problem, will help you! " so sweeeeeeeeeet of them...

The Flight
and i must say...it's kinda silly to take air-plane to KL...the journey itself is only 25 minutes! hahahaha! the moment the airplane took off..the air stewardesses have to start " hi sir/madam, coffe, tea or juices? " poor ladies...and after they finished with that...they would have to start from the aisle and go " can i clear that please? thanks! " i seriously believe that it's not easy being a flight attendant... and we need 1 hour to get from airport to city...which is longer than flying from one country to another...guess singapore is seriously small...*laughs* upon arrival, we took a car service to our hotel.. my boss was so afraid that we would get a reckless driver...*laughs* on the way back, we took the MRT and train...pretty cool and exciting...

The Hotel
i stayed at the westin hotel..it's pretty near to some major shopping complex...and i stayed on the 17th floor...and it's quite an amazing sight...no pictures as i didnt bring camera..hahaha..from my window, i can see the KL tower and Petronas tower..but than again, i think one can see that from any building...pretty hard to miss as they are really tall...haha! ooh, they have this bed..which they call " the heavenly bed " and trust me..it's TRUE...the beds are really heavenly..when you lie on them..you wouldnt want to get up at all..it's so comfortable and soft and you can imagine sleeping on clouds..like carebears! *grins* the room is pretty nice...and i have a room to myself...so a lot of privacy and all..can walk around naked, can take my own sweet time to bathe, can do whatever i want....*smilez*

My Office
ooh...my office is located at the petronas tower...*cool* and we are located at the 61st storey!! even higher than the bridge which allows tourist to get on...and the view was marvellous..you really see the whole of KL city...but sadly, it's pretty hazy and so i only saw haze...reminds me of genting...*laughs* as the office in KL is a remote office..it's pretty small but cosy..there's only about 10 staffs there..but we have a fully-equpied pantry, a training room, a server room and 2 meeting rooms...and going up the building reminds me of the airport and MRT...firstly, we need to tap a card to go through the gantry...like our MRT...then we have to put our bags and everything through the scanner....like the airport...quite troublesome...oh, i wanted to get passes to go to the bridge at the 42nd storey...to get the feeling of suspension at a great height..but on thursday, i reached the ticket counter at 745am..thinking that i should be early but hell, i was wrong...a long queue has already been formed....*sighz* so i asked my colleagues if i could go to the bridge and the answer is no..pretty disappointed...was contemplating about begging the security guard to let me through...*laughs* even wanted to tell the guard : hey, you let me use the bridge at the 42nd storey..i'll bring you up to 61st storey to get free food and drinks! haha! but i didnt try...maybe it could work... *winks*

Shopping
there are a few shopping malls near my hotel..within walking distance...lot 10, sungei wang, picolo gallery, starhill and times square...i went to all and guess what...i see NOTHING and bought NOTHING...*laughs* okok...i did buy some things...i bought a green shirt from topshop..it cost SGD53 in Singapore but RM79 in Malaysia..if we do a simple conversion..it's only SGD40...must buy! then i bought a pair of orange shoes...hahaha! at RM79...pretty alright...and on the very last minute..before going to the airport..i bought a shirt at RM60 and a belt at RM40...which is SGD30 and SGD20 respectively...pretty satisfied..but i thought i could buy more! when i want to spend money...i spend nothing..when i want to save money..i spend like water...*sighz* funnily the 3 days that i was there....at 430pm..it will start to rain HEAVILY...and tiny floods could even occur...and the traffic will be very very terrible...and funnily by 7pm, the rain would stop...and it's time for me to go out hunting for deals...*grins* ooh, i saw my OC and Grey's Anatomy and Prison Break DVDs on sale..and pretty cheap..but i didnt get any because am afraid of getting caught...*shrugs* not sure if i will be caught but well, better to be safe than sorry... *smilez*

so although it's only a 3 days 2 nights trip..but it's pretty enriching...bonding with my team leader, getting to meet clients, learning about malaysia mutual funds market, getting chauffeured around in a cefiro, taking the train to the airport, walking around town alone...niceeeeeeeee..hopefully, i can go again soon...*praying hard*

leaving on a jet plane..*laughs*

i'm leaving on a jet plane...YES YES YES...*laughs*

so happy..this is my FIRST BUSINESS TRIP..in my entire whole life...well, although it's only to Kuala Lumpur..and the flight is only 55 minutes (as stated on the tickets but i think it's only 45 minutes) and will be back on Friday...but hey, i didnt have to fork out a single cent for the ticket and hotel...staying at Westin...*laughs* hopefully they give me a nice and not haunted room...

am so excited..although i'm there to work and my working schedule is terribly hectic and humanly tiring...but i feel like as if i'm going there for a holiday...*laughs* and besides, this is my FIRST time on a plane to KL...hahahaha...not first time on a plane..but first time on a plane to KL..normally, will take the coach or drive up...so it's pretty cool...

furthermore, it's the Malaysia Mega Sale now..hahahaha..hopefully i can get some really good deals provided that i'm not too dead to do some intensive shopping at the end of the day... *grins*

what is EVERYTHING?

EVERTHING, as defined by Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary, it's all that exists, all that relates to the subject and all that is important.... quite vague if you ask me...so what's all that exists and relates to the subject and is important?

was emailing this jc friend..and he said..another jc friend has everything - career and love...so he's extremely happy and all..but if one thinks properly...does this friend has everthing? is career and love all that exists and and important to him? well..i guess at this moment the answer would be "yes" as from his friendster...can see that he's very very very happy...all his testimonials are filled with love and mushiness..*laughs*

guess "everything" is very subjective then...to a mother, her everything would be her husband and children...to a kid, his everything would be computer games and tv...to a teenager, his everthing could be freedom and money...to a working adult...his everything could be financial independence and work satisfaction...now i wonder..what is my everything?

i often comment.." look at that person...he/she has EVERYTHING - money, looks, brains, career...why is God so unfair " but on second thoughts...does that person really have everything? is money, looks, brains and career that important to me? are these material needs my everything? i also dont know...but i guess in a way, i think they are important to me...without money, i cannot do anything..without looks..i think i will be ostrasized by guys (because they think with dicks)..without brains, will be ostrasized by girls...without career...no money and it's a vicious cycle...*laughs* aiyoh i think my life is so sad... now i think i'm forgetting about my emotional and spiritual well-being..but emotionally i think it's bleak...spiritually i think i'm having stagnant growth...*sob sob* not a good life i'm leading now...mmmmm....

i think now i shall hope and pray that someday...somehow...i will have everything and that someone would say i'm his everything..*laughs*

5 things I hate in a movie theatre

in singapore..watching movie is one of the things that we do...anyway, i like to watch movies..but not an avid movie-watcher...i dont catch every single movie that's showing...guess that's partly because i dont have a boyfriend..hahahahaha...if i were to ask 10 friends who are attached what do they do with their other halves, the answer is "watch movie loh" 99% of the time...*laughs*

well..the latest movie i caught was "Fast and Furious - Tokyo Drift" ....damn cool and nice...the cars and actions are amazing....makes me wanna try drifting in my mitsubishi lancer...*laughs* i simply think it's so damn cool to drift into a carpark lot instead of parallel parking it...*laughs* frankly speaking, the storyline of this story is rather lame and the main leads are not exactly eye-candies...and there are some parts which reminded me of initial D..but i must say, the cars are so damn cool..i may not know the difference between 3.5L VQ 350 DE V6 Twin Turbo 460 HP Grear and Renesis 1.3L 138 Rotary and whatsoever, but i am able to recognize the cars used in the movie...all the fairladies, RX8, skylines, silvia...makes me drool...yeah, most people may think they are ah-beng cars but hey, these cars are really really really cool..but must know how to "zeng" sia...oh god, am talking like an ah lian...but seriously, they are really cool....especially love the RX7...

anyway, i think i digressed too much..i wanted to lament about some behavior i seriously detest in the movie theatre:

(1) irritating chinese ring-tone in the middle of a show - fark sia, so many advertisements to remind patrons to mute the phones but some irritating people refused to listen.and it's even more annoying to hear some cheesey chinese love song...just imagine..you were intensely enjoying the fighting scenes between aragorn and the beasts in LOTR and just as aragorn was about to stab the beast...suddenly you hear...."ai mei rang ren shou jing wei qui....ai mei blah blah blah..." grrrrrrrrrrrr

(2) idiots sitting up-right in their chairs - the seats in move theatre are pretty comfortable..and there's always enough leg-room for most people unless you're 2m tall...but i simply dont understand why would some idiots sit upright when they are supposed to relax and enjoy the movie? on saturday...this idiot sitting in front of me had standing hair and he was sitting up-right throughout the whole song...and hence, i have to always see a ball with spikes throughout the whole moive.... *sianz*

(3) morons who always fidget in their seats - some morons, have such fidgety behavior that they have to shift position every other minute...and if i'm on the same roll as them..could feel my seat moving..and if i'm behind them..their stupid head will be popping up, down, left, right non-stop...what the fark?!! it's only 2 hours..cannot sit still?

(4) goondus who stare at me when i whisper to my friend - i know it's really irritating to hear someone talking when watching the show...and at times, i will talk to my friend during the movie...and i know i am whispering and all..but some goondus, will always turn to give me that "please stop talking" look...duhz, as if they can hear what i'm saying...and duhz, as if i'm talking to my friend throughout the whole movie..what the fark? i am not disturbing anyone in any way..... maybe i should use this line on them: apa tengkok? cuchup mata kau! *laughs*

(5) me, myself and i - hahahaha! yeah, at times, i think my general presence in the theatre can be quite irritating....i will get really excited when i see handsome guys...i will get really excited when the show is really excited..and i might even make small little gasps along with the exciting parts of the movie...i might even clap when the heros manage to save the damsel in distress...*laughs* and at times i will whisper to my friend and maybe this really disturbs certain people...i fidget a lot when i need to pee desperately....i sit upright when my butt hurts....but i will always mute my cellphone...*laughs*

mmm...think i'm becoming more hateful nowadays...seemed to hate more things now...especially kids...*laughs*

why?

just finished watching Singapore Idols...*laughs* yes, i know it's cheesy and the idols-wannabe cannot make it..but somehow, i still watch...no idea why... guess i'm bored and sick...*laughs* my favorites are Jonanthan Leung, Paul Twohill and Hady Mirza... in my opinion, i think they are quite good... but quite boring watching them after a while... today was the british music genre...i thought someone would sing one of my song: you're beautiful...you're beautiful...you're beautiful it's true...i saw your face...in a crowded place..but i dont know what to do... but i was wrong...why? why no one sing this song? also, anyone notice...there's only 3 chinese in the final 9...i think in singapore 70% are chinese..but only 1/3 of the finals are chinese? is it true that malays can sing better? maybe it's true...but why? actually, is this competition really useful in discovering the next superstar? never mind, not really interested to know...*laughs*

it's only 2nd August 2006..and i've spent 330 over the last weekend...*laughs* i bought 2 pairs of shoes - 1 from Novo and 1 from Aldo...haha! finally, i've bought my red pumps from Aldo...cost me 145 bucks...shouldnt have bought the other shoe from novo..but it's quite cute..my first and most probably last pair of wedges...dark maroon...why didnt i go into aldo first? then i could have saved 50 bucks on the wedges...*sighz* i bought a white skirt too..very nice...not sure why am i looking for white skirt...bought a denim skirt from mango..also nice but it was my first expensie denim skirt...cost me 75 bucks...i only had 2 pairs and they cost 15 bucks and 20 bucks...so why did i buy the mango denim? i guess i look nice in them...*laughs* wanted to buy another top from GG<5...but the last piece was not good and they dont have any more..and so i didnt buy..but also good that i didnt buy..as another colleague got the same shirt...and i saw another auntie wearing it....why must aunties wear clothes that we ladies like..in the end we will end up looking like aunties...hahahaha!

my boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss...aiyah in other words the BIG boss was here last week.. why is everyone so uptight that she's here? no doubt that she's very senior and all...but it's weird to see my boss' boss' boss acting fake and all...they even dressed up for her when she herself looked like a christmas tree...why do the ang-mohs have such weird dress sense? dressing in orange from top to toe doesnt really indicate a good dressing sense...anyway, this big boss was only here in singapore office in 3 days...and in these 3 days...a desk was specifically saved for her..and a name tag was even made for her..just for 3 days... why???? afraid that no one can recognize her? puh-leese..that's so unnecessary..anyway, she's here..we have free food, drinks and cable car ride...but the food sucks, i dont like beer but the night scenes from the cable car was fabulous... spent most of the night drinking with colleagues instead of talking to the big boss...*laughs* anyway, she's gone and she's really happy with us..so that's good news for everyone... but why do we have to bring her to some exotic place just because she's here? we spent 4K on the dinner, drinks and all that night...*shrugs*

was talking about sexiness with some friends...was commenting that i think it's damn sexy to wear a men's shirt as a pyjamas..but none of them agree...why? is sexy lingerie sexier than my white shirt? sexy lingerie is so boring and so lacy...i think it will make me itch..*laughs* and also, i dont know why...most of my colleagues think that i like hairy men? i dont know where did they get the idea..but seriously, i think a moderate amount of hair is sexy..not too much.but why do some girls think chest hair is sexy? and why do romance story always write about the chest hair carassing the breasts and send shivers up the woman's spine? *laughs* why do people always think that i need a quiet and demure man? seriously, i need a man who can make me beg like a bitch....someone who can take control..*laughs*

was watching sex and the city...and i seriously envy the friendship the 4 main characters share..why dont i have friends like that? why is it that i always feel lonely and friendless when everyone says they are my friends and i can go to them..but it's different..i can be friends but when i need someone to have a heart-to-heart talk..i have no one to turn to...why? am i being too picky? too secretive? buidling a wall around myself? if i need to call somone at 2am to tell them that i just fucked my ex who is a married...i really wonder who i can call...seriously, i think i cannot call anyone...maybe i can call some free helpline..think i am friendless...kinda sad..but then again, friends come and go...so maybe not that sad...*shrugs*

wah....very boliao entry..why so i so boliao? i also dont know...hahaha!